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Merkavah Party Van

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Spirit and magic resources for everyone.
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Syncretic

For a time traveler, the concept of several deities being the same deity, or being connected to each other by the chain of their similarities, is just another part of the job. We can see where religions fade into one another, where one deity in one location and another deity in a different place overlap and become one. But as goes with time so often, the sameness is merely illusory.

Bast is not Isis is not Diana is not Hecate. These four are not the same, not exactly, and not in truth either. Some humans may see them as the same, from one angle or another, and when one stares the right way down the corridor of time the silhouettes overlap perfectly. Four silhouettes overlapping, though, is still four shadows, is still four deities. They may march in sync, they may sound alike and sing in chorus, they may make decisions much like one another.

But four bodies marching in step are four bodies, not one. The march itself may be one thing, and certainly all four deities are participating in that march. The march is not the deity. The deities are not the same.

We could think of it more accurately as syncronic, not syncretic. They are coordinated, perhaps by the heavens and their movements, perhaps by humanity and its zeitgeist. But they are separate, free, independent, as every human is from one another while still being part of the same Humanity.

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This is not a mystical or spiritual diagram. It does not symbolize any religious beliefs. It is OLD SCIENCE.

I understand if you want to make an inspirational, guru-style, spiritually uplifting (or exploitative) article or video about your mystical beliefs. I'm sure it will be very life-changing for your viewers and they will love it. But I have no idea why you'd use one of these in the thumbnail for it. This is a phrenology head model.

THIS IS OUTDATED BRAIN SCIENCE FROM THE 1800'S AND THE PEOPLE WHO WERE USING IT THOUGHT THEY WERE DOING REAL SCIENCE. FOR REAL.

They were not hooking it up to the zodiac, they were not reading auras, they were not casting spells or manifesting something or whatever. They were not associating it with a spirit or deity or religious act. They were analyzing what they thought was the shape of your brain and how well different areas of the brain that (purportedly) did different things in your life were developed and how well they were functioning. Model phrenology heads were a diagnostic tool for a type of medicine that is no longer practiced. It was a step in the progression towards what eventually became real brain lobe science in modern times. It was also used for eugenics! Anyone who knows what it is will look at your thumbnail and think: "oh boy, they don't even know what this weird science and eugenics tool was actually used for, THAT'S KINDA AWKWARD!"

Oh I know! You're mixing it up with these things, aren't you?

This is a guide for palmistry, a way of reading the lines and marks on your hand to see what's up with you mystically. What's up, danger? What's going down with the planets and the spirits? How your marriage is gonna go and stuff like that. I get that they look similar and that sometimes people photograph them together, but palmistry has never purported to be a science and is a method of divination like aura reading. Stick a palmistry hand in your woo-woo spirit guidance article/video thumbnail, that at least is in the same INDUSTRY as your subject matter.

If you stick a phrenology head on your thumbnail you are saying: "I have no idea what this is actually for, but I think it's kind of mystical-looking and the stock image was free, and I don't actually take any of my subject matter seriously, because this is all a cash cow." And hey! It's a good flag to wave around so that people in the know can avoid your content so, in that case, I guess keep it up!

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Chapter 1 of Feline Familiars, my book in progress

This chapter lays down the basics of spirit familiars, spirit work and communication. The rest of the chapters in the book will focus on familiars that are living animals, and will build on the concepts in this chapter.

I'll revisit this chapter and fill in some details when I unpack my full library. I've noted several places where I will expand the contents.

I'm opening this one up to all patrons. Future chapters may go in the higher tiers, we'll see what I'm working on as time goes on.

Sample section on spirit vessels below the cut!

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Reality Jumping: A Brief Manual for When You Become Somebody Else

The first time you jump, you jump forever.

There are a lot of ways to shift one's reality, to project into other realities, to warp awareness itself in a way that gets you outside your body, or feels like it. But the first leap is a doozy, made in necessity usually, an instinctive impulse to survive. Quantum leaping, or just 'jumping' for short, is the ultimate flight response--an escape so abrupt that reality itself is never the same for you.

How do we get here? Is there any way to achieve this without facing true danger? And is there any possible return to normalcy after reaching this strange state?

How do we get here: How to Leap

Evolution is an interesting means of empowering a species. Every danger your ancestors faced and survived had a chance of culling them away, but instead made them discover an ability that evolution granted them and not everyone else around them. Over time this guarantees that the strongest and most useful survival adaptations persist through a species, gradually strengthening the mass just as much as the first individuals to express the trait. But when I say evolution, I really mean natural selection, the ability of the natural/physical world to present challenges that our genetics either overcome or are defeated by.

Each challenge helps us discover either the natural gifts that our DNA grants us or some other survival tactic such as specialized training and knowledge. The natural gifts, the ones that don't require training, are very special. As they remain hidden until discovery, one can't know all of one's natural gifts without facing certain challenges that bring them forth.

This is why anyone can quantum leap, but they won't know how until they do it. It is an instinctual defense for someone who is in mortal danger, and therefore it's only discoverable if the self is convinced that circumstances are truly dire. One moment a person is faced with the possibility of death, and the next moment they are somewhere, somewhere, and someone else. It is the ultimate bullet dodge.

Can we achieve it without facing danger?

it is possible to make one's first leap without actually being in danger of losing one's life, but it can be very difficult because it requires tricking the self into believing the danger is real on a deep level. Many occult initiations have to do with facing death or some seemingly insurmountable foe and coming away completely changed by the experience. This is one way that a person can discover their ability. Another way is to be in a situation where it seems like there is mortal danger even if there isn't. This can be anything from an illusion to a near-miss to an incredibly immersive entertainment experience. The use of psychoactive drugs can sometimes increase the chances that the mind is fooled, especially if used in conjunction with a situation that seems dangerous even if it isn't. The increasing adoption of VR presents another option for initiation into one's first jump. All that is required, in the end, is for something to make one's instincts fire. The rest takes care of itself. Jumping is automatic, for better or for worse.

Will things ever go back to normal?

After one's first jump, the survival response is activated and jumping becomes possible. There is no way to deactivate the survival response once it was activated, so after the first jump, infinitely many are possible. In fact, it will probably serve one best if they jump a few times after the first time to get a sense of balance and find an equilibrium. You usually won't even need to try to find these first few jumping opportunities. Reality tends to want to teach the learning jumper how to find their footing. The reality of jumping often becomes the new normal.

The biggest challenge jumping presents is one of identity and self-definition. When one jumps out of their body, who jumps in while they're gone? If someone else is in one's body, and if one's self is in another person's body, then what does identity really mean after this happens? How to define one's self and what the self even is becomes a vital quest for the jumper at this stage. Gaining a deep understanding of identity helps pilot one's soul through space and time and gives context to the journey the jumper is now always on.

What happens to your body while you're gone?

Someone is always there to pilot the body. Often it is either an aspect of the subconscious or some part of the self that typically does not "front" day to day. It can also be another jumper that lands in your body at the moment you leave it. This can be an entirely different person from yourself or it can be another self of yours from a different time or reality or from a different lifetime of yours in the past or future. Who it will be is not entirely under your control, but it can be influenced by training, experience, and circumstances in your current reality. Jumping is like stepping through a revolving door--as you exit, someone else enters.

Often jumpers are people who are dreaming or unconscious, and they may be entirely unaware that they're experiencing another reality inside another person. If they're not aware they are jumping, they may default to what the body and brain is used to, performing basic tasks or jobs according to how you usually do them, carrying on conversations as if they're you until they too jump away and someone else (probably you coming back) jumps in. Think of it as an extremely immersive form of improv.

If the jumper is conscious they've jumped, then it's a bit more like Freaky Friday, where there is an awareness of the oddity of the situation and the need to keep up appearances of being a different person. Since there's very few people in this current reality who would believe a person who claimed to have jumped from one body to another, especially without any sort of physical evidence, most jumpers who are conscious they're in another person's body take every precaution to blend in and not be discovered. Call it the ultimate imposter syndrome.

What to do after you jump into someone else

If you find yourself in a situation where you are in another person's body, take care of the body the best you can and try to interfere as little as possible with the person's life. Try not to call undue attention to them. If you think you can help their situation in any way, try to be discreet. Also, be careful about making any bold moves until being sure of the situation. For instance, try not to spend much of the person's money without needing to, and try to make sure you're not putting them in a bad financial situation by doing so. If the person has loved ones or pets, take care to preserve their relationships and uphold their responsibilities. Do as you would hope the person you jumped into would do if they jumped into your body.

Whoever you jumped into, you may end up jumping into again in the future, especially if it was a compelling or enjoyable experience, and most especially if you bear similarities to the person, even superficial ones. Coincidences may drive some of the similarities, such as having the same first name or having lived in the same house but at different times. The overlaps may teach you something about yourself, the other person, and why you had an experience like this with them.

If you feel stuck or are worrying you will not make it back into your body, try not to panic or worry. This will only upset you and make your experience in said body worse. You will likely jump away and back to your own body soon, for instance when you go to sleep. You may also need to wait for the other person in your body to jump as well, so it may not be your decision when this happens.

The first jump can feel like forever

There's an experience among your early jumps where you will feel like you're jumping into every person that ever lived, one by one, with no way back into your own body. This is a normal experience and it is par of the way a jumper calibrates their ability and learns their range. It can be a bit difficult to handle in terms of personal identity. Know that you will eventually end up back in your own body and that you will probably end up back in it not long after when your jump started, even if it feels like an eternity has passed since you jumped out. Jumpers are able to leap through time as well as space.

Meditation, relaxation, and other forms of self care are very helpful after a leap, no matter what body you are in. When you take the time to slip into introspection, often your understanding will increase as you do so. New realizations about the nature of identity and reality may come to you now that you are in need of them. Allow your mind to teach you what happened. Reality itself will also teach you through coincidences and symbols that it presents to you with the sort of timing and context that will be very difficult to deny in the moment. Do not be intimidated by these incidents and instead know that reality is trying its best to empower you with knowledge and understanding of what is happening.

Jumping is a survival method that humans, and probably many other beings, have at their disposal once they've gone through a qualifying experience. Once you grow accustomed to doing jumps you may find them fun, informative, and a novel way of experiencing the greater reality we're all a part of.

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Talking to scientist ghosts from the modern era

So, for the last... year and a half or so, I've been (largely unknowingly) exposed to enough methane gas to cause someone to have massive distress and very vivid, often anxiety-fueled hallucinations, many of which were beyond anything I've ever experienced in my life. And that goes for the other occupants of the house. This was like when a whole town gets mass hysteria without realizing it because their wheat got ergot in it. There were a lot of times that I couldn't really tell what normal was or couldn't realize that I wasn't having a sane life experience.

The thing is, while this was happening, I was also practicing a lot of magic and doing a lot of spirit work. So you know those initiations where you do a lot of some hallucinogenic herb and then receive visions of the cosmos and learn to talk to spirits and animals and connect with some sort of spirit companion or guide? Well I did a lot of that, because I was sort of stuck in the house with nowhere to go, a lot of magic books, a lot of art supplies, and the ability to predict when a specific nuclear scientist's estate went on auction on ebay. I now own basically his entire nuclear papers and library.

So like now I talk to a nuclear scientist's ghost on a regular basis. Now that I'm in the new house WITHOUT the magic stinky gas in it... I can hear him BETTER.

I don't really know how to talk about Jerry and the experience I've had communicating with him, but I do want to talk about it. Not to prove anything, but to share a kind of experience that I don't think a lot of people are able to openly share these days, for fear of stigma. Honestly, after all the weird crap I've said on this blog, sometimes under gaseous influence, I think you all can take me going on about protons for a bit.

Jerry likes to explain his favorite science to me a lot, so I hear him go on about newtonian physics, astrophysics, particle physics... and philosophy too, since he got his degrees back in the days when nuclear physics was in the philosophy department. It's part of why I keep watching so many science videos and talking so much about nuclear stuff on my blogs. He's really interesting and he's helped me do research much faster than I think I would have managed on my own. He used to design nuclear submarine propulsion systems and he also had a specialization in how crystals form on an atomic level, so in my opinion he was probably one of the most interesting people on the planet when he was alive.

Nowadays he's a very interesting ghost who wants to teach me (and anyone else who will listen) about how hard it is to hit a proton when you need/have to. Also he can rattle off quite a lot on nuclear policy and diplomacy and he keeps telling me which companies in the nuclear space are just hyping theoretical models instead of actually having a working prototype. Every time I look up what he says it's correct. (After research I personally wouldn't invest in NuScale. This is not financial advice. I am not a financial professional and Jerry was not either.)

The thing is, there should be a lot of ghosts out there like Jerry. Not just because nuclear stuff makes you psychically weird and therefore more likely to project a force ghost (or whatever astrals are), but because all manner of sciences came about in the turn of the 1900s and their degree programs solidified in the early decades of the 1900s. So there should be a lot of ghosts out there who know like, 'modern' science. And other people besides me must be talking to them.

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The key to the heavens is right in sight, if only we can see the sky above us.

Most occult knowledge leads to the stars and planets. This is because they enable us to coordinate timing over many generations. For a time traveler, knowledge of the objects in space around Earth is essential to be able to understand when we are and when we are going. When the sky is obscured, there are typically charts to consult.

When there are no charts to consult, we use our intuition.

Time is something humans find essential to track. A timeless existence is often considered a meaningless existence, and humans require change over time to feel accomplishment and to feel worth and value. Consistency and permanence are very valued in human society, but growth over time is what everyone desires--absolutely requiring change to occur and to continue occurring.

The planets and stars track change for us and mark when substantial events in time occur. In some ways you could say that humanity coordinates its schedule with the planets and stars. Look far back into history and you can see our calendar systems tacking to the movements of the sun, moon and other planets. Even today the seven classical alchemical planets remain in our weekday names and the tropical zodiac remains embedded in our twelve month calendar system.

There are many other ways to track change over time, but they are difficult to retain for very long, as the ground on Earth does not stay under our feet for long. Cities fall, crumble, and eventually are buried underneath the dirt beneath us. Devices break, decay, and blow on the wind as dust eventually. Only the mechanics of the heavens stay, always there to guide us, susceptible to change but on such a grand scale that humanity simply adjusts its clocks to adapt.

This system is far from perfect. I have yet to see anyone work out what time travelers will do when we leave this planet. When we leave this galaxy. At some point the zodiac will be unrecognizable to us. Will we replace it with a new 12-part system, or will a greater system emerge out of the mechanics we have built to contain time? Will we find something beyond the stars to measure the pace of time?

Or will time itself, the grandest invention of humanity, be replaced with some greater innovation?

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It's amazing the amount of times I've put out an article or video where I say a FACT* and someone comes into the comments with "nice article/video/whatever but ACTUALLY NUH-UH you were WRONG that was FALSE and I know because I AM AN EXPERT ON THIS TOPIC" and... I'm still right, because I said a fact they just didn't know yet.

So here is a tip for all you "experts."

Your expertise is inside your own head. But your field of expertise does not exist IN YOUR HEAD. Your field of expertise exists out here in the real world with the rest of us, and that world is always going to be bigger than the inside of your head. There will always be a new fact you haven't encountered yet, new discoveries that you haven't learned about, new experiments that no one told you of. Get. Used to it.

When you encounter a detail that doesn't match up with the inside of your head, it's time to double-check the inside of your head. Consider it a chance to expand your expertise on the subject matter.

*A provable fuckin detail!

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It’s somehow more jarring to see Elton in black than Johnny in pink.

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hadeantaiga

My favorite part is how Johhny can't stop swooshing the cape and playing with it, that's adorable XDDD

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Cunk on Earth | Philomena's Castle

This can function as a genuinely effective pathworking/visualization technique and I can't fucking believe it's in a Cunk show. Not that it's all that serious, but that's her castle.

What's yours like?

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Hello Neil! I had a thought in mind. Would you say the Archangels have any relation? Such as siblings? Many people see them as siblings while others do not, and though you may have left it up for interpretation, I would love to know if there is any actual relations between them.

Thank you.

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They all share a Creator.

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Well everyone shares a creator if you put it that way, so essentially they're not siblings, just co-workers existing in the same universe

It's not really an "everyone shares a creator" thing. People who aren't angels have parents, and were probably created sexually by reproductive methods. The angels in Good Omens were created directly by their Creator and there were no wombs, test tubes or sexy times involved.

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indrid-grey

Intrigued by the possible implications about Adam and Eve with this

That's why I said "probably".

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fibbunny

You only said probably about the sex tho, the parents part was said as if it was certain, so would the Creator be considered their parent? And if so, why not consider Her the angels parent as well? And if not, then who are Adam and Eve’s parents???

Point taken.

Biblically, of course, Eve's human parent is Adam. (She gets made by God from one of his ribs, while he sleeps.)

Adam is a special case, because he doesn't start out as what we'd recognize as a person exactly.

But I'll let the curious do the research on that, or at least, puzzle and delight themselves getting too deep into the Adam Kadmon Wikipedia entry. (And even if you know your Adam Kadmon lore I guarantee you'll find something to make you blink in the entry.)

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I have a question for anyone who practices face reading techniques or does face readings as a service

I'm sure cosmetic surgery poses difficulties in all forms, but in particular: how does Botox affect your readings? Its effect of numbing/freezing face muscles, plus how it gradually puffs up the face with extended use, has actually been making it hard for me to draw portraits of certain celebrities because I've had to come up with new rules for how Botox faces work. Do Botox-affected features match up with any meanings already in your face reading practice?

Interested in answers based on any form of face reading--please share as many details about your practice or tradition as you like. Thanks!

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ChatGPT, summon the demons for me.

I've posted a fun video on using ChatGPT for spirit contact and divination to my Patreon. I'll eventually post a video on this subject to my YouTube channel but it may not be this one, I'm not sure yet. There's a lot more experiments to do with AI to really understand its potential for spirit work. I've also included some logs of the experiments if anyone wants to read the chats directly and try the prompts on ChatGPT themselves. It's at the $10 tier which is where I post my magical work materials and extra videos.

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There is a hidden dimension above all dimensions. Let us call it the Zero Dimension, or Zeroth if you're particular about grammar. The Zero Dimension exists not just before the First Dimension but also outside and inside of all dimensions simultaneously. It is a paradoxical dimension equivalent to the Fool card in the tarot, which is also numbered 0 and exists outside the normal numerical order of the Major Arcana.

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