I'm angry
I'm so so angry with everyone, with the situation with the realization that all of you learned nothing and probably want me dead.
I can't deal with the fact that it all seems like a great trend of who are the good guys, do you understand how many people were massacred?? it's not about freedom I always hold the belief that all people deserve to live, but somehow I'm a bad person because of the country I'm from. I can't express the betrayal I'm feeling. It's too much. I honestly feel like nothing changed and I'm living in 1939 Germany, how is this even real??
You are all choosing sides like it's a game, it's people's lives we are talking about. Read about the situation for a bit, it's not that simple, and for fuck sake stop supporting terrorism and murder as if it's freedom fighters.
IM SO MAD,
I don't really have the words for how I feel not in English not in my native language, I'm just tired. I can't believe this is the world I need to live in, a world where I have no place.
So, I'm mad, I've reblogged some stuff about the conflict (like that's gonna help HUH)
BUT this is also tumblr, and I want escapism, so I'll gather all my likes, I'll start up my queue again, and I'm gonna unfollow everyone who just implies I should not be alive in this world and I dunno, maybe someday I will less likely want to kill myself. And yes, It's partly your fault.