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Punx Win! - Mischief Brew
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today i will find out if i am strong enough
update:
I am NOT strong enough whewwwww.
the whole casually seeing my shitty ass ex really blew up in my face like my friends said it would, now i'm feeling worse than before.
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melisica
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Look, this is probably going to end up as an unpopular post, because God knows the level of brainrot capitalism and fast consumption caused in people's brains, but I'd rather not get TV shows for a while if it means writers get their rights defended and recognized.
Entertainment can't come at the cost of fair pay, healthy work environment and ethical practices.
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block
I feel so defeated and sad. I wonder if sometime in the future, I'll be the one encouraging someone else who feels this way.
I don't like to give up, but what is the point in trying?
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There are 4 Adult attachment styles in relationships:
1. Anxious (also referred to as Preoccupied)
2. Avoidant (also referred to as Dismissive)
3. Disorganized (also referred to as Fearful-Avoidant)
4. Secure
I finally recognize that the person I've been crying over and chasing after has an avoidant attachment type, while I have an anxious attachment type.
He is never going to give me what I need, and he will never try for a relationship again.
I am letting go and I'm moving on.
today i will find out if i am strong enough
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Fog, night.
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See You Space Cowboy
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i forgot what it feels like to love someone
i don't know if i will ever know again
it feels sad to be in this place but after the last year and a half i'm here. i'm thankful to my friends, the one's who've stuck around, if i had to love anyone at all it would be them.
I drink to stay warm
And to kill selected memories Because I just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight I give myself three days to feel better Or I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff
Because if I can't learn to make myself feel better Then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
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第110話 「ウラヌス達の死？ タリスマン出現」
Source: nakamorijuan
he thinks i'm not dangerous. he thinks i don't prompt feeling in the people i meet. he doesn't know how i glow - his eyes are closed. i glow golden and radiate warmth.
at the end of this, he could very well be burnt.
it's been so long since we've spent time in the same place. he doesn't think about my intelligence. he doesn't think about my humor. he doesn't think about my empathy, and he doesn't think about my beauty.
this entire time, he's been the one to proclaim that it is me. i will be hurt. i will be haunted. i guess we'll wait and see.
“And when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want. What do you call it, freedom or loneliness?” - Charles Bukowski
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Tw abuse
I don’t know who (other than me) needs to be reminded of this
But intermittent reinforcement ie love bombing, ghosting, and inconsistent attention is a form of emotional abuse.
Yes there are nuances here for neurodivergency and avoidant folks, but the cycle is harmful to the person on the receiving end of the intermittent reinforcement.
If you are in this type of dynamic noticing yourself acting out of character or feeling unstable, know that is a side effect of abuse.
Healthy love feels like trust, not chaos.
You deserve to feel safe.