Hero of Light and Mind Quest Bedding is now available!!! Grab yours here: http://bit.ly/NewHomestuck

Also we’re having a super awesome giveaway where you can win a Box-O-Sleepy goodies and you can enter here: http://bit.ly/SleepyHomestuck

Wait… one more thing… you can enter the 413 Fan Forge challenge and have your art released on 413! Check out the Fan Forge here: http://community.welovefine.com/m/fan-forge

People Who Have Social Anxiety Disorder Are Terrified Of:

• Talking in front of people • Not knowing how to comfort people • Trying clothes on in a changing room • Answering the door • Talking on/answering the phone • People asking questions • Walking past people • Eye contact • Going into stores • Going outside the house • Busy crowds • Leaving voicemails • Being watched while doing something • Eating in front of people • Ordering food (anywhere) • Interviews • Being in the car • Making decisions • Personal space being violated • When strange people, or anyone you don’t like, are in/around the house • Being paranoid someone can hear me • Feeling self-conscious all the time • Crossing the street • Asking for help • Parties • Participating in class • Working with others • Restaurants • Competition • Voicing opinions • Sleeping with someone else/in someone else’s bed • Being touched • Being touched sexually • Holidays • Being seen naked • Hearing people laugh nearby • Public bathrooms/shy bladder • Starting/keeping a conversation • Feeling like people hate me • Always preparing what to say 100x • Being touched/hugged by people I’m not comfortable with • Feeling like people judge what I say • Not being able to get over embarrassing/stupid things I’ve done/said • Saying “no” • Being a pushover • Rejection • Coming on too strong • Seeing people I know in public • Making new friends • Being embarrassed • Being the center of attention • Working in groups • Being late • Being stared at • Being introduced • Worrying about people liking me • Being criticized • Meeting people in authority

Also just because you’re not terrified of all of these things or even the majority does not mean you’re faking

ATTENTION TUMBLR:

If you don’t like Homestuck, BLACKLIST IT NOW

4/13 is coming up in a couple days and I’ve already started seeing higher than usual posts about homestuck

The shitstorm hits on Monday, be prepared

PSA to any non-Homestuck followers I’ve managed to pick up: 4/13 is our fandom’s ‘birthday’ and also the day the author has alluded to resuming updates after the latest pause since this January.  I’ll not be offended at all if you want nothing to do with this, just be forewarned that’ll probably be the main focus around here again for a bit!

Reminder to everyone that I am still too homestuck to live. There will be homestuck on my blog on and around the thirteenth. I will do my level best to tag for fandom and characters/ships (especially for characters/ships I know people have issues with) but there’s a chance things might slip through.

Imma fight every mother fuckin homestuck on the internet

reblog so I can find your ass

The only acceptable V-day gift this year

sometimes i remember the past and i get this violent urge to vomit everywhere

REBLOG if you don’t mind other muses falling in love with your muse, even when it is unrequited.

REBLOG IF YOU APPRECIATE YOUR RP PARTNERS AND JUST LIKE TO THANK THEM FOR PUTTING UP WITH YOU.

reblog if you are a NERD who loves DRAGONS

anawesometurtle:

anawesometurtle:

I’m fucking sorry I can’t remember every fucking thing. I’m sorry I’m not as fucking smart as my brother. I’m sorry I’m not the perfect daughter you wanted.

Maybe I shouldn’t’ve been born. Maybe then you’d be happy. Maybe then you wouldn’t have to worry about the mental health…

I don’t want to be completely perfect, but I do wanna be better than I am now. I feel horrible about everything I am & everything I do. I just don’t understand why anyone cares.

(Why? Because why shouldn’t we? We love you, and we want you to feel better. To know you have some support with everything you’re doing. It’ll be hard, REALLY hard, to change these things, to heal, to even start. But it would be IMPOSSIBLE without support. There is nothing horrible with anything you are or do, and we see that. Yes, you do not feel that way right now, but as your support shows you how good you are, and the great things you do, you will slowly start seeing the truth that apparently your parents have been trying to blind you from the more time goes on. Its a slow process, yes, but we love you and would never “give up” on you despite the bumps BECAUSE we love you and care about you. You’re a really great person. You’re so kind to everyone, and you just want to help them, too. So, just like you helping us, let us help you too, okay?)

…ok…I just…I don’t deserve the help…you guys deserve the help more than I do…you guys deserve all the love and everything…if I could, I’d hug all of you and cuddle you and show you guys how much I love you. But I can’t. All I can do is sit here and get depressed…I’ll never accomplish anything…I’ll just disappoint you guys…

(You do deserve the help. Nobody deserves the help more than anyone else. We wish we could cuddle you, and hug you, and show you how much we love you and how much you mean to us. But for now, the only way we can really show our love is by being here for you. It isn’t really much, but at the same time it means so much more than hugs or cuddling ever could. And you show how much you love us by being here for us! You aren’t “just” sitting there and getting depressed, you’re showing your immense love and caring-ness by talking to us. Even just the smallest “Hello” or “How are you?” shows it because we see that you are here for us and care, and sometimes, just a little conversation is what someone needs to get through their day. You’ll accomplish greatness; you ARE accomplishing greatness! Anything you do leads to you accomplishing something, even if you don’t realize it. Getting out of bed: HUGE accomplishment. Going to school. Eating a meal. Making friends. Helping friends. Making them smile, or laugh. Small accomplishments to some people, but it means so much more sometimes in some ways, and when you start adding up the accomplishments of what you’ve done in a single day you’ll see that you’ve already accomplished A LOT, and will continue to so long as you live. The only way you could EVER disappoint us is if you ever gave up completely - ended yourself. Even then it wouldn’t be disappointment, just sadness and regret, that we could have done more. But there is no other way you could disappoint us. Everyone takes steps back every now and then in everything. But you can just as easily move forward again and feel even better when you get past the point you stumbled back at. But steps back aren’t something we would be disappointed in, just a clue that you need a little more help with whatever it was so we can help you bounce back, and bounce even further ahead as a result. No disappointments.)

I really don’t see the accomplishments in dragging myself out of bed to go to that hell hole they call a school…It’s horrible. But band makes it worth it. I spend half of the day in that band room & I love it. I find myself enjoying school in that room surrounded by organized sound. It comes together to create a harmony much deeper than sounds waves for me. That’s what I see for me in the future if I get into a band. A sort of peace within myself via music. But really, you guys are the reason I can get out of bed. I want to post & hear from you guys. I want to talk to you guys. It makes me happy to see y’all happy.

(You may not see them now, but you will in the future. When it's all over you will see how big those accomplishments were. I could NEVER go back there now, to school. And getting out of bed is hard for me, because of my depression. If I had to do it all again, right now, I would NOT be able to do it. At all. So I see those as huge accomplishments. And with those accomplishments come the rewards: getting up and to school => being in the band room! Where you feel so comfortable and happy. And at peace. Keep working and gathering the accomplishments, as they'll start to get bigger in time the more you work at what you want. And someday you will be able to accomplish the one thing you want most, and find the greatest reward.

But really, it's GOOD to hear that the things making you happy coming from us are the things making us happy coming from you. This is such a great turn from how this started, it makes me so happy! I'm so glad you seem to be feeling better, even if just a little.)

THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL

1. We are here to help you.

2. You will have enough time to get to your class before the bell rings.

3. The dress code will be enforced.

4. No smoking is allowed on school grounds.

5. Our football team will win the championship this year.

6. We expect more of you here.

7. Guidance counselors are always available to listen.

8. Your schedule was created with your needs in mind.

9. Your locker combination is private.

10. These will be the years you look back on fondly.

anawesometurtle:

anawesometurtle:

I’m fucking sorry I can’t remember every fucking thing. I’m sorry I’m not as fucking smart as my brother. I’m sorry I’m not the perfect daughter you wanted.

Maybe I shouldn’t’ve been born. Maybe then you’d be happy. Maybe then you wouldn’t have to worry about the mental health…

I don’t want to be completely perfect, but I do wanna be better than I am now. I feel horrible about everything I am & everything I do. I just don’t understand why anyone cares.

(Why? Because why shouldn’t we? We love you, and we want you to feel better. To know you have some support with everything you’re doing. It’ll be hard, REALLY hard, to change these things, to heal, to even start. But it would be IMPOSSIBLE without support. There is nothing horrible with anything you are or do, and we see that. Yes, you do not feel that way right now, but as your support shows you how good you are, and the great things you do, you will slowly start seeing the truth that apparently your parents have been trying to blind you from the more time goes on. Its a slow process, yes, but we love you and would never “give up” on you despite the bumps BECAUSE we love you and care about you. You’re a really great person. You’re so kind to everyone, and you just want to help them, too. So, just like you helping us, let us help you too, okay?)

…ok…I just…I don’t deserve the help…you guys deserve the help more than I do…you guys deserve all the love and everything…if I could, I’d hug all of you and cuddle you and show you guys how much I love you. But I can’t. All I can do is sit here and get depressed…I’ll never accomplish anything…I’ll just disappoint you guys…

(You do deserve the help. Nobody deserves the help more than anyone else. We wish we could cuddle you, and hug you, and show you how much we love you and how much you mean to us. But for now, the only way we can really show our love is by being here for you. It isn't really much, but at the same time it means so much more than hugs or cuddling ever could. And you show how much you love us by being here for us! You aren't "just" sitting there and getting depressed, you're showing your immense love and caring-ness by talking to us. Even just the smallest "Hello" or "How are you?" shows it because we see that you are here for us and care, and sometimes, just a little conversation is what someone needs to get through their day. You'll accomplish greatness; you ARE accomplishing greatness! Anything you do leads to you accomplishing something, even if you don't realize it. Getting out of bed: HUGE accomplishment. Going to school. Eating a meal. Making friends. Helping friends. Making them smile, or laugh. Small accomplishments to some people, but it means so much more sometimes in some ways, and when you start adding up the accomplishments of what you've done in a single day you'll see that you've already accomplished A LOT, and will continue to so long as you live. The only way you could EVER disappoint us is if you ever gave up completely - ended yourself. Even then it wouldn't be disappointment, just sadness and regret, that we could have done more. But there is no other way you could disappoint us. Everyone takes steps back every now and then in everything. But you can just as easily move forward again and feel even better when you get past the point you stumbled back at. But steps back aren't something we would be disappointed in, just a clue that you need a little more help with whatever it was so we can help you bounce back, and bounce even further ahead as a result. No disappointments.)

team rocket theme & nicki’s verse in monster

BYE

i hate everything lmao

CAN I BUY THIS ON ITUNES

THIS FUCKED ME UP SO GOOD

anawesometurtle:

anawesometurtle:

I’m fucking sorry I can’t remember every fucking thing. I’m sorry I’m not as fucking smart as my brother. I’m sorry I’m not the perfect daughter you wanted.

Maybe I shouldn’t’ve been born. Maybe then you’d be happy. Maybe then you wouldn’t have to worry about the mental health…

I don’t want to be completely perfect, but I do wanna be better than I am now. I feel horrible about everything I am & everything I do. I just don’t understand why anyone cares.

(Why? Because why shouldn't we? We love you, and we want you to feel better. To know you have some support with everything you're doing. It'll be hard, REALLY hard, to change these things, to heal, to even start. But it would be IMPOSSIBLE without support. There is nothing horrible with anything you are or do, and we see that. Yes, you do not feel that way right now, but as your support shows you how good you are, and the great things you do, you will slowly start seeing the truth that apparently your parents have been trying to blind you from the more time goes on. Its a slow process, yes, but we love you and would never "give up" on you despite the bumps BECAUSE we love you and care about you. You're a really great person. You're so kind to everyone, and you just want to help them, too. So, just like you helping us, let us help you too, okay?)