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Nice to meet ya, shank.

@shuckfaceparadise / shuckfaceparadise.tumblr.com

Ember T76 - The Queer [they/she] --- just another maze runner blog. --- "WICKED is good." –The Maze Runner "no fuck you because science." –me --- Media Consumed 2016 --- var ref = (''+document.referrer+''); var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; document.write('<script src="http://s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site=ID4392624&e1=cute loser&e2=cute losers&r=' + ref + '&wh=' + w_h + '"><\/script>');
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wow it finally happened i vaguely remade wow. if anyone still cares abt me feel free to check out me new studyblr/bookblr/whateverblr. i’m also now vaguely Active on twitter and instagram if anyone wants to know those ask over at me new blog as i will not be logged into these blogs anymore probably.

life is going pretty Quality for me i finished high school i started college i love it a lot and that’s all i’m gonna say here lol

happy 2017 every1 (feel free to reblog if anyone wants to help Spread the Word that Ember is Kind Of Back)

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wow it finally happened i vaguely remade wow. if anyone still cares abt me feel free to check out me new studyblr/bookblr/whateverblr. i’m also now vaguely Active on twitter and instagram if anyone wants to know those ask over at me new blog as i will not be logged into these blogs anymore probably.

life is going pretty Quality for me i finished high school i started college i love it a lot and that’s all i’m gonna say here lol

happy 2017 every1 (feel free to reblog if anyone wants to help Spread the Word that Ember is Kind Of Back)

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indefinite hiatus

idk if anyone didn’t see this coming but i haven’t been on tumblr in like weeks (a month?? it’s been a while) and i feel better than ever so i’m gonna take an indefinite break from here. 

(the why: i’m spending a lot of time with my boyfriend and reading a lot of books and really enjoying my studies and kinda just. preparing to (hopefully) go off to college next fall. i think there was a really long time in my life where tumblr was this great place for me and i’ve done a lot here but it got to this place where being on it just felt wrong when there’s so much else going on in my life i could be doing. i guess? idk.)

so this blog (and the ones i’m gonna reblog it to) are probably going inactive for the most part. i suppose i might get on to poke around again and maybe even queue stuff but don’t count on it haha. i’m also still updating my media lists here until i find a better place for them.

i’ve kinda given it up (the posting, not the taking lol) but if i ever get in the posting-selfies mood they’ll probably go on my instagram @nerd.em 

friends/mutuals a lot of you already have one or the other but feel free to message me for my whatsapp or kik (not that i’m great at responding to either but)

i have vague plans to start a new account dedicated to a bookblr/studyblr/etc. that kinda dedicates itself to my new interests but i dunno if it’ll actually happen. i’ll post a link if it does.

trying to figure out a way to end this that doesn’t sound all final and abrupt but. okay

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warning, ember is sad/angry about webcomics and bl tropes and girl characters ahead:

so, a lot of the (gay) webcomics i read have recently introduced female characters and the majority of the comments are just hate, and threats, and ‘can she get killed off yet’ and ‘fuck this b*tch she doesn’t deserve to even be in his presence’ and the moment she does something wrong the comments are all ‘thanks for giving me a reason to dislike her’ like they didn’t viciously hate her already.

and it’s just??? so fucking sad?? like most of these readers are girls, probably around my age range, and the moment a girl is introduced they want her gone. they violently, desperately want her out of the story, they want her killed and hurt, and they call her all manner of slurs (i don’t know how many times i’ve read b*tch and wh*re in the last few days).

and half the time, the authors don’t even want her hated. the character is just there, doing character-things. but the genre of bl/yaoi/whatever you call it has such a long history of awful girl characters that these young female readers just.... instantly despise her.

it’s so sad. i’m so tired of this.

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I saw your post just now & idk if this is out of line but I actually chew gum in class & that helps so??

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i use gum sometimes!! i just haven’t remembered to buy it recently and it gives me stomach aches sometimes (from swallowing air i think i’m not sure) so

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i was tagged by @anabelsbrother for the six selfies of 2015 thing! anyway all these pics do is make me realise i have gone through abt 5 different hair colours this year which is quite surprising tbh when did i do that?

i’m tagging @topgansey, @lesbianglinda, @impossibletopickone, @isaacfignewton, @runnieundies, @captaingally, @captaingalileo and idk whoever else wants to do this and hasn’t been tagged yet!!!! lemme see all ur cute faces!!! 

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but what if the gladers stopped trying to find a way out like where my rebel galders at tbh 

the ones who catch beetle blades and take them apart, figuring out what’s inside them and what they’re doing. destroying them when they find out they’re being watched. the ones who take down cameras, smash them with stones and knives and their bare hands 

the ones who keep asking more from the box, more weapons, more medicine, more armour. the ones who ready themselves for a fight, who can pounce whenever they need to, who turn to kicks and punches before anything else

the ones who claw a way through the walls, who try to blow up the maze by creating their own bombs, the ones who try to catch a griever and take that apart as well. the ones who burn down a forest, who dig holes into the ground, who climb walls and crash their fist into it in frustration because nothing works 

the ones who keep destroying everything they find, ‘cause if there’s no way out, the ones who put them in here don’t deserve a way in. the ones who throw threats into the box, along with all the camera equipment they fucked up, making sure the creaters know they’re not going to take this 

the ones who form a gang together, trying to stay strong against whatever it is they’re up to. the ones who calm down the gladers that’ve stung before, the gladers that wicked is now trying to control inorder to turn them against each other. 

the ones that form blood bonds and whisper promises to each other in the dark. the ones that create code words so they know what’s real and what’s not. the ones who will stick together no matter what, because their bond is sacred and nothing can come between that 

the ones who fight against their memories and the ones who fight to get their memories back. the ones that willingly get stung and the ones that make sure they get the serum. the ones that seal the doors, guard them, turning their prison into their home and everything outside of it in a war zone 

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