SPACE TRUCKIN

Radiohead - You and Whose Army?

I contemplated writing a long, introspective post but then I realized I don’t really know how to articulate what I want to say and I’m not sure it would help anyway so instead I think I’ll just go grocery shopping really slowly and pensively while having an existential crisis

Sometimes I worry that I might be incapable of empathy and then I remember when my therapist told me that if I were really incapable of empathy I probably wouldn’t be worried about it

Hello I am still alive but a couple members of my extended family have recently become not-alive and it is really weirding up my relationship with my mom because no one on that side of the family has any idea what to do with emotions

Look what my precious plant child has made

Hi, I live in Minnesota now and here’s a cuddly hand potato

Sometimes when I feel melancholy for no reason I think about that one post that’s like, “Maybe that means you’ve been assigned to mourn for someone who had no one to mourn them” and I feel a little better

But then I think about all the people I worked with who really did have no one to mourn them and I feel like I need several drinks

So if you need me I’m going to be sweeping the floor and crying

I have a lot of Feelings and I don’t know what to do with any of them

Here is a video of me learning that I can rip an apple in half.  I just wanted to see if I could.

My friends from Oregon sent me a surprise Hufflepuff scarf for Christmas.  I cried.