what do you do when your boyfriend makes you feel not good enough? you find someone who does. maybe time away will be good

K RANT OVER ITS TIME TO SLEEP, (or hope to find a decent guy one day lol)😘😘😘

today was a really good day i spent the day tanning with my sister and had a bbq with the fam and everything was going well until an ex bf(sorta not really) told me he's going to be with a girl from work and asked me and my bf to join and i was guna say okay until i remember my bf started to drool over this girl and i don't think that's right cause like why would you speak about other girls when you have a gf i mean if you wanna be single then go for it but i think it was disrespectful because i said no and i told him it was because he thinks she is the most beautiful girl in the world(she's not even close lol) and he just kept laughing and i don't think that's right but then again my bf has always been this way even before he met me he was like this with his ex so i guess ppl always stay the same, i don't have anything against the girl because she's really nice but i'm not okay with him constantly speaking about her(he used to) until i said something like what kind of person am i dating holy shit what is wrong with me

i've changed my URL atleast 3 times so i can finally speak on here without having anyone that i know read what i say and i love it this will be my new diary 😙😙😙

i guess some people never change, right?