Reflecting

I want to thank Taylor for allowing her music to help pull me through something so heartbreaking . Just a week or so after tour in Sydney , I had to through a Uber hard decision and I had a abortion. I had no choice as my partner and I had no stable jobs , my parents couldn’t have the baby in their house , my partners house was full of negativity and we had no savings . On the day of the surgery I wore the green reputation pocket shirt during surgery and heard love story during a panic attack that calmed me down and I named my new bear Taylor just before going under Two days later I went to a friends funeral and New Year’s Day and I almost do were played as tribute songs . I went to tafe on the last day and I couldn’t afford to go out for lunch with my friends and teachers and I ended up crying and my best friend put on Shake it off for me to help calm me down and my teacher paid for my lunch . I just want to thank Taylor for helping me through the worst fortnight of my life and I would love to one day thank her properly @taylorswift @taylornation

I’ll just stumble on home to my cats... alone

Section 622 Row 20 Seats 28-30

@taylorswift @officialtaylornation @oldtayswiftisdead

Went to Madam Tussaud’s this morning in Sydney to visit Taylor 😍 As some people won’t know this yet .... I’m carrying a new little person @taylorswift I hope you see this as I’m battling the heat whilst two months pregnant.

Morning all ,

I’m headed off on my first solo flight to Sydney !!!!! I’m seeing Miss Swift tonight and I’m petrified but I’m excited . Been up with Nausea all night as I found out I’m pregnant so a new baby swiftie is on the way in 2019 x

@taylorswift

I usually don’t post things like this but on Friday I am flying up on my own to Sydney to see you again with @oldtayswiftisdead and our friend Georgia . It’s the first time I have ever travelled anywhere alone and having an Autism Spectrum Disorder and Anxiety, it is a really big thing for me . I wanted to also thank you for bringing these two into my life because if you didn’t I wouldn’t be myself otherwise and we would love to meet you x

Let me tell you a little story @taylorswift

3 years ago at 1989, I found out a mutual friend of mine and some other swifties , could not attend your show in Sydney , Australia due to some not so nice people causing some mischief . I then , with a group of my friends , took her to your show in Melbourne on the 10th of December.

Fast forward almost three years to the day and I am now participating in a pay it forward event that was co organised by @bigbroswift called Rep Aid . Tomorrow I’m helping out a friend named Sarah and another lovely Swiftie named Claire and I haven’t felt more better about myself as I would really prefer to surround myself in positivity

I really hope to meet you on day @taylorswift

When @taylorswift is me when I go hiking in a national forest and looking fly while doing it . You’re so gorgeous , I can’t say anything to your face , but look at your face .

Hey Taylor ,

A year ago you brought out reputation and the magazines that came along with it and I just adored you in the photo and knew instantly what I was going to recreate for tour .

Each patch on my jacket represents something from reputation and soon I will add the tour patches to represent where I have been.

The past year I have found myself in the depths of a sudden change in my reputation, including a change of friendships and relationships.

I will be in Level 3 Section 13 Row T seats 85-87 if you would like to find me .

I can’t wait to party with you and I will see you soon .

Love Paige

This is my outfit for the show in Melbourne on the 26th of October . It’s my favourite thing I have ever done but this tour is also laced with anxiety .

I have had a triple diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder , Depression and Anxiety since 2007 at the age of 15 . I have loved Taylor since I first discovered her on YouTube in 2006 and she has been a constant calming influence in my life and has pulled my mental health through a ton of different changes. She has been with me since I was in high school then through university and now as I have a new job as a disability support worker. I’m now almost about to turn 27 in December 3 years since her first 1989 tour show in Melbourne .

During the Melbourne show , I hope to go through at least one concert without having a meltdown and a sensory overload outburst where I will start stimming and enjoy it as much as I can .

I will be sitting in Level Three Section 13 Row T seats 85-87 with my friend Sarah and a new Swiftie Claire

@taylorswift @taylornation

I hope to meet you some day soon

All i want to do is go back to 1989 and seeing Taylor Swift because I was in my happy place

Melbourne outfit reveal

This took me a year to make and I’m so happy with how it turned out . When the reputation magazines came out and the I saw the photo, I knew this was going to be what I wanted to create as Taylor looked gorgeous .

I themed the jacket around Getaway Car as it is also my tumblr handle . This album and especially this song means so much to me and also each patch that I have sewn on has a meaning .

I’m hoping that no-one has done this before and I can’t wait to see Taylor in less than a week.

@taylorswift @taylornation

Thank you so much for being a constant for me in life and thank you for being a wonderful person .

You will be able to find me in Level 3 Section 13 Row T Seats 85-87

See you on Friday the 26th