into the wild
There have been some unfortunate turmoil bubbling in my cauldrine these past few days. I am alone here at school, no one to share time with to distract me of my sorrows of being such an individual. I am a pathetic person, passing up opportunities to attend themed parties and drunken bafoons filling their glutton bodies with guzzled beer head and yager bombs. Instead I sit in my bed, filled with chip crumbs and empty cans of ginger ale, staring blankly at a computer screen filled with an infinate number of pixels creating a picture for me to gaze at for hours on end... No wonder I have a head ache. I will admit to taking breaks from such a saddened waste of time to do more important things; like draw a picture or read a book. Last night I managed to read over 150 pages in one sitting, never to leave for the bathroom or for a snack. I had no idea where the time went, I just sat there and time was the least of my worries. Instead I was fixated, fascinated, practically turned on by the words that Krakuer had formed together into a book titled "Into The Wild." It is an inspiration to me, not because of McCandless himself, but just for the mere fact that his doing what he wanted had no effect on others, yet he seemed to influence a handful of people who didn't do shit with their lives. He was a rare character. A fine source of being who actually acted upon what he aspired to do with his life. Many people can't take that risk... but it shouldn't be so risky in the first place. He is more brave than I will ever be, and if there are people even braver... it doesn't mean anything. Chris still did something that many other people couldn't do. The others if there are any should be admired just as much, but McCandless happened to be the only one that made sense of a lot of the things he wrote. Many people who ventured the same as McCandless were usually insane or someone in the bloodline was. McCandless isn't Jesus, that's not what I'm saying at all. But he's close to it and I feel as though Krakuer depicted the significance behind revealing the unidentified .