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dredsina

I have no concept of the pain scale, like…I just realized that last week I said I was in especially awful hip pain and when my pt asked to rate it I said “3”. And then this week I said I felt a lot better than last week and when she asked me to rate it I said “3”. I really don’t know what the numbers are supposed to be. I know it’s supposed to be out of ten but like. I think I rate the pain by what time of the day it is. Like “i will rate the pain I’m in at a 5 at the end of the day, so compared to what my pain level will be later, what I’m feeling right now is a 3.” I also think i rate in overall pain rather than specific pain? Like, systemically I’m at a five. Some parts will be worse or better but i just rate it all at five because that’s the average

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pir8grl

MUCH better than those stupid smile faces.

The smiley faces are intended for children and people who cannot speak as a simple method. I live at seven according to this but also a ten at the same time. Fun! ERs don’t help with pain though. Don’t do it.

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Look to your left. The first thing you see is what you would hoard as a dragon.

I look to my left... dolls and my cat. I already hoard these things. Clearly I am a dragon.

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The “Magic Mirror”

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wdbrkbrmghm

欲しい。商品化しないかな・・・。

This is super cool but it doesn’t include the text instructions! Here’s the original imgur gallery with some comments on each image, and here is a detailed tutorial that the creator made (he also made the code free to use on his github) in case you want to make one yourself!

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solitics

HOLY SHIT

wtf

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bliztedminds

His some future shit

I gotta get this in my mancave

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therosielord

In case you still don’t understand why it’s bad to write fiction with a disabled character who is magically “cured”:

Imagine this for a second: you’re a kid in a wheelchair.

It’s pretty isolating. You love reading, but every book you read has a hero who can walk. After a while, you start to get the message: only kids without disabilities are allowed to have adventures. Because of your condition, you’ll never be able to have a story worth reading.

Now imagine you discover a book about a kid in a wheelchair.

It’s fantastic. All of a sudden, there’s someone like you who gets to go on awesome adventures. Maybe your story actually is worth telling after all!

But then the hero gets their greatest wish granted: their legs are fixed and they rise from their wheelchair, healthy and strong.

And there you are, the reader, still stuck in your wheelchair.

Your legs will never be fixed.

You will never be granted that magical wish.

And the character who used to just be like you is now something you can never be. The writer has decided that their story is only worth telling if they end up magically abled.

But you will never end up magically abled. So what does this tell you?

Your story will never be worth telling.

Now do you understand?

And if you want to know how much worse than that it is, read _The Me In The Mirror_ by Connie Panzarino. Who had Spinal Muscular Atrophy, a condition that by definition would never get better and in fact was progressive throughout her life, rendering her totally and completely unable to walk ever in her entire life.

But by toddlerhood she had so much internalized the idea that she would walk again, that she believed she had this secret, that when she was 15 she was going to get up and walk and shock everyone.

It obviously didn’t happen.

And having that kind of “secret” in your head is very difficult. It’s difficult even when you have a condition like hers that is clear-cut and diagnosed in infancy and everyone knows you can’t walk (even if some people try to tell you you’re just not trying, anyway, because some people are assholes). Now imagine if you don’t have a clear diagnosis, and your condition varies day to day, and you don’t know if you’ll ever have a clear diagnosis. At that point your sense of reality – and of your own authenticity as a disabled person – can get so warped that it’s literally driven some people to suicide and other highly self-destructive actions.

So it’s like… it can get much more tangled and involved than just “I know I’ll never walk again and crap I don’t exist in literature” – it can turn into “I don’t exist and I’m not real and maybe I’m making all of this up and if I try hard enough maybe I can make it go away.” Especially with crap like The Secret Garden (and the not-so-secret philosophy behind it, which was based in specific 19th-century philosophies that were the forerunner of some common New Age stuff today) floating around in popular consciousness.

It’s really, really horribly toxic. Like, I have so much proof of most of my diagnoses that it’s ridiculous, and I still doubt myself occasionally because of that stuff. Before I had proof, I doubted myself constantly to the point it was more debilitating than the conditions I had. (ETA: conditions that at the time, had me stuck in bed 24/7 in constant pain with messed-up stress responses, almost died several times, and would probably literally be dead by now without them being identified and treated – in my case I did walk again after nobody expected it, but it wasn’t the ~miracle cure~ that books try to make that sound like, I’ll still be affected by this stuff the rest of my life and there’s no guarantee it won’t shorten my lifespan or cause other problems) It’s horrible.

This, this this. This.

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jollysnidge

I keep thinking how much more powerful the Spiderman origin story would be if Peter Parker was an African American kid, whose Uncle Ben was shot by police while being arrested for a minor parking infraction. There is no formal investigation, and Peter decides to put himself on the line to prevent it happening again. He tackles the white crimes that go unpunished, punishes POC criminals fairly. He is the leveler, always fighting to be without bias, to be just. To protect people like his uncle. 

This not only mirrors so much of what’s happening in America, but feeds right into the complex relationship between Spiderman, the authorities and the media. 

Peter Parker is a brilliant student, awkward, a nerd, but is branded a thug, a gang member, a criminal, because of his appearance. The media latch on to that and misrepresent him totally.

The police, humilitated by the fact that he refuses to work with them and often punishes cops themselves for brutalizing innocent people, or guilty people who still deserve better treatment than they get, attempt to hunt him down.

I had to.

😢😍

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yogi-x

Needed this

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rhythmelia

Yes! It got even better!!!!

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oomshi

The police walk in and you’re wearing the one on the left. When they tell you he’s dead you gasp daintily, excuse yourself for a moment, then come back in the one on the right.

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Here is a synopsis of the wall of photos above:

I contacted Loot Crate after getting the Invasion Crate with a rubber band as an item. Not only is this actually listed in their magazine but it is latex. Given that many are allergic to latex or may find out the hard way, I decided to point this out. When the response came back that amounted to Loot Crate deciding I am responsible for the contents of the crate, that they would refund my money but I am at fault for having purchased a mysterious subscription, I decided no matter the outcome I would post this and to go along with the refund. I thought I made myself clear to the person I spoke with but their Director overlooked the repeated statements I wanted this to go down another way.

Proof of my ideas? I am including them here.

1. Put a warning on the boxes when you have latex items either via a part of the custom box design printed for every single unique loot crate or a sticker you slap on there so people have warning.

2. Be creative. Your toy was the epitome of generic, you wanted to change that up with making it live up to its name. Try velcro on the ends of longer arms that would not only be more facehuggery but less dangerous. Make a ribbon loop, add a yellow ribbon. Don't worry about it, its just a plush.

I admit being disabled already I am well aware of the majority excuse for things but this has never been applied to allergies. I deal with Mastocytosis which makes me potentially allergic to anything BUT Latex is one of the most common allergens. Doctors no longer even keep it in the building due to the potential for killing people. Most places already stick a warning label on.

As you can see I had also already contacted Loot Crate. Thus the condescension was further disreputable. I am not overjoyed here with my refund, I am disappointed. The word choice closed the door on any other ending. Yes I am hoping people will drop Loot Crate. No I don't expect it to happen but if you DO have allergy issues you SHOULD know they will treat you like crap.

Just in case my editing out names made it unclear, the person who went for the refund commentary is not the first person who handled my ticket. If anyone needs captions please let me know spoon shortage so I am aware I may be cutting off access, but will revisit as soon as able.

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The first thing you should know about Parker Grant is that she has rules—a list of rules about how (not) to interact with her. It includes things like, Don’t help me unless I ask. Otherwise you’re just getting in my way or bothering me. She has rules about not speaking loudly or slowly to her (something people often do to the blind) and not touching her without asking (again, something people do surprisingly often), but the most important rule is this:
Don’t deceive me. Ever. Especially using my blindness. Especially in public.
Now, to be clear, I am legally—not completely—blind. Where Parker has no sight or even light perception (a situation that is actually fairly rare among the blind community), I have some remaining vision. However, I related to all of Parker’s rules immediately. I wanted them printed on a t-shirt.
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calanoida

Susanna and the Elders, Restored (Left)

Susanna and the Elders, Restored with X-ray (Right)

Kathleen Gilje, 1998

Oooh my gosh this is rad. This is so rad.

For those who don’t know about this painting, the artist was the Baroque artist Artemisia Gentileschi.

Gentileschi was a female painter in a time when it was very largely unheard of for a woman to be an artist. She managed to get the opportunity for training and eventual employment because her father, Orazio, was already a well established master painter who was very adamant that she get artistic training. He apparently saw a high degree of skill in some artwork she did as a hobby in childhood. He was very supportive of her and encouraged her to resist the “traditional attitude and psychological submission to brainwashing and the jealousy of her obvious talents.”  

Gentileschi became extremely well known in her time for painting female figures from the Bible and their suffering. For example, the one seen above depicts the story from the Book of Daniel. Susanna is bathing in her garden when two elders began to spy on her in the nude. As she finishes they stop her and tell her that they will tell everyone that they saw her have an affair with a young man (she’s married so this is an offense punishable by death) unless she has sex with them. She refuses, they tell their tale, and she is going to be put to death when the protagonist of the book (Daniel) stops them.

So that painting above? That was her first major painting. She was SEVENTEEN-YEARS-OLD. For context, here is a painting of the same story by Alessandro Allori made just four years earlier in 1606: 

Wowwwww. That does not look like a woman being threatened with a choice between death or rape. So imagine 17 year old Artemisia trying to approach painting the scene of a woman being assaulted. And she paints what is seen in the x-ray above. A woman in horrifying, grotesque anguish with what appears to be a knife poised in her clenched hand. Damn that shit is real. Who wants to guess that she was advised by, perhaps her father or others, to tone it down. Women can’t look that grotesque. Sexual assault can’t be depicted as that horrifying. And women definitely can’t be seen as having the potential to fight back. Certainly not in artwork. Women need to be soft. They need to wilt from their captors but still look pretty and be a damsel in distress. So she changed it. 

What’s interesting to note is that she eventually painted and stuck with some of her own, less traditional depictions of women. However, that is more interesting with some context.  

(Warning for reference to rape, torture, and images of paintings which show violence and blood.)

So, Gentileschi’s story continues in the very next year, 1611, when her father hires Agostino Tassi, an artist, to privately tutor her. It was in this time when Tassi raped her. He then proceeded to promise that he would marry her. He pointed out that if it got out that she had lost her virginity to a man she wasn’t going to marry then it would ruin her. Using this, he emotionally manipulated her into continuing a sexual relationship with him. However, he then proceeded to marry someone else. Horrified at this turn of events she went to her father. Orazio was having none of this shit and took Tassi to court. At that time, rape wasn’t technically an offense to warrant a trial, but the fact that he had taken her virginity (and therefore technically “damaged Orazio’s property”. ugh.) meant that the trial went along. It lasted for 7 months. During this time, to prove the truth of her words, Artemisia was given invasive gynecological examinations and was even questioned while being subjected to torture via thumb screws. It was also discovered during the trial that Tassi was planning to kill his current wife, have an affair with her sister, and steal a number of Orazio’s paintings. Tassi was found guilty and was given a prison sentence of…. ONE. YEAR……. Which he never even served because the verdict was annulled.

During this time and a bit after (1611-1612), Artemisia painted her most famous work of Judith Slaying Holofernes. This bible story involved Holofernes, an Assyrian general, leading troops to invade and destroy Bethulia, the home of Judith. Judith decides to deal with this issue by coming to him, flirting with him to get his guard down, and then plying him with food and lots of wine. When he passed out, Judith and her handmaiden took his sword and cut his head off. Issue averted. The subject was a very popular one for art at the time. Here is a version of the scene painted in 1598-99 by Carivaggio, whom was a great stylistic influence on Artemisia:

This depiction is a pretty good example of how this scene was typically depicted. Artists usually went out of their way to show Judith committing the act (or having committed it) while trying to detach her from the actual violence of it. In this way, they could avoid her losing the morality of her character and also avoid showing a woman committing such aggression. So here we see a young, rather delicate looking Judith in a pure white dress. She is daintily holding down this massive man and looks rather disgusted and upset at having to do this. Now, here is Artemisia’s:

Damn. Thats a whole different scene. Here Holofernes looks less like he’s simply surprised by the goings ons and more like a man choking on his own blood and struggling fruitlessly against his captors. The blood here is less of a bright red than in Carrivaggio’s but is somehow more sickening. It feels more real, and gushes in a much less stylized way than Carrivaggio’s. Not to mention, Judith here is far from removed from the violence. She is putting her physical weight into this act. Her hands (much stronger looking than most depictions of women’s hands in early artwork) are working hard. Her face, as well, is completely different. She doesn’t look upset, necessarily, but more determined. 

It’s also worth note that the handmaiden is now involved in the action. It’s worth note because, during her rape trial, Artemisia stated that she had cried for help during the initial rape. Specifically she had called for Tassi’s female tenant in the building, Tuzia. Tuzia not only ignored her cries for help, but she also denied the whole happening. Tuzia had been a friend of Artemisia’s and in fact was one of her only female friends. Artemisia felt extremely betrayed, but rather than turning her against her own gender, this event instilled in her the deep importance of female relationships and solidarity among women. This can be seen in some of her artwork, and I believe in the one above, as well, with the inclusion of the handmaiden in the act.

So, I just added a million words worth of information dump on a post when no one asked me, but there we go. I could talk for ages about Artemisia as a person and her depictions of women (even beyond what I wrote above. Don’t get me started on her depictions of female nudes in comparison to how male artists painted nude women at the time.) 

To sum up: Artemisia Gentileschi is rad as hell. This x-ray is also rad as hell and makes her even radder.

I love art history.

I’m reblogging this again to add something that I also think is important to know about Artemisia Gentileschi. Back in her time and through even to TODAY, there are people who argue that her artworks were greatly aided by her father…. As in he either helped her paint them or just straight up painted them himself. Hell, there are a number of works only recently (past several years or so) that have been officially attributed to Artemisia because people originally saw the signature with “Gentileschi” in it and automatically attributed it to Orazio. So, not only was Artemisia Gentileschi an amazing artist and amazing historical figure, but I don’t want it to be ignored that there are people over 400 years later who still won’t give her the credit she deserves, just because she’s a woman and obviously women can’t paint like she did.

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amarilloo

I fucking love Artemisia Gentileschi

logging because the info dump made my day.

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“1 in 3 urban youth display the symptoms of mild to severe PTSD. And when you compare that data to the military data what you find is urban youth are actually twice as likely as soldiers returning from Iraq to get PTSD.”

This presentation is crucial to educators interested in the future and empowerment of inner-city youth of color. View the entire video here

I live in the concrete myself and it wears me down, I cannot just imagine being a child in a life like this but I was one. I am also as white as the reblog box so I have had more opportunities and resources. This still hit a nerve and home. We have to change the world.

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