Despite his lack of words, Holly was rather comforted by Pitch’s presence, by the kind of care he seemed to be trying to show her. She could understand how difficult it could be for him to put everything into words. She had the same problem sometimes.
But the sentiment and the look in his eyes and the way he said her name said everything she needed really to hear. And she felt a little bit of pride swell in her chest that she had succeeded in making him feel better, perhaps even making him happy. That was what she wanted really.
But there was something about Pitch’s words that unnerved her slightly. You were made to destroy me.
It was… impossible. Or absurd or- or something like that. She would never hurt him. Not unless she could help it. Maybe that’s what her purpose had been before, but not any more. Holly’s light was tainted and tarnished by his hands, and she was glad for it.
She found gladness in her loyalty to him like she had never had for Jack. Tentatively and slowly, Holly took Pitch’s hand in her own, giving it a gentle squeeze.
"What I am doesn’t matter any more," she said quietly. "It’s what I do. And everything I do now is for you."
"I couldn’t destroy you if I tried."
The words were as haunting as they were reassuring to Pitch Black who wanted nothing more than his companion’s loyalty. She displayed in her certainty an honesty Pitch had never known to deserve, and for a fraction of time he felt the swellings of an earhnest emotion.
It had been the first time the Nightmare King could ever recall feeling like someone believed he deserved to live. In all of his existence wrapped within the darkness, he only knew the jarring contempt that came fom those who wanted him dead. For the things he had done. The choices he’d made. Those people who decided on their own that he had no right to feel what it was like to live were the very same people who claimed they believed in freedom.
They believed in freedom until Pitch Black had used his freedom to make choises they didn’t agree with. To him, that was worse than if they had been outright honest to begin with. Lying was a cruel trick, and they were supposed to be the good guys.
Holly wasn’t like them. Holly told the truth, and her truth was kind. She was above the rest. She was above Pitch Black too, but he didn’t want to tell her that. He feared she was learn just how monumental she was and leave him behind. She could, you know. She could go on without you and she would be better off.
“Maybe that’s the test,” charmed a quiet contemplation which keyed the strokes of an instrument in the gears of Pitch’s mind, “Maybe you were made to be my end, but your choice determines my fate. And you’ve given me a second chance."