Detox just to Retox

its 5am. today (yesterday) i got a new laptop, refurbished but still. and its not a chromebook. so i decided to check out tumblr again, to see how to felt to have a working laptop and use tumblr. i dont think its my laptop acting up, but can tumblr really be that shitty to like, crash and shit? it blows my mind that people still use tumblr, but this is probably because me and all my friends and all left already. i dont think i can ever just get back to this place, and never how i used to be. i cant fathom it, even though im sure i havent fully changed all that much just morphed a bit or something. idk. it doesnt matter. 

went through my flagged posts lol 

if people still use this like, where.

i see people making hilarious jokes and memes on tumblr and people make tik tok videos reading them like HOW this site feels so dead and i guess because i view it as dead and everyone i knew has basically vacated i don understand how it isnt actually dead

but here i am at work again. i just want to look at photos 

I’m basically talking into the void but basically the last time I really used it my life was so different. I worked at the walter’s and I was still going to school and I lived at home and I was miserable. I’ve since graduated, and I have a different job at a different museum, and I’m engaged and I live with my fiance and life is just very different. Wow.

I don’t even recall the last time I really used tumblr. 

You know it’s a slow day at work if I’m here. There’s still so many people who are kinda active? Hmm.

sometimes i think about someone or something and hop on here. i know people still very much use tumblr because i see screen shots of really good jokes with a lot of notes but also its just such a dead site to me but i guess thats just getting old or s/thing