agitur;

If I am ignoring you, I apologize. I become distracted and will focus on one thing a while. Sometimes I’m just emotionally overwhelmed and I have to lay down for a while. I’m not ignoring you because it’s you it’s because life is distracting and hard and so sometimes I just need to stop talking to people and sometimes I do that suddenly.

             ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ＨＥＬＬ ɪs. 

                                             Hell is waking up everyday             believing that the suffering you’re doing in life hasｍｅａｎｉｎｇ.                                                                That, somehow, if you endure it,                                                                                           you gain ναℓυαвℓє lessons. 

                         The truth is, sometimes you just suffer. 

                                                                                            [There is no meaning.]

                 your head is both lonely & crowded ;           a hundred different versions of yourself and                not a single one understands the rest.

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Doctor's notes –– 5 May 1945

Comrade Karpov's package arrived this morning, though whether we will be able to get anything useful  from  it  is  as  yet  unknown.    The physician aboard Comrade Karpov's submarine has speculated  that  the  subject's  immersion  in freezing  water  may  have  preserved  him,  as it prevented his wounds –– consisting of several severe lacerations on the left side of his body and the loss of his left arm at the shoulder –– from  bleeding  out.  Since  they  had  not  the facilities to test this theory onboard,   he was kept  in  cold  storage  until   he  could  be transported              to              Moscow.

They  have  told  me  he  was  on a plane which exploded,  but  I  doubt  this.  He  must  have leaped before the  blast.   From the appearance of his wounds, he was in close proximity to a small  explosion,  perhaps  twenty  feet  away, already   falling   to   the   water    below.

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