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IN THIS ESSAY I WILL DIE AND BE REBORN A THOUSAND TIMES
Been playing it, and I gotta say. The lack of self-awareness with the company is real.
Legit saw an ad talking about which in-game corporations to work for would be nice. One of them said something to the effect of
“ONLY AN 80 HOUR MANDATORY WORK WEEK! PERFECT FOR SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY!” and like, I KNOW they’re trying to make a comment about how Capitalism gets in the future, but seeing as the people who CRUNCHED for 100+ hour work weeks, I’m just like...
when yr adhd does the intense Anger thing n u gotta remind yr brain that u dont wanna throw yr phone full force at a wall
gentle reminder to myself and those it may concern that “obsess over it silently, completely frozen while you just fume for six hours” is also not a healthy solution
what do I do then?
in the words of one JJ Bittenbinder, throw yourself off your rhythm!
anxiety and anger are extremely persistent in ADHD because we fixate on that input and devote all our runtime to trying to “fix” it when in reality the only way to fix it is to leave it alone. considering we are diagnosed with Chronic Cannot Leave It Alone Disease, that is Difficult.
when you’re outside one of these loops, take inventory of all the things you do that suck you into devoting all your attention to them. when i was a kid, the way i avoided asthma attacks was i played video games while taking my meds, so i wouldn’t be fixating on the anxiety and making the asthma worse. nowadays, i avoid anger spirals by also playing video games (in my experience turn-based strategy is a hyperfocus superhighway so i use those) so i’m forced to divert resources to do this other thing.
joke’s on you, impotent fury, you can’t kidnap my brain if my brain is somewhere else entirely
STREET SMARTS
Me, at my brain trying to suck me into a spiral of self destructive rage:
im evil and sexy and im going to non your binary
happy pride fuck the police
happy pride fuck the police
calm down edgelords, the whole point of society is that it’s not survival of the fittest. literally the point is that we’re leveraging our collective strengths to lead to better outcomes for everyone. we’ve been doing it for a couple thousand years now
The survival strategy our species dumped all its skill points in is cooperation and community. Don’t like it? Walk into the woods and die mad about it.
janinazais
good morning to all the long-legged socialists, smooth-skinned marxists, ethereal bisexuals, and pseudo-intellectuals
happy one week anniversary to whatever the fuck happened last thursday