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Sorry Charlie

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Awkward Aries
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I’ll tell you the story of the girl who looked like the moon, with messy hair and eyes of honey. 
How I’d loved her so much I’d have died for her.
I’ll tell you the story of the girl with golden hair and a cherry stained smile, 
Soft hands and a voice that sounded like home.
How she drank whiskey straight from the bottle;
And her chapped lips always tasted of cigarettes and heartbreak. I’ll tell you the story of the girl with a tongue like a box of razor blades, and how I’d always liked to watch myself bleed
The lipstick stains she’d left on my face
A visible attribute of her destructive love.
I’ll tell you how she’d kiss me so hard, I could no longer tell if the air I was breathing was mine or hers. 
A love full of old French records and cheap wine. 
Marlboros and a room full of promises. I’ll tell you how She talked about the trees like an old lover,
And books like a long lost best friend
How she was so curious about the universe, the same way I was curious about her;
I guess we both wanted to know more about our world.
I’ll tell you how every time I distanced myself from her heartbeat, I could feel mine stop beating. I’ll tell you how we’d tip toe around museums barefoot, standing under masterpieces as old as time;
And how even then, I’d be staring at her, wondering who had created the art that she was . I’ll tell you how I was a book, and she was a full chapter;
How her story had been torn from my seam.
 How I didn’t care if her pages had gone missing, I’d memorized each of her words from end to beginning.
My mind a table of contents;
 And each line seems to begin with her. I’ll tell you how the rise and fall of her breathing chest felt like the reason for all good in this world.
How she was the air in my lungs,
And the blood in my veins. And the saddest part that I’d always known she didn’t belong in my world,
 How she deserved to be home with the other planets in the sky
And how even then I’d sit every night, in awe of her.
 Writing love letters to her star in the sky, 
And being envious of the moon, who’d get to rock her to sleep each night.

indieluhv, “The Story of She” (via wordsnquotes)

This is beautiful

Thank you 💕💕

(via indieluhv)

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It’s unnerving at first, realizing you’re happy. It’s been so long, you’re not sure how to act. Life always seems to be a give and take; you struggle and suffer for as long as you can stand and then finally you get something good. For an hour or a day, you get to be happy before the hurt comes back. But here you are, not in the temporary, just until the other shoe drops happiness you’re used to, but actually content. Actually feeling like every thing’s okay. You have bad days, but you know they don’t last. There’s still a worry in the back of you mind that you’ll lose it all, but for now you’re okay.

nothing lasts forever (via emptymidnights)

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fluohrine
there is a corner in my mind where forgetfulness can’t enter to vanish everything there is a corner in my mind which overflows in the thought of you which is drowning into the memories of us there is a corner in my mind which is for you always

k.m (via fluohrine)

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oceanwriting

I never wanted to think my mother was right about anything; I wanted to think she deserved all my hate.

But truth be told, I know that baking soda cleans coffee stains off ceramic mugs. Because my mother told me.

I know that when my stomach hurts, thinking about the ocean will help. Because my mother said it would.

Keep the flour in the refrigerator so it doesn’t get moths; Always let the cake cool before you ice it.

Have some chamomile tea, wash your face with cetaphil. Take a bubble bath.

Somehow I am better than I ever imagined I could be, Because my mother believed I would be.

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