WOLF like me.
If you pay attention to the monthly comic book solicitations, you'll notice that my name is absent from the listing for issue five of Image Comics WOLF (the book i have been drawing with Ales Kot, Lee Loughridge, Clayton Cowles and Tom Muller). If you were to look into the future and see the solicit for issue six, you wouldn’t find me there either. And you might then think: ‘hey, what’s up with that?'
So here’s what’s up with that. After four issues of surly private investigators, tentacled down and outs and, well, wolves, i am leaving WOLF for pastures new. Which I know isn’t all that common on Image books where you have a creative team locked in and they tell the story they wanted to tell. You’re probably thinking: “maybe there’s some behind the scenes shenanigans that they’re not telling me about."
So here’s the behind the scenes shenanigans that they’re not telling you about. Comics are HARD WORK. And as it turns out, they’re harder work than i ever anticipated. Also harder than I anticipated: trying to maintain a full time gig as a freelance illustrator alongside a monthly book (in the same time I have been working on WOLF i have produced somewhere north of fifteen portraits, eight movie posters, four book covers, a bunch of editorials and comic book covers and full artwork for three albums). The reason for the full time job is because, I only got my first cheque for WOLF about three weeks ago and I’ve been working on it since January (that’s just the way it works with Image books, where you won’t see money until a couple of months after the first issue). Even harder still: doing all of this with a new baby (her name is Nico, she is one year old, and she is wonderful - thank you for asking).
I’m pretty sure I should have listened when seasoned comics friends told me how much hard work comics could be, but I was way too confident that I could juggle everything and still get to bed before midnight every night. I have a newfound respect for monthly artists having tried and only just managed four months of it!
WOLF had a difficult birth with some changes in personnel as we were just getting started, then a first issue which was 28 pages, then 39, then kept on growing to eventually 58 (and there was some great stuff which was cut after it had been drawn and some sequences were reworked and moved to different places and in one case a different issue - including, i kid you not, a zombie Heidi Klum which was one of my favourite pages and I hope will surface somewhere). The release was initially scheduled for April, then moved back to July. None of this is uncommon, but for someone who is used to working on fairly rigid deadlines with illustration, being one part of a machine like this was a bit of a shock. And that’s before we even get to moments of my own stupidity like leaving half the pages for an issue on a different computer and completely forgetting to upload them to be coloured. Before issue one had dropped I was already very aware that it wasn’t going to work on an ongoing basis and so we agreed that I’d do the first arc and then hand over the reins.
I’m immensely proud of the story we have laid the foundations for and i’ll be continuing to read the book now that Ricardo Lopez Ortiz has joined the team.
And so for now, my brief flirtation with monthly comics is over. But not with comics in general because I have a few things lined up already to keep me busy over the next year. Things I can work on slowly and surely and not have a monthly panic attack over.
To be continued.