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“I was protecting you.” he smiled softly at his little sister. 

Olivia smiled back shaking her head “You’re such a good brother.” she replied looking up at him. Their feet made a soft padding noise as they walked across the pavement and the moon shown down on the siblings faces.

【♣】——— ❝I mean, afta’ a while ya’ do but not  at first. It took me a week or two ta’ get used ta’ ‘em.❞

“I bet it’s still a pain in the ass though.”Olivia stated, as she was looking back at Hannah her baby bump caught Olivia's eye again. “Oh my god, I’ve just met you and I’m already so excited for this baby.” She said her eyes lighting up.

【♣】——— ❝Ya’ got the not fun part right, but it’s required so I gotta’ take ‘em.❞

“Yeah, do you ever get used to taking them?” Olivia said stirring around her food with the silver tinted fork.

The two began to walk, the stars shining brightly illuminating their faces. “You know, you didn't have to take the blame for me like that.” Olivia said looking up at her brother. 

【♣】——— ❝I got Schizoaffective disorder, really not a fun thing ta’ have. I haf’ ta’ take a few pills fa’ it. not many though.❞

"I haven't taken many, but they don't seem very fun to take. Especially if you have to take a lot of them" Olivia stated as the waitress arrived with their food.

Grayson walked toward the window and opened it. “This is the only way out.” he whispered. He walked back to Olivia and helped her up. “You go first.”

Olivia looked up into her brothers eyes "Thank you" she whispered and put on a shaky smile. Olivia carefully stepped out the window, her feet touching the soft grass below.

【♣】——— The blonde paused as the waitress approached the table. ❝Hi.❞ The waitress began talking the girls’ orders, then left to give the order to the kitchen. ❝So, the voices. A’ course they come back, they don’t stop fa'eva’.❞

"Yah, I've never had the voices but I have anxiety real bad along with some mild depression here and there." Olivia said casually stirring her water making eye contact with her cousin.

Grayson immediately pushed Noah off of Olivia, he help Olivia up and they both rushed into the bathroom since it was the only room that had a lock. Grayson grabbed a towel from the small closet in the bathroom and dampened it with warm water. He sat down in front of Olivia and started picking out the small bits of glass. “I’m sorry this is gonna hurt.” he whispered. “You shouldn’t have done that Liv.” 

"I-I'm sorry I-I just can't s-stand the way he t-treats you." Olivia made out in between sobs. As Grayson continued to tend to her shoulder Noah pounded on the bathroom door yelling various insults. Soon the lock began to loosen up and the siblings fear increased.

【♣】——— ❝My boss, he kills people and when I joined the business, I had ta’ kill people too. It makes the voices in my head shut up when I do it, so there’s a plus. It’s this whole thing with card suits and clown makeup.❞

" Sounds pretty interesting, do the voices come back?" Olivia asked but the waitress walked over before Hannah could reply.

When Noah walked in Grayson knew he needed to protect Olivia. “I dropped the glass.” Grayson quickly said, standing in front of Olivia. “It was an accid-” he was cut off by Noah’s hand hitting his face  “Clean this mess up, you prick.” Noah slurred. 

"Hey, you can't walk in here and slap m-my brother for s-something I did." Olivia stuttered and bent down, slowly picking up a piece of glass as her drunken father stumbled towards her. Noah continued walking slowly towards Olivia until she could smell the reek of alcohol on his breath. "What did you just say to me you little whore?" he drew out the words creating a lingering suspense in the air. But before she could respond he raised his beer bottle high above his head and brought it down upon Olivia's shoulder. She yelled in pain and collapsed to the ground clutching her shoulder, but on her way down she managed to slice open his leg and he collapsed with her.

【♣】——— ❝Me? I got a boyfriend, dated him fa’ a while, got pregnant. I pushed on baby out, the boyfriend became abusive and now I’m pregnant again. The boyfriend’s betta’ now though, so it ain’t bad no more. I work fa’ a crazy clown and I kill people fa’ a livin’.❞

"Well it sounds like you have a pretty busy life, especially with the baby coming." Olivia paused to look at the baby bump. "You said that you kill people for a living, how does that work?" Olivia glanced towards Hannah's direction then looked away to take a sip of water.

【♣】——— Hannah stopped the car, allowing her cousin to get out. It took a few minutes of driving around the parking lot before she chose a spot. She removed the keys from the ignition, throwing them in her purse as she got out of the car. The blonde waddled her way across the parking lot, making sure no cas were coming before she did so. Once inside, her pale blue eyes scanned the area for her cousin. Once spotting her, she walked over and sat down. ❝So, let’s talk ‘bout how our lives have been.❞

"I mean Noah my father has been pretty bad lately, going out and getting drunk more and more now. I've been able to ignore it most of the time but sometimes it's hard.." Olivia trailed off staring into space for a moment but then quickly snapped out of it returning to her previous thought. "Besides that things have been ok I guess. I'm pretty proud of myself in school though, I'm getting all A's and B's which is a first for me. What about you?" Olivia questioned making eye contact with her cousin.

【♣】——— ❝I see it, it’ll take me a minute ta’ park. Ya’ wanna get out and go in while I park?❞

"Sure, I'll go save a table for us." Olivia replied stretching her legs out of the car and beginning to walk toward the restaurant.

“I ate a little bit ago, so I’m good.” he said filling the two cups with water. “Here you go.” Grayson sat down and handed the g;ass of water to Olivia.

"Thanks" Olivia said taking the glass of cold water from Grayson's hands. But as soon as the glass touched her hands it fell to the ground being unexpectedly slippery. The once full glass of water fell to the ground, millions of slivers of glass splitting from the glass object. "Fuck, I'll get the broom." Olivia muttered under her breath, but before she could stand a very drunken angry man identified as Noah stumbled through the door with an empty beer bottle in his hand.

【♣】——— ❝I’ve been good, still here ain’t I?❞

"Yeah, I suppose." Olivia replied as they got closer to their destination. Soon a red and yellow building came into view ahead. "Oh, it's the tall red building on the left." Olivia pointed out stretching her arm towards the restaurant.

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【♣】——— ❝Yeah, I’m ready, let’s go.❞

"So, how have you been?"  Olivia asked as they drove down the road to the restaurant, potholes jolting her out of her seat every once in a while.