crystal-lee

Is someone gonna boot Jinkx’s turn in Little Shop once it’s over because I’m trying to get myself there but not sure if I’ll make it in time! I cannot miss this role. A trans performer playing Audrey is everything to me.

I haven’t had a comment on a fic of mine in like 2 years and then got one today. It made me realize that when you write for niche pairings and then disappear for a bit, it’s kind of just lost out there.

Which brings me to just a random thought I’ve had recently about social media. I used to be very active on twitter, tumblr, hell even live journal once. But those sites sort of fell away one at a time as they became insufferable places to be.

Obviously I miss tumblr the most because I’m still here once in awhile checking my feed to see what the people I follow are up to.

But anyways it makes me feel kind of lonely. Like I still people in my day to day life but I used to have this whole rich world I could contribute to. I used to love writing for people, knowing they would get the same high I’d get when I read pairings I liked. I used to LOVE releasing a video I’d painstakingly put together and that I enjoyed myself.

Now everything just seems so solitary online. I just scroll mindlessly through Instagram for heartwarming videos / stories — little dopamine hits. But my sense of community is so diminished.

Anyways I just miss you lads!

Guys what happened to tumblr? You all out there still?

Well I actually felt pretty for the first time in oh, 10 years.

This is what almost 72 looks like. Literal icon.