[ Winter Soldiers || Closed ]
@astarklandscape
Following the hour she’d spent with Tony while he upgraded her prosthesis, the Winter Soldier did her best to follow his advice. She kept her thoughts to herself. She asked no questions. She worked as hard as usual in her training sessions. She told no one that she had begun to remember snatches of her life before HYDRA – snatches of Bucky Barnes’ life. By all appearances, to the colonel and to her team, she was functioning normally.
But the colonel decided to wipe her mind again anyway. Maybe he wanted to test Tony’s redesign of the machine. Maybe he just wanted a clean slate before she began to work with the agents who had now been injected with Howard Stark’s serum. The reason didn’t really matter. What mattered was that, right now, she could still remember Tony’s instructions.
Pretend it hurts more than it does.
Tony wasn’t there when she was brought into the room. That was probably for the best. If he wasn’t there, then his face couldn’t give anything away. All the Winter Soldier had to worry about was her own plans to deceive the colonel. She didn’t even have to act as she was strapped into the chair and the bite guard was forced into her mouth. Her body could recall what had happened last time, and she was shaking, sweating, her heart pounding and her breath ragged as the memory poured through her.
The clamps closed over her head. The machine began to whine. But where the first shock should have been was a mere tingle. It still made her body jerk, but there was minimal pain. She cried out anyway, of course, because if Tony’s sabotage was to succeed, she needed to sell it. And sell it she did, with screams that sounded as though they were being ripped from her throat.
When to colonel was finished, when he had her pulled upright and taken back to her cell, she sat alone in the dark, prodding at her memories. They all seemed to still be there, and her head wasn’t aching the way it usually did. As far as she could tell, Tony’s plan had worked.
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She didn’t see Tony again for over two weeks. Colonel Lukin had given her her new orders and set her to work training his new supersoldiers. It was difficult, and frightening – they had been good combatants to start with, but now they were even faster and stronger than before. Also, there were five of them, but only one of her. By the time she got to her last session of the day, she’d been sparring for hours and she was tired. But her students were fighting fresh. No wonder they tended to overpower her in the later matches.
The colonel was pleased with their progress, but he was slowly growing less concerned for his original Winter Soldier. It didn’t seem to matter to him whether the new soldiers injured her, and he started sending her back into training before her injuries had finished healing. She found herself fighting on sprained joints and half-healed broken bones, something that had never been required of her before.
You have to do better, Yuri had told her the last time he had splinted her up after Josef had snapped her wrist like a twig. You have to prove that you are still valuable, or the colonel will decommission you.
He’d looked worried, and that had frightened her more than his gentle warning.
Today she was sparring with Josef again – knives this time – and it wasn’t going well. The Winter Soldier was deadly with knives, but so was he, and he was bigger than her and stronger than her and more brutal than her. Despite her best efforts, he was able to disarm her, and then he grabbed her, twisting her prosthesis up behind her back in a way that made her shoulder scream and the metal plates creak ominously. She knocked her other hand against his thigh, trying to tap out, but he didn’t let her go. Instead, he raised his knife. She tried to break free, but–
She gasped as the blade plunged into her chest, once, twice, thrice. Dimly, she could hear the colonel shouting for the match to stop, and she staggered and fell against the wall as Josef let her go.
“Get her out of here,” the colonel snapped to Captain Oleneva. The woman saluted and then gestured to two of her subordinates, who half carried, half dragged the Winter Soldier to the med bay. There was blood in her mouth, and she was having trouble breathing. Something was definitely punctured, and it seemed to be sheer luck that Josef’s knife had missed her heart.
“Agent Trifonov!” Captain Oleneva bellowed.
Yuri snapped to attention and, when he saw the blood soaking through the Winter Soldier’s shirt, said, “Get her on the operating table.”
The next hour was a haze as she was examined and stitched up and given bags of her own saved blood. By the time Yuri finished and she was moved into one of the recovery rooms, she was pale and grey with pain.
“Someone needs to get Stark,” she heard him say, just outside the room. “Her prosthesis is damaged.”