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I absolutely do not feel like I’m being chosen. At all.

Woo lordy depression is a fucking bitch.

Birdy got back. ~ #bird #petbird #parrot #petparrot #birdsofinstagram #birdstagram #birb #budgie #budgiesofinstagram #englishbudgie #myson #birdchild #crazybirdlady #petsofinstagram #goof #ilovebirds https://www.instagram.com/p/Byt72ZaDDxn/?igshid=8e5eam51nndm

Gaius being a knee floof and calling for Hermes in the other room. ☺️😍 ~ #birds #birdstagram #birdsofinstagram #petbirds #budgie #englishbudgie #birdlove #parrot #birb #gaiusandhermes https://www.instagram.com/p/BxItSQZDqN4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1oobw3dn6ipwz

I am exhausted. I’m so incredibly tired of feeling guilty for wanting to be happy.

Perfect sleepy bean. ~ #dogsofinstagram #smolbean #pupper #pup #pupsofinstagram #totalangel #not #jackrussellterrier #jackrussell #oneeyedjacks #oneeyedpup #piratepup #apollo #dogofthesun #petstagram #petsofinstagram #puplove

Great success! Entered into the USCC China Open with my current tai chi form and won gold! Beat my classmate Eduardo by .03 points in 24 step. ~ #taichi #taichichuan #taiji #taijiquan #usccchinaopen #uscapitolclassics #uscapitolclassics2018 #taichicompetition #kungfu (at Gaylord National Resort & Convention Center)

My smol judgemental sons. ~ #birbs #birbsofinstagram #birbstagram #birds #birdsofinstagram #birdstagram #petbirds #budgies #englishbudgies #roumd #floofs #lookatmysons #birdchildren #fids #petsofinstagram #petstagram

GUYS!! Just got this unbelievable color-changing nailpolish from @hottopic last night. It’s NUTS! So UV sensitive that it turned a bit lavender even before it hit the full-on sunlight. ~ #nailpolish #glitter #glitterpolish #eclipsecolorchanging #colorchangingnails #uvreactive #nails #manicure

CAUGHT EM’! Frito and Apollo were basically cuddling on the couch! Apollo jumped down once he noticed I was in the room all “You saw NOTHING!” ~ @daintydingo took the photo! ~ #dogs #dogstagram #dogsofinstagram #jackrussellterrier #jackrussell #pitbull #bluepitbull #fritothepitbull #apollo #dogofthesun #piratepup

Thoroughly pleased by my makeup choices today. Matches the fun new little gray bodysuit I got from Target recently with the classic yellow “May the Force be With you” on it. ~ #makeup #cosmetics #bhcosmetics #coloredrainecosmetics #limecrimecosmetics #colourpopcosmetics #selfie #me #gpoy #lavenderhair #purplehair #coloredhairdontcare #coloredhairarmy #arcticfoxhaircolor

Friends! Some of you may have noticed that I started an account for my cosplay and costuming, and you may have also noticed that I recently changed its name! I’m now branding myself as @violetvixencosplay , and I have a lot of plans for costumes in addition to a pretty cool opportunity that basically fell into my lap. Keep an eye out as I’m working on a Facebook page as well, and I’ll have a fun announcement very soon! ~ #nerd #cosplay #cosplaylove #cosplayersofinstagram #personalbranding #violetvixencosplay #geek #cosplaygirl #geekgirl #nerdygirl

MAGStock was a fabulous time. I made many tiny wildlife friends, spent great time with human ones, ate many good grilled foods, and enjoyed some awesome swimmin’ and aggro craggin’. I never seem to remember to take photos, so here’s one I did take of me and my new beetle buddy, one I stole off Orvie, and a little vid from the trip down. ~ #magfest #magstock #nerds #goofin #outdoors #camping #nerdcamping #louisava #smallcountrycampground #nerdygirl #beetle #bug #buglove #glowdeo

Sweet hat, huh? ~ #goofin #nerd #birb #birblr #birdsofinstagram #birdstagram #petbird #budgie #englishbudgie #gaiusandhermes #lavenderhair #coloredhair #coloredhairdontcare #coloredhairarmy

Surprise! I’m now a green sash in taiji! Woke up Thursday morning to an email from sifu asking if I could make it to testing yesterday, and so here we are! 💪🏻😎 ~ #goofin #silliness #taichi #taiji #taichichuan #kungfu #movingupinlife #greensash #nerd #selfimprovement #latergram #iguessimokayatthis #celebration (at Goh's Kung Fu)

Do you not take cheesy beach portraits in tide pools? I thought that’s what they’re for... ~ #goober #silliness #beachvibes #beachportrait #cheesyphotoop #beachtime #vabeach #virginiabeach #swimsuit #swimsuitedition #tattoo #zelda #zeldatattoo #triforce #mastersword #gothatthebeach #nerd #nerdatthebeach (at Virginia Beach Oceanfront)