joshwilkz
having a quiet life is so.. underrated. i don’t mean it in the sense that people who’re open and loud and busy aren’t important, but when our culture has significantly put so much emphasis on the definition of success as fame, extraordinary accomplishments, greatness and importance and excessive wealth, i think there is so much power to be found in our own anonymity. in the silence of life. in not being constantly perceived, analyzed and performing for the world. in being able to take a walk, smile at strangers and just notice the world without all that noise. taking the biggest pleasure out of the smallest joys, like a cup of coffee or blowing out birthday candles. knowing that our lives don’t have to be a grand spectacle for others in order to have worth and cause a good impact.
i don’t even know what to do. every single day i don’t even know what to do
how do people get over things i have never gotten over anything in my entire life
I’ve had this blog for over a decade and I’m still a depressed piece of shit lmao ain’t nothing change.
lol probably the best moment of TwitchCon was escaping to Coronado beach away from everyone.
crescent moon at sunset
who the fuck let me down 7 free drinks of tequila and not stop me? oh the open bar did of course, and now I’m suffering the consequences. 🙃
San Onofre, California 2022
oh boy, them 3am negative spiral thought loops ain’t no joke 🫠 *sighs eternally
sometimes you’ll make mistakes. you’ll fall into old patterns again. what matters is that you pull yourself out of them. that you accept and forgive yourself. that you realise a slip up doesn’t mean you’re back where you were. that you’re still moving forwards. that you’re okay.
This is literally the only fit I wear and a part of me does not mind one bit lmfao.
♫・゚: *
my review on life so far:
★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆
Film photographs from our visit to the Last Bookstore in Los Angeles
Honestly, will never forget the day I saw Casey and Lionel live in LB a few years ago. I hope they’re doing well!