I've already relapsed when it comes to the self harm which is ridiculous because it's been years. Now all I want to do is stick my finger down my throat and make this all stop.
‘cause you’re the last of a dying breed
*lifts weights so i can carry bigger dogs*
I wonder if I'll ever feel whole by myself.
Facebook / Twitter / Ko-fi / Buy the book [Drawing of a brown and blue monkey next to a caption that says “It can be painful when you’re doing your best and someone acts like you aren’t even trying, but don’t let them make you doubt what you know to be true about yourself. If you’re doing your best, you’re doing enough.”]
This made me cry
Someone tell me what to do. I don't know what to do.
I can't do this on my own
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This is the single most accurate representation of a grad school cohort I have ever seen
Life is too fucking hard oh my god I never signed up for this bullshit
Happiness isn't a reality anymore. I love you so much but you hold nothing but resentment towards me for doing anything but what I'm told. So what do I do? Break my own heart, lose my home and my animals and leave, or do I hope it gets better...?
Who am I kidding. I wanna be in love. I wanna be loved. I wanna be trusted and cared about.