born again

how many calories does being an overly sensitive bitch burn

when richard papen said “i felt my existence was tainted, in some subtle but essential way” i felt that

Let's run through the forest and play hide and seek among the trees. I'll see the sun dappled across your smiling face and fall that much more in love.

something in the dark… (2019)

The Age of Innocence (1993)

‘The Planet Venus’ - Luis Ricardo Falero

i need to remember to stop belittling my fatigue and general lack of motivation for things as “laziness” and instead start recognizing them as my being chronically ill

The majority of schizophrenic people have a need to talk about their thoughts and experiences just like everyone else, so please be aware that sometimes we don’t need you to tell us it isn’t real or that we’re sick, we just want you to listen and be empathetic just like you want people to when you’re ranting to a friend about your day and the thoughts in your head.

it’s time to stop telling psychotic people they’re spiritually gifted because the moment you do that the psychotic person you just said that to has a 99.9% chance of having some kind of mentally tolling response. basically: shut up, neurotypicals.

Delusion in my brain: Factual. Cannot be disputed. Makes complete sense and connects to everything

Delusion when typed in explanation to someone: Complete fucking gibberish. Clearly I was never meant to explain anything ever.

*banging pots and pans together* believe it or not some of us with delusions are actually aware of our delusions and we know its not real and its tearing us apart inside but sadly it doesnt feel any less real to us aAAAaAAah

lately there have been too many days like in a row

AH!!! I finally finished it, here is the 100+ follower special, a comic of how I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia! I want to tell you all that it means the world to me to gain this support, and I implore you to spread this comic in hopes that my adventure can enlighten and help others, too. Thank you, 

— Fernando Pessoa  (via paper-fairy)