walking happiness

seventeen project chapter 3: teen.age

seventeen project chapter 4: adu17

when someone makes a joke about your bias and you just sit there trying to act nonchalant when in reality you want to choke them

Can’t talk, still rekt™

Do you ever have one of those days where you just really love j-hope?? Like you’ll be listening to a bts song and then Hoseok’s part comes on and you can’t help but smile because of how much you love and appreciate and respect him?? Or you’ll just look up ‘jhope’s funniest/cutest moments’ on YouTube because you just want to see his adorable face??

SIKE that’s everyday lmao

BTS | Scenario #3

                      / Things they do that make your heart flutter /

Pairing : Idol!BTS x Reader

Gene : Fluff

Word Count : From 250 to 370.

Kim Seokjin

Tonight feels hot as you walk on the streets of Seoul, crowded with people. You can’t look away from the garish decorations of fairy lights strings as sellers shout their advertisements to attract customers. From the sounds of meat hissing on the grills to the delicious smell of sweet Korean pancakes, your senses are all stimulated. Walking side by side with Seokjin becomes quite a task and you constantly have to make sure not to lose the sight of him amidst other people. Some street stalls catch your eye and you progressively come to a standstill to watch vendors skillfully make yummy food in creative ways. 

Your boyfriend looks back to see if you’re still following behind and panics a couple of seconds before spotting you in the sea of passers by. He walks back to you and you exchange grins when he settles in watching the small performances with you. After a few minutes you walk again, with him still leading the way. More and more people gather around you and he almost disappears, making you tiptoeing to locate him. He sees you struggling to keep up with his pace and stretches his hand for you to take it. 

You do and soon feel him pull on his arm to make you walk in front of him. You let yourself guide, your cheeks coloring in a pale pink as he speaks out some words to you. “Let’s not lose each other.” He places his hands on your shoulders and your heart is beating quickly in your chest. 

Min Yoongi

You lock your phone and put it back into your coat pocket before nuzzling your face in your scarf to protect you from the cold wind harshly blowing this morning. Your head aches and you haven’t had the time to eat anything this morning since you were too busy choosing what clothes to put on for your fourth date with Yoongi. He’s just told you in the call that he is on his way and the thought of seeing him in a little time makes you feel a bit more good. A hot drink would still be much appreciated. 

Some minutes later, you see him jogging his way to you and you can’t help the smile forming on your face. He smiles too and you know he’s as much happy to see than you are. Your head hurts surprisingly less and you can’t wait any longer before spending all day long with him. 

He hesitates a moment and that’s when you notice he’s carrying something with him. “You sounded a bit cranky on the phone. I thought coffee would do the trick.” You feel a pang in your chest and don’t know what to say to him for some time. He’s already told you about him not being too showing when it involves emotions so you really can’t hide your surprise when he holds in between you a set of coffee cups. He smiles awkwardly in front of your weird expression and nudges your hand for you to take one of them. You’ve just fell a bit more for him.

Jung Hoseok

Now comes the moment you hate. After spending an extra day with your boyfriend the moment you have to part has arrived. And usually you wouldn’t feel so down but he has to be absent for several weeks and despite the fact he’s told you about that several months ago, it still feels too early and is quiet a bummer. He can’t even walk you to your home since he has appointments to attend but has decided to wait for your Uber with you. So there you are, both standing still, facing one another with sad expressions. 

Hoseok tries to cheer you up with funny faces that almost make the pout on your lips turn into a smile but you’re still showing your unhappiness. He sighs and pulls on one of your arm to hug you tight and whispers sweet nothings in your ear that makes you feel a bit lighthearted.  

Then you see your Uber coming closer and you turn your head back, nuzzling it more into his chest. He chuckles and pecks you on your hair as the car park next to your spot. “Time flies quickly, Y/N. We’ll soon see each other again. Take care of yourself.” You kiss longly one last time, you reluctantly step into the car and he closes the door after you. You don’t break eye contact even when the car starts driving away and you turn around to look through the rear windshield - your eyes turning into crescents and your lips into a silly smile when you spot him making heart-shaped signs to you until you disappear from his sight.

Kim Namjoon

The couple of vehicles passes by very rapidly and you’re gradually feeling unsure about actually getting on the roller coaster Namjoon’s convinced you to. You look away, staring at the fairground and the crowd of people walking by to make you feel less pressured and to hide your fright away from your boyfriend.

You, then hear the vehicles coming to a standstill as the passengers get off and you see Namjoon eagerly walk to the front seat as soon as the carny’s provided access to board. You follow close behind, a small frown on your face while he settles with a big smile. 

The whole way to the attraction, he hasn’t shown any particular attention to you - He’s just showed his excitement about finally being able to try the roller coaster and how he really wants to get that ride. 

You sit next to him and fumble a bit with the security belts. You soon grow edgy about it, the thing not seeming to fit into where it should. Suddenly, you’re interrupted by him, taking care of the task at hand for you and you freeze, slightly blushing. You gaze at him, admiring his focused look and smile back when he looks at you. “Comfy? You can hold on to me if you want.” He suggests, holding his hand in the air for you. You take it and he leans in to kiss your cheek while your hearts beats quickly.

Park Jimin

A drink. You need a drink to keep up with interacting with the rest of your family who’s gathered at your home because your parents have thought it a good idea to call people you haven’t seen since you were five years old to congratulate you on your college graduation. You’ve been receiving compliments for half an hour now, relatives coming one after another, sharing hugs, laughs and nice words. Only one person hasn’t come up to you yet. 

You spot your boyfriend happily smiling and talking to your mother and you just wish he was by your side, claiming you back so that others would stop keeping you to themselves. You are seeking someone else’s attention but he isn’t looking at you at the moment like for the past hour. 

You have just the time to sip on a drink you’ve just poured yourself when you hear one of your uncles shouting your name to join him and others so that he could talk to you about everything and nothing. You sigh and put on one of your best smiles before walking to them. You stand next to your kinsmen, not quite sure what to say nor when to intervene. 

You just stand there, looking awkwardly at the floor when your eyes are drawn back to Jimin across the room, now leaning against a wall with his hands in his dress pants’ pockets and a flush color your cheeks when you realize he must have been watching for a while, his cheeky smile just growing even more. You see him mouthing the word “Cute” and you have to look away, heat spreading through your body.

Kim Taehyung

Your stare into space, gaze locked on the first snowflakes waltzing in the cold wind and soon feel a shiver running through your body. You bring one of your hand in a fist to your mouth and close your eyes while softly blowing warm air. Your eyes open again when your boyfriend takes the other one and engulfs it in his large, warm palms. You look at him, at first surprised then your lips curve into a loving smile - his cheekbones and nose tip are red from the cold and his watery eyes, partially hidden by his bangs that have grown too much, are messily gathered under his beanie. He’s just too adorable - smiling back at you, providing you his warmth while you still are together. 

He has been the one insisting on waiting for your train, delaying your splitting time as long as possible and you haven’t objected to it, leading to the two of you sitting on one the station’s benches. Having him waiting with you despite the harsh temperature has made you all warm and fuzzy from within and you can’t suppress the pang in your heart thinking that you’ll be away from each other for some time.

The oncoming train is heard whistling and you feel Taehyung’s hands tighten a bit around yours. You both stand up, neither of you ready to say goodbye. You pull your suitcase next to you, watching the train decreasing its pace as other travelers gather next to the doors. He’s watching you but you don’t want to look at him, sadness gradually taking over you, and you hug him tight - sliding your arms inside his long coat, head pressed on his chest and eyes tightly closed and he circles you in a tight embrace. You don’t want to let go but he eventually forces you to look up at him by cupping your cheeks and doesn’t let you complain as he instantly molds his lips to yours in a loving kiss. You give in and kiss him back, your hands tightening their grip on his sides.

The last calls for passengers to board are shouted and you reluctantly lean back to break the kiss but Taehyung doesn’t let go and presses himself even more into you making you chuckle and you concede him a few more seconds before he grudgingly parts, gasping for air. “Come back to me soon.” Your heart skips a beat while gazing at each other but you really have to go. So you smile, sorry, and he pecks your lips several times before letting you walk away.

Jeon Jungkook

You’re lying on your bed while Jungkook plays on his computer, shouting now and then comments or scoldings into his gaming headset. Totally oblivious to your dying state. Well dying would probably be an overstatement but you’ve been coughing repeatedly and your head was aching and heavy.

Yet you still insist on going out to that film show starting in half an hour now with your boyfriend since you barely have the time to spend it together; so any dates possible are not voidable. You just had to get ill that particular time. Added to the fact that you could barely touch each other since he couldn’t afford being sick with the group’s comeback coming shortly. Lucky you. 

You get up and start getting ready, putting on your clothes and combing your hair, sparing yourself the sight of your tired face. He turns his computer off and changes his clothes too. After putting your coat on, you don’t forget your scarf, hanging loose around your neck while checking in your purse that you have the necessary before going out and you hear him walking to you. 

Once downstairs, you hold the entrance door for him and start walking towards the theater’s way but his firm grip on your shoulder keeps you still and you turn to him, taken aback. He starts buttoning your coat and readjusts your scarf tightly around your neck not to let any cold infiltrate.

You watch his concentrated look while he finishes his task and his face turns all smiley when he looks at you as you watch him. “Can’t let my sick Baby go out in this cold without making sure she’s warm enough. I’ll buy you vitamins on our way there.” You can’t help the blush coloring your face as he kisses your nose.  

🎃 Halloween Special #3 🎃

🕸 requested: Hoseok sees you, his crush, at a Halloween costumes party and vents to another member about how good you look but he’s accidentally texting you 🕸

Halloween requests are still open, but not for much longer, probably, so find all about it here 💞

I will try to upload a bunch of these tonight because I know I haven’t posted anything in a while 💖

you’re working in a field you genuinely enjoy. you have supportive, loving friends. you follow your passions, you’re fluent in your target languages. the 12 new books you ordered will arrive soon. your flat is cozy, decorated with plants and fairy lights. you’re happy. this might seem like some fantasty, but i know this will happen. i believe in you, and you should as well.

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Q. What do you want most for this comeback?

OMG! JM & JK called their team “Calico Cat”, got the most votes and Jimin piggybacked Jungkook while singing Serendipity! 

BTS reaction - you being chubbier recovering from an ED

Bts reaction to u becoming chubby/squishy while recovering from an ed?

Jin: Reminds you that your current weight and body shape is normal when recovering from an ED and that he is happy that you are recovering and are becoming healthy again. Cooks for you constantly so that, in his words, “Its better to eat delicious food than average food.”

Yoongi: Whenever he saw you looking even remotely displeased with your body he would come over and tell you how beautiful your healthy, recovery body is. He was always worried you’d relapse so he made sure to eat with you and compliment you 24/7 to make sure you knew how amazing and strong you are to recover.

Hoseok: When showing him your outfit for the day, whether it be a tight crop top and high waisted pants or sweats and a hoodie, he always smiles and compliments your figure, proud of how far you’ve come from before. He always makes sure you’re eating well and takes you out to cute coffee dates to spend time with you. 

Namjoon: Always so upset when you make a negative comment on your body. He loves you too much to let you think bad things about yourself. Buys you cute food (most likely Ryan related) and takes you for picnics at parks. Makes sure you know how strong you are by leaving little notes around the house when he’s away.

Jimin: Expect many back hugs and forehead kisses during your recovery. Asks you how you are feeling and how you are eating and whether you want to talk about anything, fearful of you going back to your old habits. Makes sure you know that he is there for you and that you can talk to him about recovery whenever.

Taehyung: Comforting and cuddly when you’re feeling down about yourself. If he’s away on tour he’ll send you flowers or chocolates with little notes saying how proud he is of you. Daily texts asking how you’ve been eating and many dinner dates.

Jungkook: Goes to the guys for advice, not knowing what to do and being afraid to mess up. Pays a lot of attention to you and spends a lot of time with you playing video games or watching movies to make sure you’re happy. Many hugs and “I love you"s. Sort of awkward when it comes to talking but listens and gives the best responses he can give.

- Liv

If you are recovering from an ED, know that i support you through your recovery and that getting chubbier during the recovery process is very normal.

If you currently are struggling with an ED, seek help and know that you’re not alone and that it’s not anything to be ashamed of.