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um... i think you should just leave this be for a bit. I don't think having the two of you fighting about your friend will make her feel any better. whether or not your side is in the right.
I’ll drop it once she does. I really will. I blocked her because i didn’t feel like dealing with this shit honest to god, but here she fucking is causing more shit.
Hoo boy. Alright well since she wants to play the game i’m gonna play it too.
See this link? http://children-ofthe-stars-archive.tumblr.com/post/130606278038/corrxptela-children-ofthe-stars-the-url-you Click it. Click that link. She literally came onto my blog after i said nothing more when i was asked to stop and picked a fight with me. I’m not even joking.
And this is what she did. She went out of her way to post it onto her rping blog to make sure that people started to hate me. But yet get this !!! She messaged me first for no reason.
She told me to back off and yet here she is sending so much shit to me not only via anon, but also, reblogged a post saying that i was starting drama when she did ???
I mean. Cmon now. I BLOCKED her. I literally BLOCKED her and she came back on a different account AND on anon for no fucking reason instead of just letting it go.
Thats immature
[UPDATE] ::
OH OH LOOKIE HERE !!
L O L
JUST CAUSE THE WRITING STYLE AIN’T THE SAME DOESN’T MEAN IT’S NOT YOU, SO STOP TRYING TO KISS ASS, OH WAIT YOU CAN’T
@children-ofthe-stars // the url you se before you.
1. You fucking vague post the most nasty vague post I’ve ever seen towards a mutual rp partner of ours because she was feeling a little selective. You treated her like shit.
2. I would love to post the message you sent to kai in here too but I’d rather not.
3. ??? Do you not see how your behavior is incredibly aggressive and downright nasty and spiteful?
4. You send yourself anon hate whenever shit like this happens. And yes. It’s very obvious that you do. At one point you got an anon that name dropped me and Kai after your shitty drama. (which by the way I can see that you’re already sending yourself anons Jesus christ) Like??? When our names were never brought out in public to begin with??? So how would anon have known honey?
What is your problem???
Sweet heart, I don’t give a fuck if you’re dealing with depression, and anxiety. A lot of us here deal with those sorts of things. It’s not a valid reason to show your ass and come off as so, YES dare I say it again, MANIPULATIVE and angry. And aggressive. AND CONTROLLING.
You may think that your reasons for this are valid but they’re not. And yes. I do know what’s going on.
There’s a lot more to this than what I’m posting but we’re just gonna leave that out.
Dude get off the internet if you’re going to treat people like this. I can’t even fucking fathom this behavior. This is disgusting. Like I said, I’d LOVE to post the message you sent Kai because it needs to be seen just how nasty you worded your little ‘’apology’’ but whatever.
Just know I have a screen shot of that too on my person.
LAUGHS SO FUCKING HARD AT THIS SHIT. OH MY GOD YOU ARE //SO// IMMATURE RIGHT NOW.
You wanna know why i was aggressive? Because you came into my inbox to start a fucking fight. And i KNEW you were gonna pull shit like this because obviously you’ve really got nothing better to do other than to try and make people look bad.
You’re literally disgusting, i know what you’re trying to do, and it’s not going to work. It never will . As for your names being put out in public, you’re absolutely full of shit because they HAVE. How many times have i seen both you and Kai use the names Lady L/Linebeck and Kai. Hmm? And i’m pretty sure your “”””””white knights””””””” know your name too. So that contradicts in itself. Unless you can PROVE that those anons were me, you’re nothing but a liar who wants to make me look like a bad person because of one little thing.
I know you have white knights as they call them, i KNOW you do, because of your fanbase, because of your character, your comic, etc etc. You have your head so far up your ass because people like your character and your comic and would probably do shit without you realizing it.
So make me look bad all you want, this is probably the lowest of low. You think it looks nasty because you don’t even like me to begin with. And you know what? Doing shit like this? It doesn’t just effect me. It effects you too, because people see you doing this, and they become disgusted.
You legit went out of your way to cause drama right now.
Thats all you really did
Atleast i did what i did on my personal blog. Instead of slamdunking it into the rping community.
But you know what chickie. Do what you do.
Lie and say i’m controlling etc etc, when you throw a fit over more stupid shit than i do and act all fucking jealous.
Like i said for the 500th goddamn time, i said what i needed to say to Kai, i don’t need to say anything else, and once again you DIDN’T need to get involved, but here you are, acting like a 13 year old because someone stood up to you and now you wanna tear them down.
Repulsive.
Absolutely Repulsive.
Right so, for people who HAVE actually been away and don’t know that i’ve moved blogs, please check my blog for the new location, thank you.
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
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From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
✮ Multimuse
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✮ Mutuals only
✮ 7 Years Roleplaying Experiece
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From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
✮ Multimuse
✮ Crossover/Oc Friendly
✮ Multi-shipping
✮ Semi-Selective
✮ Mutuals only
✮ 7 Years Roleplaying Experiece
✮ Rules || Muses ✮
From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
✮ Multimuse
✮ Crossover/Oc Friendly
✮ Multi-shipping
✮ Semi-Selective
✮ Mutuals only
✮ 7 Years Roleplaying Experiece
✮ Rules || Muses ✮
From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
[OutOfStars] :: Well, the dash is lookin pretty dead over here, which means i’ve gotten most of my mutuals over to the other blog, waitin on atleast two or three.
If Kai or Linebeck ever come across this blog again, i want to say i’m sorry. I don’t expect either of you to ever talk to me again, i wouldn’t be surprised if you had me blocked and couldn’t see what i was saying, but to those who think i was being manipluative this morning, i wasn’t. And honestly if you think i’m doing that, then obviously you really don’t know me well enough. I don’t guilt trip people, i beat myself up. Unfortunatly i did it a little too late and didn’t stop myself from losing two friends, and more importantly, I never got the chance to honestly apologize to Kai.
If anyone, i owe Kai the biggest apology. Because my actions were out of line, and nothing can justify how i responded. Nobody should ever be scared of anyone else.
Kai, i want you to know, that my being upset wasn’t about the rp, it was the fact that i felt like i was lied to. Yes i could’ve handled it better, but no, i didn’t. I was offended, and i took what was said the wrong way, because just like you, i can’t read minds. You couldn’t tell i was having an anxiety attack, i couldn’t tell that you were asking for suggestions. So on and So forth. I’ve had a LOT of time to think about this. And honestly, i couldn’t give a shit if we rped or not, you were one of the few friends i had and you kept talking to me DESPITE the fact that our timezones are completely different and DESPITE the fact i kept having breakdowns.
I’ve been crying on and off all day because of this, and it shouldn’t have escalated the way it had. I really REALLY hope you atleast get this apology. Weither you talk to me again or not, thats not what i’m trying to do, i’m simply doing what needs to be done and make things a little bit better for you, although it probably won’t work.
I’m really sorry for how i acted today, well i guess more of this morning/last night. And i hope everything goes well for you here on out.
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
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✮ Crossover/Oc Friendly
✮ Multi-shipping
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✮ Mutuals only
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From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
✮ Multimuse
✮ Crossover/Oc Friendly
✮ Multi-shipping
✮ Semi-Selective
✮ Mutuals only
✮ 7 Years Roleplaying Experiece
✮ Rules || Muses ✮
From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
✮ Multimuse
✮ Crossover/Oc Friendly
✮ Multi-shipping
✮ Semi-Selective
✮ Mutuals only
✮ 7 Years Roleplaying Experiece
✮ Rules || Muses ✮
From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
✮ Multimuse
✮ Crossover/Oc Friendly
✮ Multi-shipping
✮ Semi-Selective
✮ Mutuals only
✮ 7 Years Roleplaying Experiece
✮ Rules || Muses ✮
From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
Once the truth was revealed, it was somewhat of a let down. The heat haze in a clad of sorrow. We were constantly afraid of perfection, and closed the story, but once its open the continuation is....
✮ Multimuse
✮ Crossover/Oc Friendly
✮ Multi-shipping
✮ Semi-Selective
✮ Mutuals only
✮ 7 Years Roleplaying Experiece
✮ Rules || Muses ✮
From this monochromatic stage, i watch an electric dream, praying so that i could be reborn. Then i'll change the fading color of this fourth dimension ...And, i cried out
Those Anon are dead wrong, you are gentle and a good friend
i do nt k nwo w ha t yo u pe ople see in m e i re ally do nt
i ma d e so meo ne s care d of me t his mo r ning
if i w s sa ge ntle
the n h ow th e fu ck d o you e x pla i n that
You're really a piece of shit, why don't you just delete and stay deleted. You had no right to treat either of them that way and you shouldn't have even started talking to them. Why don't you just fuck off and leave Koro's and Jay's muns alone and get the fuck off of tumblr you stupid bitch. Nobody wants you around anyways.
[OutOfStars] :: Well. I can’t say i really didn’t deserve that, it would be a lie. After multiple ‘go fuck yourself’ and ‘go die’ anons, this only tells me i’m not really welcome here. This is fine i suppose, i’ve dug this hole for myself. Don’t worry anon, they probably want nothing to do with me anyways which is fine. I’m not going to beg for them to stay or talk to me because honestly i don’t deserve talking to them or really anyone in the first place.
I guess i could apologize five hundred times and it still wouldn’t do me any good now would it. Ah...
[OutOfStars] :: Ya know, i have a rules section for a reason, I get insecure. This morning wasn’t about a rp, it was about the fact that i became very insecure and thought that the person was losing interest in me. Or even thinking that i was boring.
I’ve had incidents in the past that make me insecure, people who claimed they enjoyed talking/rping with me, and then suddenly they just stopped, and soon enough vanished to where i couldn’t contact them. I NEED to have people clarify to me that things are okay, or if they need something they NEED to tell me that they’d like help. I can’t read minds, although sometimes i wish i could.
I’m sorry for lashing out like that today, i was just so frustrated, scared, and above all angry, because i felt like i was being lied to, that i was becoming ‘uninteresting’ and ‘boring’ and i lashed out, i lashed out trying to protect myself and i only made things worse.
I don’t expect people to forgive me.
But i am planning on moving blogs. I feel that i’ve fucked up far enough that i’d rather just stick with the people i know, and if i’m feeling brave enough, open up to others. Rps are not a requirement to be my friend, i have several good friends in a chat that i talk to daily, and i can say right now that the only ones i rp on a regular basis with from the looks of it is Alpha really, maybe Snadl, sometimes Mel, and Kirby. Heck even Monti and I rp a lot [i’m sorry bout the 500 memes i spam] But honestly, we talk more than we rp.
If i choose not to move blogs, i will be selective, i will start unfollowing people, and i will be updating my rules. If you don’t wish to talk to me anymore or you wish to unfollow me, thats fine. If you do want to talk to me and keep following me, thats fine. Do what you’d like.
I, however, apologize for my behavior this morning to whom i have effected.
