the sea is in my blood

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                        ❛   if jace was GOLD,  catching the light & the attention,  alec was SILVER:  so used to everyone else looking at JACE,  that that was where he looked too,  so used to living in jace’s shadow that he didn’t EXPECT to be seen…  & silver,  though few people knew it,  was a RARER metal than gold.   

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                 ok i’m not gonna lie i am really favoring the idea of dropping killian as a muse all together finally & putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus again.  like listen i love killian.  i love him sO goddamn much.  he’s my son & still one of my favorite characters in the world.  he’s the first character i’ve ever really clicked with & having him as a muse for almost three years,  l egit going to be three years on the 12th,  has been so wonderful.  i’ve made so many beautiful friendships & memories here from writing as killian.  but i think it’s time i gave him up as a muse.  for good like i know i’ve taken breaks here and there in the past but this time is different.  because for the past couple of months writing things for him have been so difficult & i felt like i was doing the same thing over & over again  ??  my writing & portrayal seemed bland af.  also i didn’t feel like i was really able to get into his mindset as easily as i used to.  basically it’s just not fun roleplaying as him anymore.  & it’s not fun seeing constant hate on him…. oN my dash all the time.  yeah i know people don’t care for how he’s been portrayed on the show & i gET IT REALLY b ut i’m tired of acting like those comments don’t rub me the wrong way because they do.  and i’m so so tired of the ouat fandom in general l ike i can’t be bothered to even watch the show anymore bc of all the toxic behavior.  so yeah,  i am pretty sure i’m going to put this blog on an indefinite hiatus.  & i appreciate so many of you for sticking with me even tho i haven’t done an ic thing in forever,  especially all of the new followers lately l ike idk why you followed me wh eezes but thank you.  i appreciate you all so much & i hope you’re doing well  !!  please do feel free to follow me over on @silverwilled because that is my main blog right now. 

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                 ok i’m not gonna lie i am really favoring the idea of dropping killian as a muse all together finally & putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus again.  like listen i love killian.  i love him sO goddamn much.  he’s my son & still one of my favorite characters in the world.  he’s the first character i’ve ever really clicked with & having him as a muse for almost three years,  l egit going to be three years on the 12th,  has been so wonderful.  i’ve made so many beautiful friendships & memories here from writing as killian.  but i think it’s time i gave him up as a muse.  for good like i know i’ve taken breaks here and there in the past but this time is different.  because for the past couple of months writing things for him have been so difficult & i felt like i was doing the same thing over & over again  ??  my writing & portrayal seemed bland af.  also i didn’t feel like i was really able to get into his mindset as easily as i used to.  basically it’s just not fun roleplaying as him anymore.  & it’s not fun seeing constant hate on him.... oN my dash all the time.  yeah i know people don’t care for how he’s been portrayed on the show & i gET IT REALLY b ut i’m tired of acting like those comments don’t rub me the wrong way because they do.  and i’m so so tired of the ouat fandom in general l ike i can’t be bothered to even watch the show anymore bc of all the toxic behavior.  so yeah,  i am pretty sure i’m going to put this blog on an indefinite hiatus.  & i appreciate so many of you for sticking with me even tho i haven’t done an ic thing in forever,  especially all of the new followers lately l ike idk why you followed me wh eezes but thank you.  i appreciate you all so much & i hope you’re doing well  !!  please do feel free to follow me over on @silverwilled because that is my main blog right now. 

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ok so this probably won’t come as much of a surprise since i legit haven’t done any writing on this blog in over l ike two weeks buT i’m putting this blog on a semi hiatus status.  basically my muse for killian is pretty much nonexistent right now & although that saddens me a lot it’s been pretty nice having another strong muse like my alec to focus on instead of killian.  i am not leaving.  i’m just not gonna focus on doing much here at all unless i feel the motivation.  tbh this could easily change in l ike a few days & i’ll be back working on drafts or it’ll take a little while longer until i feel the muse stirring again.  but feel free to bug me over HERE on alec if u guys want to do stuff  !!  

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