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Knight for Life

@virginiacountryboy / virginiacountryboy.tumblr.com

Hey! So I’m Tyler, or Ty. I like to shoot, I like to drive, and often times I find myself writing. I’m a FireFighter/EMT by trade, Robin Hood was my idol growing up, and I am all about getting to meet new people. Anything else, just ask!
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Nissan 300 ZX Twin Turbo 

Launched in 1989, Nissan’s Z32 300ZX was the fourth generation of the famous Z-car, a completely fresh design featuring an all aluminium 24 valve engine displacing three litres, a decent handling chassis boasting five link independent rear suspension and radical new bodywork that retained the signature Targa roof. The Z32 was packed with technology under the bonnet and a long list of luxury features inside; electronic climate control, air conditioning, central locking, electronic remote control on the mirrors, power windows, halogen headlamps, a leather-wrapped steering wheel, handbrake lever and gear knob gave the car a quality feel in keeping with the hefty price tag.   Tthe twin turbo engine produces300bhp and a top speed of 155mph. The traditional front engine and rear wheel drive layout, combined with the twin turbos make this an exciting car to drive.

Also it was limited to 155.

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I don’t know where to go

When you step outside and you stare up at the night sky, do you feel like you’ve done enough? Or do you feel like you need to do more? Like there’s something else out there...something greater you’re to be accomplishing, somewhere else you’re supposed to be? Do you feel out of place?

When you step outside and stare up at the night sky, do you feel small? Do you feel like maybe in another life, you’d be enough? Do you feel like maybe in another life, you’d be the person you want so badly to be and you’d have taken the opportunities you wish you had taken? Like maybe you’d feel complete and happy?

When you step outside, and stare up at the night sky...do you feel something more reaching out for you, trying desperately to pull you in?

Because I do. 

...and maybe that’s the curse of growing up with the internet. Or maybe I was doomed from watching too many movies of adventure and being the hero and celebrating the world around you. I don’t know. I’ll never know, but I don’t know that I want to know. But what I do know, is I’m lost. I always feel lost. For years now I have felt so disappointed in myself, in the person I’ve become and the life that I’ve lived. What happened to me? Where did I go? And how do I find myself again? This guy that I’ve become is not the Man that I set out to be. This can’t be who I’m supposed to be. This can’t be where I’m supposed to be. I want to find home. But I don’t even know where home is anymore.

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Learning the difference between appreciating someone and making them feel appreciated.

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