I wonder if you'd be upset if I just showed up...

I want to be with you tonight, and every other night, so badly

hopeless romantic only for you.

I need to stop being fucking crazy about this bitch!

I know you aren't into her but I don't trust women, not sorry.

I want you back in everyway and then some

I had an awful dream that you got someone else pregnant and it fucking broke my heart.

I hope that this was just a nightmare and not something that will happen in the future because I will be fucking shattered and I don't know if we could get back from that.

please universe don't let this happen.

reading your texts gives me hope

I miss you so fucking much

it's like I'm being punished

I miss making love with you

I hate myself, looking up her birthday to see if you are compatible.

you aren't but fuck I wish I wasn't so self conscious.

it's hard when I know in the past you've needed someone.

I want to be your someone.

I'm abstinence year, and when I'm not with you. I wish you had said the same...

I guess you're idea and my idea of 'very soon' are very different..

I wonder if you struggle with not texting/calling/seeing me..

it is so painful to not be able to reach you easily

still re-reading your texts

I keep having these terrible dreams that you're with her.

know that I'm the one for you

I keep hoping you text me and tell me you can't handle it either...

why did we need to do this

did you want to do this to be rid of me so you can have someone else?

please don't let that be it.

please don't let it be the ugly toe girl.