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UseMyMuse

@usemymuse-archive / usemymuse-archive.tumblr.com

Hello! And welcome to my blog. My name is Ashley, but feel free to call me Ash. In this blog, you will be able to interact with Hiro, Tadashi, Mr. Hamada (A.K.A. Toshiro Hamada), Mrs. Hamada (Charlotte), and Fred. More muses may or may not be added...
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Alright everyone, it’s about ten pm my time so I think I’m gonna call it quits. I’ve had so much fun role playing with everyone on here and I won’t ever forget all the friends I’ve made or how much everyone has helped me improve with my writing, my drawing, and even my depression. But I don’t really belong on tumblr anymore, and to be honest, I don’t think I ever really did. I never really seemed to click with others the way the rest of the people I follow have. 

I don’t collaborate with verses, or do fun and exciting memes or M!A’s. I probably have too many muses for one blog and to be fair to myself, I do absolutely no justice to the Hamada family, or Fred. Except maybe Lottie, I feel like I had a pretty good handle on her. I’m just kind of there, and I don’t think that’s ever going to change. After my blog was deleted I lost a lot of motivation to be back on here, and most of my rp partners seemed to loose interest around that time.

And since my depression seems to have kicked in about a month ago, I’ve lost more followers than I’ve gained and It’s making me realize I don’t really have an outlet or community I belong in. I’ll stick to my main blog, and ocasially dabble in skype rps, but it’s just not my thing. I’m sad to be leaving the friends I’ve made and I’m sad to see all the hardwork I put into this blog virtually amount to nothing. 

I can’t tell you all how grateful I am for having such amazing friends that I’ve met through here and I’m sorry to everyone who I’m kind of abandoning. You’ll find better rpers than me. Trust me, tumblr is full of them. I love you all, and thank you all, from the bottom of my heart. I hope you all have a great day. 

Before I leave, however, I’m going to mention a few blogs who I think you guys should follow. I hve nothing but amazing words for them, and if I had a million years, I could type out a book about how perfect each of these people are. I probably wouldn’t be alive today if it wasn’t for most of them. So thank you.

I love you guys.

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You may mess up, but you’re not a mess up.
You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake.
You may screw up, but you are not a screw up.
You may fail, but you are not a failure.
You are not your downfalls.
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Anonymous asked:

theforgottenhamada?

So, since this is my last day here I wanted to answer the last meme I was sent, sorry for the wait.

Send me a URL anonymously and I’ll tell you

Do they follow me: Yes | No When she followed me back, I nearly lost it. Fox has one of my favorite au versions of Tadashi and she will always be one of the most amazing Tadashi’s I know. My Fred absolutely adores Tadashi and so does Hiro. 
Do I follow them: Yes | No | Now THIS ISN’T EVEN AN OPTION! Of course I’m following. *points to the top answer* I’ve been blessed with her friendship and I will never forget to remind her how amazing she is.
What I think about their blog: I think that the blog as a whole is amazing. Her art makes a beautiful background for her theme, her au is amazing, and her writing is superb. And on top of it, mun is amazing and so wonderful. When I went through one of the biggest mistakes of my life, I was never so blessed as to have her calm me down and be there for me. I’ve gushed about Fox over and over again and I could never gush enough.
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2. Passed out somewhere.

Haru was face down in the sidewalk, bruised up and bleeding from his side badly.

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“H-Haru?!” Panic-stricken, Hiro skidded to a stop on the sidewalk beside his twin and knelt down, hands hovering worriedly over the other boy.

What should he do? Hadn’t aid videos said not to move a victim in case of hidden injury? But what if Haru wasn’t breathing… Hiro had to check!

Gritting his teeth and murmuring an apology, Hiro gripped his brother’s shoulder and tried to turn him over as quickly and gently as he could.

Haru was breathing, but just barely. His breath was rigged and almost nonexistent. It was going to take a few seconds of checking for anyone to even notice he was in fact breathing. 

His front was covered in blood, a gaping wound bleeding horribly from his stomach. He had lost enough blood for it to be damaging and he was still moving more. His eyes never opened as Hiro looked over him.

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Announcement:

Today is the last day for UseMyMuse to be this way. As of tomorrow I'm deleting my blog and maybe starting over. Sorry for any inconvenience.

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I’m thinking about making a lot of changes to my blog. I’m slowly loosing muse and I hate it. So I’m thinking of a few things to get me back into the swing of things. Sorry guys.

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I'm thinking about making a lot of changes to my blog. I'm slowly loosing muse and I hate it. So I'm thinking of a few things to get me back into the swing of things. Sorry guys.

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Send me "What happened?!" to find out what state your muse found mine in.

Use a Random Number Generator to find out!

  1. Bruised and beaten up
  2. Passed out somewhere
  3. Extremely happy about something
  4. In the ER
  5. Suddenly only 5 inches tall
  6. Running away from someone or something
  7. Bouncing off the walls hyperactive
  8. In their underwear on your muse’s doorstep
  9. Bought way too much stuff at a store
  10. Completely lost
  11. Very late to a meeting
  12. Extremely frustrated with a pair of chopsticks
  13. Showing up after disappearing for a week
  14. With a stray or injured animal
  15. Mun’s choice!
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neecygrace

Today’s picture for invisible illness is a personal one. This is one of about 30 notes that my friend has received since using her handicapped placard. I’m going to say this to you, have you ever seen someone get out of a car parked in a handicapped space and said to yourself “they look too young or they don’t look disabled.” I’m going to go with yes you have, because we all have at one time. I can’t remember doing it, but before I understood the difficulties of invisible illness when I was younger I probably did. Let me ask you this though, when you had that thought was it because you knew with 100% certainty that they weren’t handicapped or did you assume that because of their age and/or not seeing a cane, walker or wheelchair? All I’m asking is that we stop and think when we someone need a mobility aid, park in a handicapped space or say they are disabled that we remember this “DISABILITY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH AGE OR APPEARNACE.” #spoonie #invisibleillness #disability #chronicillness #rheumatoidarthritis #lupus #fibromyalgia #myofascialpainsyndrome

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crohns-sucks

If nothing else, this post needs to be seen around the internet more. This harassment is not okay and no one should have to deal with it on top of having an invisible illness. This is just another form of anonymous bullying to add to the internet bullying these TROLLS are capable of.

If you are healthy, please reblog. If you are sick, please reblog. If you have a disability, please reblog. If you have an invisible illness, please reblog. If you know someone with a disability, please reblog. If you are a human being, please reblog. Let’s spread the word and help those of us that may not look like it. 

Ignorance isn’t bliss, ignorance is ignorance. 

And people ask me why I am afraid to use my cane in public. Being disabled, visibly so is always dangerous

When I got my first cane and posted about it, I had people demanding to know why I thought I “deserved” it at my age.

That was the word.

“Deserved”.

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swamp-songs

tips for what to do after a really long cry because you’re probably feeling all kinds of exhausted and drained and i don’t want that for you in the slightest:

  • take a shower and change all of your clothes even your socks and underwear. this is the first step to everything. 
  • pour yourself a big, cold glass of water and drink it. all of it. once you’re done, get yourself a refill. this will boost u physically and emotionally instantly please trust me.
  • grab a snack, something light that you don’t have to wait to prepare. i recommend a pudding cup, a piece of fruit, yogurt, a popsicle, or some crackers. 
  • get under the covers. turn on something - tv, a movie, music, anything distracting. or consider calling a friend or talking to anyone nearby, even your sibling the next room over!!
  • know that you are loved. you are important. you mean more than you know right now, more than you will maybe ever know. you are worth all the stars in the sky. you deserve to feel good. 
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