Long distance relationships are hard time is valuable and you lose so much time waiting and your first urge is to break up because your time is valuable and you don’t want to waste it but that person is the one that makes your time the best I feel like I just want to cry all the time but I bottle it up inside cuz there’s nothing else I can do there’s only so much you can do over the phone I can’t physically reach out and give him a hug or hold his hand I can’t put my lips upon his when all I just want to do is Kiss and when I know has hugs bring all my broken pieces back together there’s only so much you can understand her a telephone you can’t read facial expressions or body language and it’s hard to explain yourself and you got to go at some point if you really need someone in the middle of the night just to hold you you aren’t there if you really need to talk to them the middle of the night and and their phone is on silent there’s no way to reach them it’s so difficult to go around campus and see everyone clutched up hand in hand walking in stride feeling so happy to have their loved one by their side and I can’t feel upset to them because they deserve their own happiness and it’s not my fault that my boyfriend is in here and I walk around seeming single even though I’m just attached to someone by a string browser on my pinky finger that extends an hour away his pinky finger I can feel him there almost or I can feel him wanting to be there but it just can’t be in that time it really is a sacrifice and it’s hard to make myself suffer when all I want is to be happy but he makes me happier than anything in this world
I'm pretty sure it's been a year since this post happened, but I broke up with him not long after this. You are worth MORE than something like this; especially if they end up lying to you time and time again. Learn from me. Welcome to my ted talk. Thank you.
