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Jacobie

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INFECTION (Scene from PARADISE)

From PARADISE, my Prometheus / Alien: Covenant edit. Most of the intercutting between the films plays out in longer stretches, but this sequence utilizes the similar happenings in both films to intercut quicker and increase the tension.

I’ve heard from a lot of people that this was their favorite part of PARADISE. Thanks again for all the feedback and encouragement!

For more on PARADISE, including how to watch, go here: jobwillins.tumblr.com/post/165299936047/about-paradise

Also, follow me on Twitter for more updates: @JobWillins

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CANDYAPPLE General store, candy apples Cracked sidewalks, old ladies cackle Laugh about old days, oh how they were great I really miss that taste The taste of nostalgia on my tongue The air of freedom before it left my lungs I wish I could run still to that general store Because I have no idea what my future has in store

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BRUISEDBUTNOTBEATEN They may have won the battle, and the war I may have lost every time before I may be bruised and bones are broken Of this to my parents I have not spoken I am not beat I may cry my nights away Struggling to keep his feelings away But each day it gets closer To the day I may become the victor The day is today, it's probably coming I am bruised and lost, but I am not beaten

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EYOSHITSUCKS The fuck Why does everything suck? The trees are turning brown, shit The leaves are falling down, shit And the dog covered the ground in, shit Why does everything suck? The fuck? Eyo shit sucks Walking down the street And suddenly some douche stops, and talks to me "The fuck is up, homie?" "Nothing much, you fuck" "I have one question, and one question only" "Eyo, why does shit suck?" My reply was swift as a man getting cucked "Shit, damn; mother fuck"

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WESHINEANDGLOW Blue lights flash Refracting thoughts of days gone We once forgot where we came from But now it's memory, long gone Glowing people walk the streets Shining their pedigree, they are complete with things you cannot compete with Underlying flaws covered up by makeup and gloss Shining hard, hoping no one sees The dirtiness and incomplete

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GLITZANDGLAM We want to shine like stars, but how? It's difficult, you see For people like you and me, to be That's it, to be To be is to live, and to exist We can't shine when we can't afford food Let alone afford fame It's all just stardust and fallacies And monuments to greed For now we'll all die, waiting to be free

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ANTISOCIALKIDSNEEDLOVE,TOO Everyone needs some form of love; we crave it as humans Love from others, and love from our mothers We may not talk, but that shouldn't matter We are anti-social, anti bullshit, most of all we hate all kinds of people So please don't think you're special But we anti social kids need love too :)

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SOMETHINGSWETAKEFORGRANTED -Life is short but we find ways to waste it -Parents raise us but we find ways to hate them -People with different opinions we can't understand them -Food we make it, but we still just waste it These are things we take for granted, just a reminder of things when we have them

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WEREALLBLUEBUTSOMEOFUSAREBLACK We are all shades of blue, but some of us are black We could all be together, or else we all fall apart My hearts in the right place, but my mind is dark That girl died in an alleyway, she was no rosa parks But she did stand up, she was blue with doubts Doubts of King and country, stuff she was without she lost her home, and wants it back Maybe she was blue, but our hearts are black

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ICANTDOTHISANYMORE Let's all suffocate We can't get along, choking on aspirations I can no longer breathe, the air is heavy with Opinions and opinions alike There is no safe haven from it Nowhere where we can hide from it We are all different And that's the only thing that hasn't changed

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Some things will not be okay Text messages filled with feelings, I'm sending smiles Hoping no one sees my tears, my teeth broken from the punch I see now somethings aren't okay I thought hard of my responses but I couldn't get it right As you walked out of my doorway, you drifted out of sight Please don't go, things are not alright Stop where you're going and stay with me the night I now know some things will not be right Somethings will not be okay, day and day Some things are meant to stay Some feelings stay forever, forever is today I killed my beliefs in exchange for something new It was new for me but not for you I couldn't help but cry all night When you said things at home were not alright All I wanted was to stay the night Your mother was home And your grandmother too As I walked upstairs and met their view At that moment I knew Some things I do, aren't right for you

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the past and the future meet

Have you ever been so happy you’re sad?

like you dreamt of an angel

but woke up crying

because it was just so beautiful?

that happens to me a lot

when i think of you before bed

but that’s not a rhetorical question

i really need to know

like actually have you?

wait

shit

don’t tell me

i’ll beg you to

but don’t

please

jeez

it’s just

i dream of you a lot these days

but sometimes

my mind wanders

and i wonder

about those days

when you dreamt of angels

and woke up crying

but of angels

who weren’t me

fuck

look

i know

i get it

i don’t fault you

and i shouldn’t

other angels have come to me in my sleep

you aren’t the first person i’ve called home

but this is sort of like

my dream house

i know

technically

you didn’t begin with me

even though it feels like we were built for each other

like

i’m not an architect

like

you built yourself

sometimes

i just walk around

you know

like i want to see every nook and cranny

every crevice discovered

no rocks left unturned

but i wander into a room

that someone else has lived in

and not just in theory like

i see the carvings in your walls

where she marked her height like

she left behind a sock

and when i find it in the closet

it socks me in the gut

you know

dammit

don’t feel bad

you’re going to feel bad

but like

don’t

this is not my first love poem

but it’s definitely my favorite

like

this shit should win an award

like this is my prize poem

but these words would exist without me

like i didn’t write you into existence

maybe i use dope devices

but alliteration has been given awards before

like

she wrote poems

and she has been given awards before

and i don’t care

like

maybe sometimes i do a little but

i’ve learned that’s okay

she keeps her awards in the attic

i know the poems were about you

but i’m glad someone saw

the things i see in you

before i had the chance to

she moved out of my dream house

and yes there are signs

that she used to live here

but i’m glad you weren’t vacant

the thing about old houses

is we never move back in

and this house is not really mine

you are your own home

i just live here now

the other angels no longer visit you in your sleep

but it’s okay that they did

i’d rather that than nightmares

or worst of all

nothing

this is all to say

you have a past

i do too

we all do

i’m happy

that you were happy

while you were

to dream of you

my angel

to have you

my home

to write this very poem

these are all blessings

i’m glad there was someone

before me

you have a past

but i’m so happy

to be a part of your future

that i wake up crying

this is so beautiful

it’s almost a little sad.

- may ‘17.

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REAL BOY sleepy nights, thinking of you I wish I was a real boy Then I could do anything, and everything Then I could be, what I couldn't before I could do something right And nothing more I wish I was a real boy, I would have no strings on me I wouldn't be a fucking failure The peoples eyes wouldn't stare at me Their gaze wouldn't burn my skin It wouldn't make me feel I've sinned I'm nothing more than a toy with strings on me I wish I had a maker, who made me right Instead of making me wish for sleepful nights Here I am, nothing at all Here I stay, nothing at all I wish I was a real boy Then these feelings would make fucking sense Fuck

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