back to con merch grind
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hmmmmm despite my VN stories being different every game, since it's always just the same fluffy equation, i'm getting a little self conscious of it and that it's starting to run its course.... EVEN THOUGH that is literally my team's motto, like cute fluffy short and sweet yuri.
idk :thinking:
Seeing a post that you know a mutual will like and reblogging it to add enrichment to their dash like giving a tiger in a zoo a cardboard box
Thanks
huh i didn’t realise that was an actual thing
You didn’t?
My dude
It is Such a Thing
I’m so excited to introduce you to it
udon-udon reblogged
udon-udon reblogged
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in other other news, literally called for an ambulance 2 hours ago but because it's not a dire situation and cause they're busy af rn, we're still anxiously waiting for it to come 🙃 and then proceed to horribly translate cause no one speaks english around here except me. and the whole mood of the family/household is just horrible cause of grandpa's declining health so that's not great for my already declining mental health. i still have to figure out goal setting shit for work too and next week is gonna be swamped as fuck cause my senior officially left last friday, so i now have to do two people's worth of work in a timely manner somehow and we keep signing on more clients when the whole damn company is shorthanded as fuck. we're looking to hire but we don't know when we'll find a good candidate, as well as me needing to figure out how to train them when i barely know how to operate l m a o and then there's the whole con prep shit i still have to work on, i'm losing fuel cause of everything that's going on and i just don't want to do anything, i don't want to go to work, i don't want to work on con prep, i don't want to talk to anyone for the most part, and ugh. And also dealing with crippling low self esteem and confidence so everything licherally sucks right now
even if i want to do stuff to distract myself, i can't even do said things cause i just end up constantly thinking about all my worries and shit and ugh
in other news, i've been feeling super apathetic and not caring lately and i feel bad for declining offers to play games or talk, but I just don't feel like doing anything lately....
Happy Birthday Big Meow!! I drew her way too innocent looking here, but she can be cute sometimes too i guess
🧡🎂🧡🎂🧡
curiosity KILLING THE DAMN CAT
i went from being straight, to "i really love yuri, but I could never see myself dating a girl", to "I think i'm bi", to "I'm bi but i lean HEAVILY towards girls", to now where I think I'm just gay, periodt