Being the smallest one out of your group of friends like

Anxiety Starters!

“I don’t know if I can do this…” 

“Will you come with me? I don’t want to go by myself!” 

“I’ll make the call when I’m ready, stop rushing me!” 

“What if I make a mistake?!” 

“There are too many people here…” 

“I-I’m going to go find a quieter place, okay?” 

“I’m sorry, I just can’t do parties…” 

“I can’t even go outside without my chest hurting!” 

“Hey, it’s no big deal, okay? I’ll stay right beside you!” 

“Why are you tapping your leg so much…?” 

         It took some time, but Yuuichi was quite proud of himself. It took a great deal of time to get himself back in order, with the new classes and a graduation coming upon him, there was little time to log in.

         Though, with the lull, now was a good time to enter the game.

          “I wonder how everyone is doing, I must have worried them with not logging in like I normally do,“ the gamer smiled somberly, fiddling with his F2D. The emails were full, and it would take a day to sift through them.

         But right now? He had friends to see, as he slipped the item over his eyes and press “X“ on the control pad…

         {Silabus has logged in}

Endrance was not normally one for outright approaching others.  However, for quite some time, he’d been quietly stewing with news he wanted to share, and the few people he wanted to share it with nowhere in sight.  He waited patiently, day and night, for their arrival.  They were busy, of course, as he must one time have been, as well.  He found things to do in the meantime.

In The World, there were always things to do.  He kept himself easily quite busy, but his thoughts were always drifting back to certain names, certain people, no matter how often he gently reeled them back to whatever task was at hand.

He’d been absent, himself.  It must have been bizarre to see his character offline for so long.  Or perhaps these people he was waiting for, perhaps they had given up on him…

These thoughts came and went.  At last, as he traversed a dungeon alone, Silabus logged in.  The name was enough to give him pause– the Chim Chim he had been after escaped, and he didn’t notice.  Something more important was happening.  After much contemplation, he decided to send a greeting message.

↬You’re back... have you been well..?

        The Blade Brandier moved over to switch servers, until a message popped up before him. It alarmed him how quick it came, but not that much. After all, Silabus half-expected Gaspard to dash right at him and topple the brunet to the ground. Atoli would join to, he would think, and Alkaid and Haseo would probably question why he’s been gone.

        But a message from... Endrance?

        Gold eyes softened after the shock passed, before Yuuichi moved to the keyboard to type into the message box. Silabus smiling just as much as the player as he ticked away his words.

        {>> Yeah. :D I’m alright. I had things to do in the real world, but they’re taken care of now.}

        {>> Where are you? I can meet up if you would like.}

personabrigade:

           He had closed his eyes, listening to Haseo’s long speech, completely understanding what he’s trying to say. If it were Gaspard speaking this, he’d probably feel very guilty keeping some of his sorrows bottled up. They’ve been around one another long enough to notice even a small crack in the other…

           But this? This wasn’t something Gaspard could fix. Something not many could. But to hear Haseo of all people say all of that did bring that smile back, eyes opening with that honest expression showing. 

           “At least your grunty is a lot more manageable than Kuhn’s, I can tell you that much right now,“ he joked, yet it was so very true with how Kuhn handled that damn thing.

           Then, his gaze was focused, the depression gone for this moment, to be fully honest and beam with such a vibrant smile, to accept his verbal request.

           “I’d be honored to Haseo.“

queenrinacat  (via wnq-writers)

          He only stated to leave the place for a bit, but this was not exactly what he had in mind. Not that it was bad or anything, just extremely sudden. The closeness of the Adept Rogue made the brunet shiver unconsciously. It was the sensation that brought that up...

          “Eh?“

           And Silabus just now figured out what exactly he heard, and realized Haseo was being very serious, whispering as well, though his cheeks were quite burning, “W-W- Wait--! W-Won’t we get caught or something?“

Reblog if you're comfortable with RPing same-sex relationships

His body isn’t ready

            Aww, he wasn’t looking prepared for some great scares. That’s okay, Yuuichi will hold onto him for comfort as the movie played... AND THE HORRORS AND JUMP SCARES BEGAN!