When I see you post depressing things on tumblr, it kills me inside... but i cant really say anything, because I gave you a reason to put them there.
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That moment when you realize that every single problem you've ever had in your relationship is truely due to the fact that you are a shitty boyfriend and an all around shitty human being.
I'm so ready to just curl up in a ball, shut the world out, and cry until there's not a drop of water left in my body.
It's killing me to know that I'm killing you
I wish I could be good at something... anything... my job, my relationship, being a human being im general... something.
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How to unpack your dog. [rosiepig]
Source: weloveshortvideos.com
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i formally apologize to anyone who knew me when i was 13
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Basically
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Diablo Cats. Kittyrael and Meowthael are long overdue. Miablo got a small update.
I'm gonna miss this. I can't wait until we have the chance to sleep together again
Source: so-lus
Dear Future Daughter:
1) When you’re at some party, chain smoking on the roof with some strange girl with blue hair and exorbitant large dark eyes, ask her about her day. I promise you, you won’t regret it. Often times you’ll find the strangest of people have the most captivating of stories to tell.
2) Please, never mistake desire for love. Love will engulf your soul, whilst desire will emerge as acid, slowly making it’s way through your veins, gradually burning you from the inside out.
3) No one is going to fucking save you, anything you’ve read or heard otherwise is bullshit.
4) One day a boy is going to come along who’s touch feels like fire and who’s words taste like vanilla, when he leaves you, you will want to die. If you know anything at all, know that it is only temporary.
5) Your mental health comes before school baby, always. If its midnight, and you have an exam the next day but your hands have been shaking for the past hour and a half and you’re not so sure you want to be alive anymore, pull out that carton of Ben and Jerry’s and afterwards, go the fuck to bed. So what if you get a 68% on the exam the next day? You took care of yourself and at the end of the day that will always come before a high test score. To hell with anyone who tells you differently.
Abbie Nielsen (via narobe)
i really love this and wish i had read it a few years ago
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Depression is quite honestly the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with in my life. I can go for months and months being the happiest, most positive, fun, energetic, amazing person you could meet... and then one day i wake up and start feeling myself slipping. My mind locks on to the negative and refuses to shake it. My desire to accomplish goals just fades away. My relationships with my peers begin to struggle, because i am quite literally an entirely different person. I worry that my girlfriend will get tired of the whiney, negative idiot that I've become, which makes me think of what life would be without her, and that just feeds the depression. When I am in a state of depression, I no longer can take criticism of any form without the urge to have a breakdown, so I struggle with school, work, and hobbies. Without criticism, I cant grow in any of those fields, so i either just push them away, or suffer the anxiety and feeling of uselessness that the criticism brings. And then one day, an indefinite amount of time after the depression spell starts, it just starts going away. I feel the will to be a happier person, a better person. And there is never a single thing that causes it. In fact, thats the worst part, really... I live through each day either wondering when I'm going to regress into my depressive state again or wondering when it will go away. I hate making other people suffer because of this... I either push people out of my life, or i cling on to them too tight. I wish i could fix myself. I just want to be this happy person all the time. I honestly feel so good about myself when I'm happy. I feel more confident in my romantic relationship and in my abilities to try new things and achieve through them. This is so hard to get through... but my girlfriend has stayed by my side through it, and idk what i would do without her... I just... thank you beebee