im in a crisis
like seriously, i haven't been involved with the boys for almost 5 years (except for listening to harry's music). looking through all these gifs of larry giving each other looks on stage or genuinely enjoying each other's presences hurts me deep in side like it did the first time. I went from knowing which city the boys were in every single day to not even knowing who they are anymore (again, except for harry). It really does hurt, i miss my boys.