r.i.p. bad times

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haven’t written a post properly on my computer in a long time but here we go

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sexhaver

that Brian Eno quote about how whatever you find most repulsive about a medium (film grain, record scratches/fuzz, CDs skipping) will be the first thing you try and emulate once that medium is obsolete because it's "the sign of a moment too powerful for the medium assigned to contain it".... man.......

“Whatever you now find weird, ugly, uncomfortable and nasty about a new medium will surely become its signature. CD distortion, the jitteriness of digital video, the crap sound of 8-bit - all of these will be cherished and emulated as soon as they can be avoided. It’s the sound of failure: so much modern art is the sound of things going out of control, of a medium pushing to its limits and breaking apart. The distorted guitar sound is the sound of something too loud for the medium supposed to carry it. The blues singer with the cracked voice is the sound of an emotional cry too powerful for the throat that releases it. The excitement of grainy film, of bleached-out black and white, is the excitement of witnessing events too momentous for the medium assigned to record them.” -Brian Eno

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it’s a real fear that one day i’ll go back to montreal and my grandfather won’t remember me. but today we facetimed and he still said the funny joke he would tell me all the time as a kid and that gave me hope.

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sunflorally

part of being an adult is living with regret and not allowing it to consume you. the older you get, the more mistakes you make, the more opportunities you missed, the more people you’ve let down. forgive yourself. don’t beat yourself up. you’re still learning: this is a journey.

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heeyy-its-aj

God damn I needed this

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i just wanna keep looking for reasons to be sad even when there’s no reason to be and when there’s no reasons i make up reasons in my brain to make me sad which i think is what i’ve done for the last 5 years tbh

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why am i so obesessed with being who i was when i didn’t even like myself back then

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haven’t been sleeping well (maybe slightly on purpose) and picked up nicotine for what was supposed to be an effort to reclaim new secrets (which it still is) but i ended up making it a habit and i thought that would make me happy but i still feel isolated and alone when i really shouldn’t be but subconsciously i think that’s just the way i wanna be forever

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