an update to this post.

if you don’t use instagram, then you can message me on discord too. if it’s just to talk about what happened, or you want someone to listen. i’m here for you all, even if i haven’t been active here in many years. you all have been in my thoughts through the years.

my discord is Heyoitsida#9117 💕

imagine being a teenager battling with depression, anxiety, eating disorder and a toxic relationship. then you find out about this charismatic, kind, fun youtuber and start to watch them. you get into drawing, writing, you become a more social person because of them. your life becomes more meaningful, because they like or replies to your drawings of them.

and then after a few years of being so grateful of them you find out that they have been a predator and used their power in a very wrong way.

i am so thankful that i never was one of them who got hurt. my thoughts are with them who had to experience all of the fuckery.

if you ever need to talk about what’s happened, you can send me a message here, or on instagram @heyoitsida

i love you all, please stay safe and take care of yourself and those affected <3

Hi everybody

You probably don’t remember me. Back in 2011 or 2012 I was more active here, especially in the Cryaotic tag. Things changed a lot, and in the past 4 years I haven’t posted here almost at all.

I haven’t forgotten Tumblr or the people here. I just haven’t had motivation or time or inspiration or anything to keep on blogging. But it has changed now.

I will no longer post on this blog, because I need a fresh start. I will still keep this blog, just because I want a place to come to when I want to look back to those golden days. From now on I will post here. If you want to support my photography (or art in general) or just want to know what I’m up to, then please go follow. I will follow you right back.

I’ve missed you.

Look at this fluffy little baby who finally came home yesterday ❤

So hi

i’m back.

how’s everyone doing ?