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Everything & Nothing.
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s3e2 dean talking to lisa: “a guy in my situation, you start to think, what happens when i go, what am i leaving behind besides a car” mf took the car with him

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dean is like i am sooo unloveable but my guy. you are literally the most loveable guy in the universe. god fucking fell in love with you. the king of hell. the first angel who met you. a vampire. some british guy. against all odds they all fell for you and died for you, and you call yourself unlovable? honey you are like a flame to the moths. you are so loveable it frequently causes apocalypses. like. if anything you're a little too loveable. it's a problem.

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SPN Finale: Dean is just Sam's brother.

SPNWIN Finale: Dean is death defying, rule breaking, human disorder incarnate. Dean is the free will theme. He believes in making your own destiny. He doesn't give a damn about the cosmic order. He doesn't give a damn about rules.

"No more crap about being a good soldier. There is a right and there is a wrong here, and you know it!"

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SPN Finale: Dean was at peace with a young and bloody death. Dean would just sit around in heaven content, waiting for Sam to show up.

SPNWIN Finale: "If you want to cast me out of heaven, so be it."

"You can take your peace, and shove it up your lily-white ass."

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SPN Finale: Most of Dean's found family doesn't matter to Dean or Sam. Sam and Bobby are Dean's only family. He knows Sam is happy and okay and Dean has Bobby.

SPNWIN Finale: "I was looking for my family."

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SPN Finale: Dean's own personal happiness doesn't matter to him. The only thing that matters to Dean is that Sam lives a long life, and that is fine. Dean can give up on clawing for his own source of happiness and contentment outside of his brother's well-being.

SPNWIN Finale: Sam will live a long life. Dean still feels driven to search for something more—something personal to him. Dean has not given up the search. He is still rambling on.

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"I'll take the pain, and the guilt... It's a lot better than being some Stepford Bitch in paradise."

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Supernatural: Dean is in heaven, a better place. He gets to drive around for forty years waiting for Sam to show! Isn't that great? Perfect ending for him! 😊

Dean, the very moment people took their eyes off him:

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Actually parsing that JACK never actually threatened to toss Dean out of Heaven. That was literally DEAN'S SUGGESTION. Came out of Dean's mouth!

Why?

Well let's see. If Jack casts him out of Heaven, where does he send him?

Hell? He's jailbroken that place before AND he's friends with the queen AND there are still demon!Dean fans bopping around down there. He's practically got an open invitation to come and go as he pleases there.

Purgatory? That's literally just where he and Cas go when they need some couples therapy, that place can't hold him!

Earth? That frees him up to live his damn life! Write his story! Find his angel! Probably the outcome he's hoping for tbh.

Some other part of the multiverse? I mean. Clearly he knows his way around that.

The Empty, like Billie threatened? Well we all know the rumors about that place being inescapable aren't true. Also hmmmmm I wonder what Dean would do if he found himself there. Hmmmmmmmm.

But. Just. First thing out of Dean's mouth is "you wanna throw me out of Heaven" boy!! Be less transparent!

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So, my first reaction to The Winchesters, at 4:00am Central European Time was...a bit of sadness that Cas wasn't there, and that he wasn't specifically mentioned, only referenced in mirrors and colour choices. I felt like...the wait for some kind of resolution of Cas and his end has just been so long.

But this morning I had another go, no commercials, after a few hours of sleep, and I have to say that I loved it. I loved hearing Dean's voice again, and seeing him changed. I loved the compassion he had for his father and mother, how kind and selfless he was in the episode, just wanting to help them have a chance at happiness. That's the Dean I love so much -- motivated and driven entirely by love. He's a beautiful character, and I had the feeling that in some way, he finally knew himself.

I loved that this end takes all the sting out of the worst hour of television I have ever endured -- the final episode of Supernatural, where a character I had come to love over 15 years died stupidly and then went to a stagnant heaven without transformation. The Winchesters gave us some transformation for Dean, some progress.

I loved the line John said, again, a mirror of Dean: "For the first time, I'm running towards hope."

Oh man. What a relief that is. I feel a little more at peace about Dean, and now whatever comes next for all of them, I feel like it's not going to be a story that hurts, but a story that heals.

Now, I hope that the "peace when you are done" part of the story fucking includes Castiel and I hope we get to see it.

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You know how Cas was there? He was there in the way Dean is changed. That he is consciously acting out of love and not desperation. That he is processing his pain, anger, grief and trauma with compassion towards himself and his loved ones, and in the fact that he is finally running towards hope.

Cas showed him his own true face in the mirror, and when he finds Cas again, he'll be able to say "You changed me, Cas."

That and also I think Baby is possessed by Cas.

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