I don’t know what to say about this chapter so here’s a story that keeps coming to mind: when I was a senior in undergrad there was a day when we only had to come to class to physically turn in a really difficult final paper, and my favorite person in my program was this guy named Jeffrey who had gone to high school with my husband, and he happened to be standing in front of me when he turned in his paper. After handing it to our professor, he turned around and gave me this weirdly exuberant smile and said, “I just feel like crying, I don’t know why!”
and that’s how I feel about this chapter GOODNIGHT and good luck