i literally never want a program to turn my smileys into one of their accursed emojis and yet they persist in their wretchedness

We are truly in the upside down when teenagers act like adults and adults act like 5 year old children who don’t want to hand over something thats extremely dangerous.

“what do you have?” “AN ASSAULT RIFLE”

“NO!”

last night at the club my friends introduced me to these guys and the guys were like “we’re 22″ and I was like cool and then a minute later they were like “we’re kidding we’re 18″ and I was like 18!!!!! 18!!!!!!!! you’re as young as my youngest siblings now I have to PROTECT you and the one guy was like 6 ft+ and he was like “no you have that wrong, I need to protect you girls” and I was like “okay yeah physically but I have to protect you emotionally” and he was like “oh okay yeah”

like 30 mins later he came back up to me like “I just realized it’s the same age difference between you and me as me and my baby sister and you’re right. you’re so right.”

3 AM

The rain hasn’t stopped, it’s been pouring for hours. I love it. The way it washes away the dirt and grim, the past and pain. Most say at 3 am thoughts are of nothing but loneliness of what’s been lost. They are right. 3 am is lonely, if you let it be. But push past the wanting of what’s since gone and you will feel the fullness of what’s to come. I’ve lost a lot in the past year. Friends, innocence, family, myself. But looking forward all I can see is a better me, a better life. So at 3 am I chose not to drown like the world around me. I chose to stand and let the rain clean me and prepare me for a better life, a better tomorrow.

this is gospel // panic! at the disco

This is actually how these two finished the 200m Semi-finals.

Edit: Added a couple more photos. This is precious.

self care is listening to Africa by Toto for 22 hours straight, staring into the void until all your feelings, impulses, muscles, and skin melt away and you are but a pile of bones vibrating along to 80’s synth wave

Story time bitches- When I was 14 I was visiting my cousin in Cleveland. My uncle decided to take us to Cider Point for a fun Roller Coaster filled day. This was swaggdiggity because I had only been once other time and was super excited. It was half way through the day when my cousin and I decided to go on the Maverick- a country themed roller coaster. This coaster was hyped up because it had an inverted drop which is always the bomb. So we were both excited and waiting in the hour thirty minute line. About 1/4 of the way into the line it moved under and covered platform above a pond. Cider point at the time was just breaking into the techonology platform. So they had 3 TVs stationed throughout the platform- and they were playing something like MTV on the tvs to entertain the poor souls standing in line. But unfortunately bc the newness of the platform some shit went wrong. For the hour I was waiting on the platform for the ride only one song was played- along with one video. Guess what that song was? That's right mutha fuckers Africa by Toto. If I never hear that opening ballad again or see a stack of books with a globe being slowly zoomed into it will be too soon.