had a clear dream with very real fanfic kinda setting in spn universe, i think i cried on the dream
angels did not fall, they had a war. i was in some human’s perspective after the war. there were two emotional scenes:
in the lift, a gentle 5yearold looking angel boy (looks like 5year old) walked into the lift with me, a human girl who also is around 5-8 years old?? i just become friends with him. he is a upstanding gentleman sorta guy. (war has just ended). we were not sure if his old friend/ childhood friend (also a little girl who is a trickster angel) would still be physically around him, since she could be invisible if she chose to. they were on two sides of the war, and the girl angel was about to be a prisoner for crimes she committed. then we saw her shadow from the mirror reflection on the door lift. she was at the corner of the lift. The boy angel, tho know she done things he dun agree with and was on the loser side of the war, still was kind to his old friend for one last time by saying farewell to the invisible friend who wished not to be seen actually. tho she remained invisible after being discovered following them into the lift, he gave her sth like a friendship handshake (like a series of hand sign as a language between them) as a way of saying fairwell with a unfaltered kind smile bc unfixable disagreements aside, they were best friends all their lives, and he knew his old friend cares a lot about him. trickster lil girl was heartbroken. she was on the loser side of the war, about to face punishments. this is the last time she would see the boy she was unrequitedly in love with for the longest time, and he is now standing beside a new found friend, a human girl that he obviously cares about in a different way.
a middle age woman (human) was making a conversation trying to comfort a seemingly sad and heartbroken middle age man (human) that she dunno/ is not close with. turns out they both know some angel friend, so they know about the war. then he was crying, he was breaking down since he can finally talk about it with sb who knew about the war. he hasnt seen his male angel friend who is Balthazar since the war ended, and he was worried sick. he didnt say exactly but shr understand that this male angel friend he talked about was actually a lover to him. they hv no way of finding out about each only angel frd of theirs. but truth is, Balthazar died..
i felt like heartbreaking crying when i woke up lol
it was such an eventful dream with such detail about the alternate universe. i wish i can read a book or watch a tv show about it :(
i write it down for myself to record this bc i wanna stay in this story forever lol
