Americaaaaaaa
Never shout never throwback tour in like two weeks! Keen as a bean.
Sometimes I write things that make no sense
"Loneliness is not determined by the amount of time you spend alone. It is the sound of an empty house in the middle of the night, creaking at the wind's touch. It is the longing for somebody to roll over and kiss you goodnight. It is not the middle of the day that we feel this type of solitary, it is at 2AM when we are to fall asleep with no one beside us. It is the ever constant search for our "better half" that leaves us feeling this way.
We were given two eyes, two ears, two arms and two legs. Our bodies were created with a most immaculate form of symmetry. But we were only given one heart. Find the person who's heart syncs with your own. Once you find that second heart - you will never be alone again."
To me, friendship is about being there for each other through the good and the bad. It's about sticking by each other even when times get tough. One year ago today my life changed dramatically. I met somebody who made me so incredibly happy and despite all the crap we put each other through we're still here in each other's lives and I'm beyong grateful for that. Thank you for Naruto nights and ninja wrestling and lame jokes. Thank you for taking me to Phillip Island and bringing me chocolate when I'm sad. Thank you for pizza dates and WoW and letting me kick your butt at bowling. Thank you for not giving up on me and putting up with all my crazy. Thank you for making me feel more confident with who I am and never judging me for the weird things that I do. You're one in a million, Scotty ♥ #frienship #5eva #oneyearfriendversary #luckyme #poutmasters #wedontknowhowtosmile
My playlist for today. This guy's music never fails to make me smile. Excited to go drink fruit tingles and listen to him play tonight! #leeharding #wasabi #whatswrongwiththispicture #babe #music #playlist
All Time Low came into my life around 7 years ago now. I was in high school and still struggling to find my identity. These four boys were there for me through the hardest of times. They were an escape from the real world. They inspired me, they motivated me and unlike all the boys I've ever known, they are the only four to never break my heart. I've been to 8 shows, met them 5 times and every moment spent supporting them has been just as enjoyable as the last. Without these boys I would have struggled to make it through my teenage years. I'm more than honoured to be a part of the Hustler club and to have that title etched into my skin. We all need a hero, mine just happen to come in skinny jeans instead of a cape.
A Letter To My Younger Self
If I could say anything to my younger self it would be this.
Sex is not a sport. Sleeping with every boy you meet won't make you feel good about yourself, it will make you feel even more empty and alone.
There is no prize in giving your body to somebody who only wants you for the night. You don't need to be somebody's conquest, or a story to tell their friends.
Your body is a gift, share it with the boy that wants to hold your hand in public and cook you bacon and eggs at 3am when you are sad and hungry.
That being said, find the boy who blows your mind. Fall in love with somebody who gives you the greatest sexual experience you ever thought possible. Let yourself be taken to that incredible place you think only exists in the movies.
Never let yourself become a cliché. Don't do what is the 'norm' or what is expected of you. Do what makes you happy. Quit school, wake up in Vegas, marry a fish. Just do what makes you happy.
Learn to be independant. Try new things even if it makes you scared. Travel to a foreign country by yourself. Move to a different state with nothing but a $20 note in your back pocket. Make sure you see the world and all the beauty that it has to offer.
Surround yourself with people that inspire you. You don't need to put up with anyone else's jealousy, judgement or any other negative energy they may pass onto you.
Understand that sometimes the best friendships are short lived. They don't all last, so cherish the time spent with everybody you meet because you never know when that opportunity may end.
Never apologise to the people who only hurt you. It's okay to say you're NOT sorry and walk away. Don't let anyone push you around or make you feel worthless, stand up for yourself no matter what.
Summer will be the best 3 months every year. How you spend it is important. Go on as many road trips as possible, get a new bikini and spend your days out in the sunshine.
Don't be afraid to make mistakes. It's how you learn who you are and who you want to be. Know that it's okay to fuck up sometimes. No one is perfect.
Last but not least;
Don't grow up too fast. Make sure you are 25 years old and still bouncing on the trampoline or sitting on the kitchen floor with a spoon and a jar of nutella.
Understand that your parents are getting older too. They gave you this life. Spend as much time with them as possible because soon enough that chance will be gone.
You won't always be happy and the sadness won't last forever. Make sure you laugh so hard your stomach hurts but also know that it's okay to break down on your bathroom floor and cry from time to time. It's better to feel SOMETHING than nothing at all.
Today I learnt to play part of Welcome To The Black Parade. I can't wait to get a keyboard and start playing again. Music is the greatest happiness ♥ #piano #keyboard #music #mychem #mychemicalromance #theblackparade #welcometotheblackparade #onedayswork #notbad
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Ah I feel so uneasy tonight. I hate not knowing if he’s okay. Last night I new he wasn’t but he was here and I could take his mind off things, hug and support him but now he’s not here and I can’t do those things. I just feel like something is wrong and I can’t do a thing to help it. I want to…
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Standard that you would make out like he’s completely innocent. Also standard that you’ve failed to mention that the poor girl in question who was “trying to hurt herself” only did so after NINE MONTHS of bullshit from both of you and your little posse. The fact that you want to punch the victim here is absolutely laughable. I really hope you both grow up and realise that it’s NOT OKAY to push people to that point. It’s not okay to stalk, to abuse, to show up and try and intimidate someone at work and then to fucking poke fun at them when they get hospitalised?!
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Ah I feel so uneasy tonight. I hate not knowing if he’s okay. Last night I new he wasn’t but he was here and I could take his mind off things, hug and support him but now he’s not here and I can’t do those things. I just feel like something is wrong and I can’t do a thing to help it. I want to...
The whole time that I have been in Scotty's life, you have done nothing but tell me how worthless I am and how Scotty would never care about me at all and frankly that was none of your business. You completely fucking stalked me every time I tried to get rid of your trace and I even DEFENDED you for it saying I understood how you must feel and that you were not a bad person. Even when I tried to make things right with you, you still let me have it out of nothing but sheer jealousy. Do you think that bullying is attractive? Can you even take any responsibility whatsoever for the things that you have done and said? A lot of the problems that I had with Scotty were a lot to do with you constantly planting doubt in my mind. It was not only not fair on ME, but it was not fair on HIM either. You have just as bad as a friend to him as I have. I never once asked him to choose between us, I never went through his private videos and threaten to broadcast them to the world and after everything you said and done I still stood by his side putting up with all the bullshit. Yet, he still runs back to you and I have no idea why because I honestly think that neither of us deserve a place in his life. Scotty has straight up said to me he does not even consider you a friend anymore, he has said that you are very immature and that is the difference between me and you. He said that I riddened him of your burdens when we met. If you want to believe you are so much better than me then go ahead. Mental illness is not something to laugh at, it is not something that should be made fun of. I know with what has been going on I have put him through hell, but it is not something I have had any control over and I never did it to fuck with him. Scotty knew a lot of what I was going through and he could not even be a decent enough person to come to me and have a conversation about it, especially after saying he would. What was fucking with my head the most was hearing "you're a good friend" one minute and then being completely ignored the next and all I ever asked was for an explanation. All he needed to do was man up and have some kind of talk to me about what was going on. Fortunately, I have all of the threats that you and your childish friends have made towards me and I will be speaking to the police about it as soon as I am out of hospital because BULLYING IS FUCKING ILLEGAL. I hope that you can recognise that your words have actions and you helped to bring a girl to breaking point. Can you even see how fucking psycho you are yourself? Like, copying the things I post for instance, whether it be photo's or hastags or anything. Getting your friends to stalk me because I blocked you to try and stop the drama? Because if you can't admit to being a total cunt then you are an even worse person than I every believed possible. I KNOW that me and Scotty needed space, I knew that I was hurting him but I wanted to see him and apologise and end things amicably as opposed to thinking I stood by him all that time for nothing, the same way he has always given you the respect to do and if you think I am a bad person for that then go ahead but you've done just as much wrong by him as I have.
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I so full of emotions today. I’m so confused, upset and angry. I don’t know what’s going on. I just want to cry and scream and run away. I don’t know how to deal with anything right now. I feel so weak. Today I can’t put on a brave face and pretend everythig is okay but it’s not and I’m not.
It's taking me a lot to man up and say this, because I know how much you hate me. But I do this out of respect for you. I think you are a great girl, I never appreciated the way you treated me when it cane to Scott, but I understand your motives. All I ever wanted was to be his friend and it hurt that you wouldn't let me do that. I may think of you as immature because of the way you treated me and yeah I probably should hate you, but honestly I don't. I can see that you have a big heart and it must take a lot of patience to continually deal with what you do. Unfortunately Scotty has managed to break me down to the point of no return so whatever threatened you about me, I don't think you have to worry about it anymore. I'd do anything to have him back but I honestly think you are the only person who's friendship he really cares about. Yeah you are right, I kept an eye on what you were doing, mostly because I wanted to know how to be a good friend to him. I never done it with bad intentions. I really hope that whatever you are going through at the moment gets better and I hope that you can let go of the anger that you have for me. If for some reason Scotty still wants to be a part of my life, I hope that you cam accept that too and that it doesn't continue to cause problems for you. I never expected him to choose between us and I never wanted to cause problems for you too. So, I'm sorry and even if he can't forgive me I hope that you can.
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We’ve been together for ten years and for some of that time we were kids and now we’ve got it more together than we ever had before – as long as there are people that want to listen we’ll keep doing it for sure. We’re such a tight-knit group – I don’t feel right when we’re off for too long because I start missing them. Home feels great but after a while I just want to get on the road and see my dudes.
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goldmind-s
what a babe
SAMUEL LARSEN CUT HIS HAIR???
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best of “she wears short skirts”
she wear snort snirt i wear sneep snop
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I’m dead
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There has been an unexpected benefit of the mass exodus of users from myspace. It has become a time capsule of side fringes and scene names. I decided to have a look at my page and friends and 9/10 of them have a dp in that classic myspace selfie pose with an amazing scene haircut. I implore you to go have a look at myspace if you were one of those kids who were around during its prime. We really did own that website. We owned the bands, the personalities, the drama… we owned it because it was us. People can grow up and move on, music and styles can change but this was always bigger than that. This was an idea. A movement. A fuck you to every one that didn’t get us. You can grow up but you can not move on from that. If you truly thought that was special, if you truly believed in those lines from those songs then you can never move on. It will aways be with you. So here is a photo of me today, not quite the scene hair and not quite the myspace pose but i got a hoodie and a heart that will never forget that scene.
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I think Australia has completely lost the concept of ‘Spring’ and is now just confusedly flicking between Winter and Summer.