I just realized how big this blog really is. How many imagines and short fan-fictions there’s really written here. How many words haven’t I, and a few of them Ro, written on this blog?
Bandfancies have existed for over two years now, and I remember that I created this blog because I wanted to combine my love for bands with my passion for writings. And because I wanted to find a way to deal with my depression, my anxiety and my panic attacks.
In these two years I’ve learned a lot. I’ve grown as a writer, as a person and I’ve received both compliments and hate. I’ve gotten to know wearewiththebands Joliet, who became one of my closest friends. She’s my girl, she’s some kind of soulmate. Cheers to her for that.
I no longer have depression, and I don’t get anxiety attacks any more. It happens but it’s over normal things like when you wonder what you’re gonna do with your life, or when you don’t have enough money for bills and things like that. ‘the life anxiety’ as I so kindly calls it.
Right now I’m working on my own book. Which is a huge step because I never thought that I would be able to even begin. But I have. I have started to write it and so far I really like it. If it ever get’s published I will dedicate it to all of you. Who have supported me as a writer, and to continue what I like to do most. to write.
So thank you. All of you. Thank you so much.