deep, rooted fear

Aries: powerlessness, losing a sense of their own self, never achieving their goal, losing their  flame, being seen/described as incapable and being underestimated, life being dull, plain and grey - and they are a part of it

Taurus: losing what is most important to them (materialistic/security/loved ones), never being able to expand themselves and being stuck on something they don’t want/think they don’t deserve, not reaching a higher level and worries A LOT about the future and how it might look like 

Gemini: being ‘caged’ in their own mind, being seen as stupid or of unsound mind, having no real connection to anything and anyone, being scattered and all over the place (internal), being judged for their words/intellect

Cancer: the future, never forgetting past trauma/overcoming sadness, not being able to let go, being used, showing their soft side, showing their real selves and coming out of their shell, having no home

Leo: being exposed to every flaw and insecurety they have, never being able to shine and show their true self, being lost, having no energy/optimism to go on, trusting the wrong ones too easily, not having the life they always wanted/admired

Virgo: being a failure to themselves and anyone else, losing control over their life, not being able to go on anymore, paranoia of everything that could go wrong, exposing themselves too early/easily

Libra: never finding the one, feeling no fulfillment deep within, feeling like a ghost/having no real face, not being satisfied themselves,giving too much, being hurt/forgotten, being completely alone

Scorpio: being hurt/exposed, letting the wrong ones in, (past) trauma, never healing scars, love (loving oneself and being loved), opening up, becoming the demon and the demons of the world/life, losing

Sagittarius: being trapped and caged, never being able to feel life, being exposed to their feelings and showing their caring/loving side, never being able to win (due to running away from their problems), never being truly content

Capricorn: being stuck on lower grounds, always losing, never winning, their hard built up reputation being shattered, losing what’s most important for them, inner conflicts and hidden emotions - not being able to express them and compensate for it, 

Aquarius: being the madman and not the genius they wish to be, being lost in the world, an inner standstill, having no one by their side, being alone, being judged for what they are inside, not knowing the answer/being completely hopeless

Pisces: never being able to truly love/be loved, being lost in their own mind/trauma, afraid of being hurt and used, an inner trance that they can not escape, a martyrer that is shamelessly sacrificed and will never be recognized, no understanding for their view/opinions

Can You Accept My Flaws?

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PSA - Change of Name

So as most of you know I pretty much quit Tumblr, deleted all of my blogs and retired Nala as a character entirely. So it’s about time to change the blog over to who took her place. 

Meet Cortorosa Sangue’alah.

She will be taking over the page in the next few days since she’s been my main RP toon for the past few months anyways. The name of the blog will change as well as all of it’s aesthetics. 

Warped Wednesday

Special Guest: Oh… you’ve really done it now…

The very fabric of reality has been torn open through the use of portals through time and space! And now the multiverse of Tumblr is spewing together! And in the midst of it.. we have found… 

Modern AU Dura: .. Duraxxors… Duras.. even..

Female AU Dura: .. You may call me Double D, boys.~

These two will be headlining Warped Wednesday with your’s truly to enjoy the blending of cultures sand influences in the world of Multi-Immersion! Want to know about a different Dura? We have your answer! Perhaps you wish to join in their story? Let’s talk. Have an idea or something wonderful or fun to speak of? Come on down! No question or statement is too good or too bad for us!

Submit questions and statements to Dura, Mod Dura, or DD about their experiences, their differences, or even come by simply to part with the madness. Or, if you’d like something a bit more chaotic, add RANDOM and we will pull a different Universe Dura from the Rift to answer! 

Limitless. Non-canonical Fun. NSFW may apply!

What a quiet morning we are having today, folks. Everyone must have a case the Monday and are still drinking their coffee. Perhaps I should take the time to present this piece..

*Pulls out the artwork for today*

*Aiden and Raven’s eyes both widen*

Raven: Dad? Is that you as a kid?

Aiden: Why do you look so sad?..

Yes, Raven, that was indeed me, Many, many moons ago. As for your question Aiden.. well.. let’s just say your old man had a hard way of life…

Memorial Monday

Special Guests: Raven Lynn Daevara and Aiden Durand Daevara

Welcome back to Du®ality! We are on day 2 of this special event!

Today is Memorial Monday and I will be joined by the blood of my blood, Raven my daughter and and Aiden my son! They are here to assist me with the family matters of the past and present! 

Raven: Dad, maybe they want to ask me or Aiden something about ourselves, not just you..

Of course, sweetheart, that is a part of this event, it isn’t just about a single person. This day is dedicated to all who have impacted the storyline!  Aiden, are you ready?!

Aiden: On with the show!!

Submit questions or state opinions about the Lord’s history. Whether it’s about friends, family, lovers, or foes alike! If you wish to speak with Raven or Aiden, by all means, just make sure to verify whom you are speaking with! 

And remember. NO LIMITS. NON-CANON. HAVE FUN! 

Alphus Durand Daevara and the Daevara family

Du(r)ality ~ Art Giveaway!

Want to look like your host, Dura? Or perhaps you would prefer a more villainous approach, such as these ladies? Well then I have good news for you! My Mun has tasked me with giving away a raffle drawing of 6-6-6 winner! 

All you have to do is participate in the event and submit a number between 1-100 for a roll system drawing on the evening of Fantastic Friday, June 16th! All prizes will be pencilwork drawn by the hand of the creator himself with a Muse of your choice! 

Sign up now before it’s too late!

Alphus Durand Daevara 

Speakout Sunday

*microphone interference*

Hello everyone and welcome to Du®ality! This is your host, Dura and today is Speakout Sunday! So please come on over and meet your’s truly! Don’t be shy, I am excited to meet every single one of you! I am here to also answer your questions regarding information about myself! Whether you are new or well acquainted. I am here for you!

I promise… I won’t bite.. 

Or maybe I will… 

Submit a question or statement in my inbox regarding Lord Daevara’s key information. If you wish to create a meet-and-greet post instead of posting within my inbox, be my guest! Just make sure to tag duraxxor and I will post to it as quick as possible! Submission are also accepted!

And remember, every single one of you have no limit to questions and to have fun!

This is all non-canon interaction and designed to get to know each other!

Alphus Durand Daevara

Announcement: Du(r)ality!

Duraxxor is proud to present the Duraxxor Convention with it’s official title:  Du®ality! Bringing it to you hear on Tumblr!

Celebrating the 6th Anniversary as stated many days ago through a message from yours truly, Dura is hosting a 7 day event that will give the fellow readers a chance at limitless fun of their own! ( Keep in mind that nothing that actually happens at this event will be canon nor will it affect anyone’s story, so please, don’t take it all completely seriously except when asking serious questions.)

Have fun and be respectful of one another and the event. Otherwise, No Rules. No Limits on the questions you may ask, each one will gain an answer, whether it be serious or not.

“I want to encourage all types of writing to come forward and interact without the limitations of canonical physics.” A recent topic I brought up to one of my good friends and my goal here isn’t simply feeding into the character, but to also feed the community and pull you in with an entirely different direction!

Event Scheduling is provided below —-

June 11th, Speakout Sunday - Du®ality kicks off with a start and the doors open to all that are welcome! This will be the day where All may introduce themselves to the Lord Daevara himself as he explains who he is to all the newcomers. All may speak and give a shout out to the Dark Father himself!

June 12th, Memorial Monday - Day two of the event and it will be a day where the Lord touches up on his memories that he had regained on him amnesiac state, from childhood all the way to the Beast Arc, there are no limits to the questions one can ask about the monster’s memorial. There will also be a Tribute to those that are no longer present.

June 13th, Twisted Tuesday - Have something you want to confess to the Lord? Perhaps you wish to indulge or introduce something new to him? Or maybe you would just like to ask him something that would literally catch him off guard? Once again, Dura will be interactive to all and will touch up on some of the immoral acts he has committed through out his history. Viewer Discretion is advised.

June 14th, Warped Wednesday - The ritual is set and the Temple arches will light a new. Portals burst forth of variety and from within comes the universe’s unexpected. Alternate Universes of Azeroth, Earth, and the Unknown will be accessible to the Twisted Temple and all are welcome to question Dura.. or should I say, Duras?

June 15th, Torch Thursday - Have you ever wanted to take a shot at the big man himself right where it hurts: The Pride? Well, now you can! We are going to strap Alphus to a chair and let YOU roast the sadomasochistic assassin as the tides turn against him. But, maybe, just maybe, if you are good, you may get a chance to do more than verbally bash him?

June 16th, Fantastic Friday - 666 folks. No I’m not talking about the number of the beast. I am speaking of June (06) 1(6)th of 2017, the 6th year mark for Duraxxor in his storyline of the Warcraft Universe. Basically, it’s his Birthday and this is your chance to say something in honor of his birthing. All gifts may be hand given personally! This day will also be the Day that a drawing will be done for your chance at free pencil art of your very own character! Details will be provided.

June 17th, Sayonara Saturday - The Goodbye show where everyone kicks off with a finale to Du®ality. But, folks, hold on to your seats because this is also the Day where we close off with a few spoilers in the upcoming story of Daevara himself!

Once more, thank you to all the followers, readers, and the roleplaying community that have given us a reason to continue! We hope to see you there!

Please! Like and Reblog this! Spread the word!

Alphus Durand Daevara

A Message -- From Dura!

Good Morning, Ladies and Gentlemen. In case you didn’t already know, my name is Alphus Durand Daevara, or simply call me Dura. Though, I believe most of you already knew that part. And it seems that I have been tasked to speak for my writer this morning on the regards of some news.. so let’s get down to all that good stuff, shall we? And no.. I don’t mean the bloodbaths and the half nudity that you all seem to love.. bunch of heathens.

*smirks and clears throat*

Chapter 5 - Although it has been a while since we’ve seen it. It would seem that the next chapter within the Beast Arc will be placed on hold for the time being. That’s right folks, even the diabolical Lindeara and her bi- I mean witches need a break every so often. Oh, but don’t worry, Chapter 5 will be here sometime within the late June or July of this year. I can’t wait to see what sort of hell I’m going to be getting into soon..

Raven Daevara - Ah, yes, my daughter, this is just a friendly reminder that she also has a separate blog of her own if you feel the need to speak or socialize with the blood of my blood. Trust me, she can be quite the fun spar or even good for a girl’s night out. And let us not forget that Raven is the grea- Wait a minute.. Raven did you write this?! @raven-daevara

*watches Raven make a run for it*

Thank you - And as always, thank you from the Mun and your’s truly for following and supporting the Duraxxor Blog… wait.. is that it? Okay, well I’m out of here…

*turns away from the audience and vanishes in the puff of black smoke*

…. *megaphone ambience*

NOW FOR THE MOMENT YOU’VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!

STARTING JUNE 11TH AND ENDING ON JUNE 17TH, WILL BE THE WEEK WHERE ME, THAT’S RIGHT, DURA, TAKES OVER THIS BLOG ALONG WITH A FEW OTHER SPECIAL GUESTS THAT WILL BE LISTED BELOW! IT’S DU-DU-DURA-PALOOZA! DURAXPO! DURA-CON!

Oh for the love of all that is unholy…

IT’S A CELEBRATION DEDICATED TO THE 6 YEARS OF STORY AND INVOLVEMENT! IN OTHER WORDS, MY WORLD OF WARCRAFT BIRTHDAY! AND THE MUN HAS DECIDED WHAT BETTER WAY TO DO IT THAN TO PUT ME IN THE CHAIR TO ANSWER ALL OF YOUR LOVELY QUESTIONS AND EVEN INTERACT WITH YOU MUNS AND MUSES OUT THERE!

THERE IS ONLY ONE RULE! ALL HATE MAILERS WILL BE IMPALED ON A SPEAR… JUST KIDDING! THE RULE IS TO HAVE FUN! THERE WILL BE NO NUMERICAL LIMITS TO THE QUESTIONS YOU MAY ASK!

EACH DAY FROM THE START TO FINISH WILL CONSIST OF DIFFERENT THEMES AND DIFFERENT TYPES OF EVENTS THAT TAKE PLACE IN THIS WEEK-LONG EVENT!

SO COME ON DOWN AND LET’S ALL HAVE A BLOODY GOOD TIME!

Special Guests include: Other WoW muses from your’s truly whether they are heroes, villains, or even in between, Alternate Universe Duraxxors, even muses that none have even seen, and let us not forget everyone that actually particpates, because everyone of you is what makes all this possible!

No gnomes, goblins, or even humans were harmed in the creation of this event..

Scratch that… one of the goblins just blew up…

ALPHUS DURAND DAEVARA

Raven's Message

“ Noiryn..” softly said Raven, daughter of Lord Daevara. Her white locks were curled and glow just as the complexion of her skin. Her lips painted an onyx coloration, blending in with the darkened eye shadow and the silky dress combination that included what appeared to be.. combat boots?

“ If you could see me right now.. you’d likely poke at me for wearing a dress.. but I’ll be damned if I don’t wear a pair of shit kickers to your funeral.” She would softly laugh at the reference to what Noiryn termed any type of work boot, whether leather or plate, worn by a woman.

Within Raven’s hands lied a six string electronic guitar that was nestled up against her chest. Her right hand consistently strummed the dropped D strong, projecting a soft yet deep rumble through a speaker in the back ground.

As she casted her gaze outside, she would seem the backyard the preparations being made. Wood was being distributed amongst a metallic table, forming a pyre upon a stage like object. Dominic and Seri were both out there as well, two of Raven’s closest childhood friends, setting up electrical equipment, speakers, and a microphone on a stand.

“ Noiryn..” She would say once again, striking the G and the D in unison. “.. when this is all over.. I’m going to help Dad.. I’m going to become much stronger and protect my family.. I..”

She would sniffle a moment as she ceased to speak, bringing her right hand with a tissue in toe to wipe her eyes, already did she mess up her make-up. However, that was the least of her worries right now.

“ I..” She clenched her teeth behind her inked lips as she said,“.. I will give them hell! I’ll give them so much hell they will wish they had never came back from the Twisting Nether!”’

The depth of her words were invoked through a harmonic, high pitched solo that she played with rapid precision. As the notes rained, so too did the tears of the step child that cherished her.

“ But Noiryn.. before I do that… I want to play you some music.. do you… do you want to sing with me?” She would bring both her boots to step flat off the bed, her dress now cascaded to her knees. The cord to the guitar unhooked and dropped to her floor as she wiped away the eye shadow, no longer worried about redoing it.

She put on that trademark Daevara grin and said,“ Let’s do this, one more time Noiryn..” The thoughts of the time they spent on their walks in the Ghostlands lingered as she stepped from her quarters. [[ tags: @mindofnala @duraxxor ]]

honoring the black lily

 It’s a hard thing to watch people you care about go through so much pain. Vivianna was caught in the tide of Noiryn’s passing as father and daughter, two of her closest friends mourned the passing of their wife and step-mother. She offered support and comfort but felt at a loss of what to do really. Having never actually met Noiryn despite the plethora of wonderful tales having been told about her.

 She knew of Dura’s undying love for the woman, of her great honor and skill in battle, and how her children looked up to her. That by itself was enough to like and respect the woman. But it was hard to attend the funeral of someone you couldn’t physically mourn, and death was always sort of an odd subject for Vivi, being both to close and yet very far from it herself.

 She left the ceremony to the family, though was close if needed for the sake of the children who might attend. The offer for the entire funeral party to retire to the white lotus after for tea and comfort while they discussed the passing of their loved one.

 She spent her time placing flowers through the house, while the family stood outside. Her small way of honoring the Lady of the house. It had taken some time to get the arrangements ordered, but she felt it was worth it.

Placing the largest on the front hall table,

another in the study, where Dura had mentioned he and Noiryn often sat together,

and finally one in the master bedroom where the woman spent her nights at rest.

The house was now full of black lilies, a nod to the moniker that many called her by, the remaining flowers were tied up in a bouquet, dark lilies were nested around blood red roses, a combination that reminded her of the couple together. These she picked up and took with her as she finally joined the small group around the funeral pyre. The flowers she offered to Dura, a small gift for him to honor his love for Noiryn and meant to be tossed in the flames, to burn to ashes and be taken with his lady into the afterlife.

@duraxxor @mindofnala

In Memoriam, Noiryn Daevara

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