Dream log: 5 July 2014
It was probably midnight and I was tossing and turning in bed, having trouble sleeping. (Jesus, I am having trouble sleeping even in my dreams.) Like in real life, I decided to watch a movie on my laptop to help me doze off.
The movie started with a view from across the street of a town house painted in white. It looked eerily still, too quiet. I heard a person’s heavy breathing from the movie; the shot was probably from his/her POV. I could not judge whether the character is a he or a she.
The person stood there for quite a long time, judging by the following sequence. It was a time lapse shot of the busy street where the building was at. There was static noise along with the character’s labored breathing and the movements on the street were blurry. From time to time, there were shots that showed glimpses of screaming children, disturbing and confusing.
Eventually, he - I assume, upon seeing his gloved hand and the sleeve of his coat - walks closer, opens the door and enters, the shot still from his POV.
The next shot showed the character’s face. It was Benedict Cumberbatch. (I am not obssessing over him, I don’t know why he’s the star of my mind’s movie.) He looked tense and uneasy. Beads of sweat rest on his forehead.
At this point, I was liking the feels of this movie. My dream self thought, this was probably a movie Josiah, my real life film buff friend, gave me. (Hooray, brain, for making up a motion picture that I like.)
I don’t remember much about the rest of the movie, though. Only that I liked it. It gave me an unsettling feeling like when I watched We Need to Talk About Kevin. Maybe I dreamed of this because I was looking up psycho drama thriller movies these past few days.
In my dream, I eventually fell asleep with the laptop still on me.
The dream felt disturbingly real, like I was watching an actual film, even the part when I fell asleep. Nothing weird happened in my dream. My room looked exactly the same, my laptop, my bed. And that’s what creeps me out.
I woke up, in real life, with the craving for a good film.