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Harder Than Ever Before

oh my.  

this is so perfect.

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@sprimkle-kloud

The Crying Book, Heather Christle

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from I’m Somewhere Else, “Max is a Miracle”

The best advice I’ve heard on how to get through college with a developmental disability when there are zero accommodations for executive dysfunction. You can’t let anyone else try to live your life for you, and you cannot worry about “doing things right”. Also: none of the things described here as “cheating” are ACTUALLY cheating.

when mitski said all of this turbulence wasn’t forecasted apologies from the intercom and i am relieved that i’d left my room tidy they’ll think of me kindly when they come for my things they’ll never know how i’d stared at the dark in that room with no thoughts like a blood-sniffing shark and while my dreams made music in the night carefully i was going to live you wouldn’t leave till we loved in the morning you’d learned from movies how love ought to be and you’d say you love me and look in my eyes but i know through mine you were looking in yours and did you know the liberty bell is a replica silently housed in its original walls and while its dreams played music in the night quietly it was told to believe i always wanted to die clean and pretty but i’d be too busy on working days so i am relieved that the turbulence wasn’t forecasted i couldn’t have changed anyways i am relieved that i’d left my room tidy Goodbye

PRIDE AND PREJUDICE (2005) dir. Joe Wright

i think the funniest and realist thing i’ve realized lately is how troubling idealization can be. every person is just… a person. the very people you want to impress or be apart of are just people. even if they seem wildly intimidating because of the way they look or because of their reputation, every one is just a person. human. as embarrassing, as remorseful and they are going through stages of growth just like you are. we only see what we want to see and then drown ourselves further in our own depression and we don’t have to.

truly and i am learning the less i idealise others, the more willing i am to meet people where they are warts n all. and the more willing i am to show myself too and bring my whole self into things. my own embarrassment becomes a new normal and fine thing. stumbling becomes more endearing.

Kittyinva: 1920-26 c. Three tabard-style evening dresses. Obviously these were worn over an inner slip. From Augusta Auctions.

im trying to cope and the landlord is just moving shit through the house for hours she comes like every other day for hours because shes selling the place for profit scream scream scream

we have about 45 days to vacate so this lady can make 100k and shes up our asses and shes not compensating us and we cant exercise any tenant rights bc shes sarahs family aaaaaaaaaaaa

theyre replacing all the floors while we are living here im gonna freak out

uuuuu so its my birthday in a week if anyone wants to help make this transition easier on me and my partner that would be sick. im trans and autistic and this time last year i was homeless. we have a little money saved but we're having a lot of trouble finding housing and might need to work from an airbnb or something to transition without losing our new jobs.

paypal.me/atlpond

cashapp/venmo: $/@swordquest

anything helps. blessings ✨🙇🏻‍♀️✨

arundhati roy

Ask Polly: How Am I Supposed to Make Friends in My Late 20s?

Hi it’s me Jess! And I’m asking for your help!!!

I have a couple of posts on here asking for donations but reblogs and donations have slowed down!

I know and realize and recognize that things are very tough on everyone right now but sometimes posts with a lot of texts people skip over (understandable I have undiagnosed adhd)

What is this post about you ask!?? It’s to help me move!!

I’ve been through quite a lot these last couple of years (a physically emotionally and mentally abusive relationship) two emotionally and mentally abusive friendships by people I have known for years. Racism at my job and in my town and like.......this whole entire country. I’m currently stuck in the good ole Midwest and even though my town counts itself as “liberal” and “progressive” it’s ripe with racism. Not to mention the town I am is full of abusers. (Included the three that I dealt with last year)

I’m trying to move out of my town and finally live life for myself in a new environment where I don’t have to be worried about literally physically bumping into one of my abusers in the supermarket.

If you can’t donate plsssssss reblog this post or any of my other posts you might come across.

My gofundme is here: https://gf.me/u/y7g3vh

💖My Venmo is: rosyish

💖My cashapp is: $rosyish

Literally even a couple of bucks count and go straight into my savings account for moving because I’m so deadly serious about moving from this town.

I mentally cannot spend another year here and my last therapy session even my therapist said moving would help immensely for my mental health!

Every donation goes to relocation costs, necessities, moving truck, insurance, food, and a nurse to come by my home to help my mom because I will not be home to take care of her and hopefully a pet fee so I can take my beautiful lovely dog Luna.

If you’re interested I have an onlyfans (currently 50% off) and I will be opening my online shop in December. Pls message me about either.

Again pls reblog if you cannot donate.

I’m so eternally grateful to everyone who has followed me over the years, has sent me kind messages, my friends who have supported and loved me through my hardships these past few years, to the people who have donated, to the people who have reblogged, and for the people who have helped me achieve my goal.

Thank youuuuu so much. 💖💖💖

Hello donations have slowed and my goal is to move by June pls reblog and donate if you can!!

My PayPal is

https://paypal.me/Rosyish?locale.x=en_US

My goal is to apartment shop in MAY and then move in JUNE/JULY

The notes on this do NOT match my goal which is not at the halfway point. Pls reblog