subtext & headaches & hand grenades

Murdoch Mysteries is my comfy cozy murder show 90% of the time. The other 10% is devastation.

George Crabtree was such a good wingman in 21x17, and it surprised me. Not that I didn't think he would 100% want to push Watts in the direction of happiness, but rather that the writers let him do it.

So much of Watts's romantic arcs have been about secrecy and danger. Crabtree was the first to know Watts was gay (in one of the very next episodes Watts was in!), but no one has really talked with Watts about it, they just skirt around the subject matter. Like it can't be said out loud.

But here Crabtree is making hints and jokes and eyeing the two of them and it's so so refreshing. It gives the romance the lighthearted feel that it should have! Not everything was doom and gloom, and after multiple failed romances I'm glad Watts seems to have found a kinder one. Let's hope it stays that way.

I've reached a point in my Fandom Engagement where like. I'm not specifically looking for "problematic" ships but I am pretty aggressively disinterested in ships that feel like they were crafted in a lab to be as unproblematic as possible.

And like, when I say Avoiding Problematic Stuff, I don't mean things like "don't ship those two, they're brothers" or anything that might reasonably be a real issue. I mean shit like desperately trying to avoid age gaps between adults, and making sure characters never had anything an even slightly adversarial relationship, or even a professional relationship, at any point in their history. Things that nobody except insane people online could possibly find to be a Red Flag

Buck survived an emergency tracheotomy, having his leg crushed by a ladder truck, a tsunami, a pulmonary embolism, being struck by lightning and dying for three minutes and seventeen seconds all in the span of six(ish) Tim Minear years without any long term effects but sure let’s draw the line of disbelief at him being attracted to another dude that’s not Eddie.

I know, everyone and their mom is tired of seeing this from me, but I'm seconds away from a total mental breakdown about this at any given moment.

I took all of my money, all of the cash we had in the rainy day jar, and even pulled the < $1 I had from my savings account to pay the second half of rent for the month. After that, I am at -$575.

Because my employer is only giving me $25 a week during my medical leave (< $10 after tax), and I have no idea when I'm going to actually get money from the state. I have another job I'm pursuing (just praying I get called back for the working interview or at least an answer this week), but I won't get paid from that until I actually get the job and, you know, actually start working.

I just want to have positive money at the end of the month, so that rent will actually take out of my account again. It's going to put me back in the toilet after that, but I just want to know we'll be able to keep our apartment in May, you know?

I can't even keep Dashing because my car has no gas in it. I'm not getting Etsy orders. I'm stuck at home while Kit is at work and I hate that I can't do anything to help right now. Any little amount will be helpful, or even a reblog if you can't give anything right now.

paypal venmo: amwallace95 etsy

so far: 70/600

Y’all I can’t believe the “whistleblower assassination” and “literally falling apart in the sky” company is being represented by a man named Rich White

You could not call a character this in a movie because everyone would say “that’s not realistic” and yet!

Murdoch Mysteries: Why is Everybody Singing? (Official Soundtrack) — Songs written and produced by Paul Aitken, Jono Grant & Robert Carli

absolutely insane how Tommy makes Buck, an objectively brick shithouse of a man, look normal sized in comparison. Lou Ferrigno Jr the man that you are

“His dad was the hulk” well excuuuuse me for not being born in the one thousands

did you…. Did you say the one thousands

when a centaur dies, the horse half obviously goes to hell, but the human half ascends to heaven, detached and missing its lower horse body, forced to go about the rest of its afterlife mourning the loss of something vile and profane, which is in a sense its own kind of hell

This forces the question: If you baptize a centaur, and let’s say full immersion of the entire centaur to head off tedious arguments, is the whole thing considered washed clean of sin and so forth, or just the human portions of the centaur?

If you baptize a centaur you are sent to hell immediately

sorry about my constant depressive episodes. its just that i have issues and also problems

magneto is actually so so chill for a guy who can throw buses at people. if i could throw buses at people i would never not be throwing buses at people

by anti-workshop

no consuming this media isnt enough i need to go on a walk and think about it to music