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Brandy

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A monster of vaguely anthropoid outline but with an octopus-like head
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It’s funny how much changes in a year I should probably start posting here again Recap 2018 in yoga #top9 https://www.instagram.com/p/BsAWVQmAaT7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hyc8qq1q2jc4

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There are sunbeams which do not shine, for they have never touched your face Your heart left bloody with hands that tore you down where they should have built you up I look strong here and that’s balance, because I feel like a mug – dropped, shattered, glued, and filled with hot water, still wet a bucket - half empty, because no matter how much love you pour in and you pour so much, it doesn’t stop the holes and they continue to bleed And I can’t stop the flood of emotion of tears of anger that threatens to spill out and make everything - so ugly And I will not - I will not - let anger destroy the things that I love but sometimes it’s so hard to just say those words let alone - believe them. And I remind myself of how it feels to hold the shattered pieces of something I poured my everything into - and it’s gone And sometimes I feel like if that’s how it works, and I’m going to hurt, then I might as well take the reigns and do it myself because then at least I’m culpable and in control and no one can take any more, snap guilty hands back from the jar, red hot from something they didn’t expect would burn - for once it’s on me Where’s your sacred? Where’s your holy? Where’s the one place you can go to heal your soul? In this mess, this bloody mess, of friends picking sides and people who don’t seem to know what they want and all the hurt that is life, this is me, mine, the one fucking thing no one has been able to give or take but me. I’m not in control, that’s okay, but at least here, what I give is what I get. No uncertainties, no insecurities, no holding back — I can fall, I can break and so can my pride but here, it’s on me. I’m grateful for the space I give myself, and the time and the love I can spare. I’m grateful for the effort and the care. And if no one sees that but me, it’s okay. I’m enough. Happy thanksgiving, for all its intent and not it’s actuality. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqgU0aQgNjA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nqklkojxsooy

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Floating 🎈 (if you can see what I’m doing) Life is being a bit rough right now so I’m not posting a ton. Thank you to everyone who asked if I’m okay - just not feeling great and not wanting that to spill over somewhere it doesn’t need to be - I’ll get back on my proverbial feet and back to spamming insta eventually. #yogagirl #yoga #armbalance #backbends #blackandwhite #capezio #theseweresoldtomeasshortsdammitnotunderwear #fitness https://www.instagram.com/p/BowAWoBijZl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sbx0e7o5u6db

#yogagirl#yoga#armbalance#backbends#blackandwhite#capezio#theseweresoldtomeasshortsdammitnotunderwear#fitness
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I need 12 more hours in a day, can I pay someone minimum wage to sleep for me? #goddesspose #yoga https://www.instagram.com/p/BoOvSZeCQO6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hm7cdntstqrd

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Lenny Kravitz exists The atmospheric conditions of this planet are oxygen-rich and capable of supporting life I can yoga Every little thing is gonna be alright Time to put on the figurative warpaint and face the day. #thatspaintonthefloor #helloteenageangst #yogaeverydamnday #yoga #mayurasana #peacockpose #reversehands # https://www.instagram.com/p/BnF86Imlvq3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8eytz8f9s6zk

#thatspaintonthefloor#helloteenageangst#yogaeverydamnday#yoga#mayurasana#peacockpose#reversehands
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