unfiltered thoughts pt. 1 |(morsus engel)| (via actuates)
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what do i feel?
nearly everything,
everything all at once
weighing on my shoulders,
yes.
everything all at once.
i woke up happy,
saw that someone passed away,
so i cried.
i didnβt know her.
but i cried.
i saw her friends,
her lover,
all of them honoring her,
so i cried.
crying felt nice.
so i tried to write something
while andrew belle crooned a tune
and i couldnβt
i was so angry.
but not angry,
not really.
just exhausted.Β
this is me.
so i stared into a mirror
fifteen, maybe twenty minutes
someone should fuck Β me
remind me iβm human
remind me that i can connect
to other humans.
but am i pretty enough?
not so much, no.
will anyone love me?
i hope i love me.
so i cried.
again.
i listened to some sad songs.
felt guilty for being sad.
wished that i was art,
that my world was art,
and that my existence could be
art.
i feel empty,
but not hollow.
give me something to feel.
other than this.
i canβt make much out of this.
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I was quiet to the world and nothing but noise inside.
justcallmenoe (via wnq-writers)
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I must learn to love the fool in me - the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.
Theodore Isaac RubinΒ (via lazypacific)
Dance with Death Ernst Fuchs (Austrian, b.1935)
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It doesnβt make sense to call ourselves ugly, because we donβt really see ourselves. We donβt watch ourselves sleeping in bed, curled up and silent with chests rising and falling with our own rhythm. We donβt see ourselves reading a book, eyes fluttering and glowing. You donβt see yourself looking at someone with love and care inside your heart. Thereβs no mirror in your way when youβre laughing and smiling and happiness is leaking out of you. You would know exactly how bright and beautiful you are if you saw yourself in the moments where you are truly yourself.
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May the next few months be a period of great transformation for you.
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See the light in others, and treat them as if that is all you see.
Wayne Dyer (via aratoamin)
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May you fall
in love with
someone,
who never
gets tired of
saving you
from your
own chaos.
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