my dad died. on september 19th. my husband and i found him, he'd died in his sleep.

we moved in with him while he recovered from a health scare. he was doing so much better.

and then he died.

i am not doing okay. not at all.

4 days after he died, my friend killed himself.

his funeral is tomorrow, exactly 2 weeks after my dad died.

i am really struggling. i miss my dad and my friend and i am so fucking angry and sad.

i hope that, wherever they are, they're happy.

also hi longtime no talk

my daughter is almost 7 months old in a few days

time goes by 100x faster when you have kids and i am kind of sad. she’s growing so fast. she’s getting her teeth in i’m pretty sure. ma bewbs are not lookin forward to it. but i love her so much and i am very lucky to be her momma. it’s pretty cool or whatever lol

hope ur all doing well. i miss it here

get on for the first time in months to look for some ‘somebody somewhere’ edits and there are NONE?!?!